Final

Modern Mixtape

The sun peeks through the parted curtains of his windows on the right side of his bedroom, waking him up. It’s a Saturday but he doesn’t have any plans of going out today. Maybe do his homeworks and watch some movies after, but that’s just it. Kyungsoo got out of bed and went through his routines like any other normal day. It was when he was going out of his bedroom that he heard a knock on his door.

 

Grumbling, he went and checked who the unexpected visitor might be, thinking it was maybe Baekhyun and Chanyeol - his childhood bestfriends - who just want to bother him again (because “You’re so boring,Soo! This is why you never get laid!”). But when he opened the door, he was greeted instead by a small box and a small carton of banana milk on top. My favourite he thought as he went to pick up the carton and the box, inspecting it for any signs of whoever left it there (but he saw nothing, maybe it’s inside?) or just in case it’s some sort of a trap or something. Thinking that maybe it’s really just a gift, he decided to go to his room and open the gift, all while drinking the banana milk that came with the box, he should really thank the giver later when he discovers who he or she is, he’s been craving for this lately.

 

As he opened the box, he was surprised to see a small notebook and an old iPod nano inside. He went straight for the notebook, thinking maybe the giver wrote his or her name there, but to no avail. Instead, written on the first page of the notebook is:

 

Hi, hyung!

I know this is unexpected but listen (or read?? whatever),

there’s a list of instructions on the second page and I want you to read them all carefully

and don’t go on the other pages unless you’re told to.

It’s easy really, and I trust you enough to follow my instructions.

That’s all, have a great day!

 

Surprised must have been his favourite expression of the day because once again, he was shocked because isn’t this Jongin’s handwriting?  Ha. The dude actually has the guts to tell me what to do. But being the good guy he is, he went and followed the instructions anyway.

 

[First page]

Get your earphones and the iPod nano in the box and turn it on.

Is it on? Now go on the first playlist you see and play the first song on the list.

I would like you to pay attention on the lyrics of the song,

that’s basically the purpoes

I spelled that wrong, I meant purpose, that’s the purpose of this whole thing

so don’t freakin ruin everything!!!

You can only go to the next page after every song, alright?

 

He can’t help but laugh hard at the spelling mistake because typical idiot Jongin, why did I even like that Guy?  He went and pressed play on the first “mystery song” because the idiot decided to change the titles to mystery song 1, 2, and so on.

 

“Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.”

 

He can’t help but really smile as he finished the first song. He went back to the notebook and flipped it to the next page as instructed. Written on the next page is:

 

If you really listened well, I think you know what I really meant with this song?

Kyungsoo hyung, I hate seeing you sad and crying. Do you know how affected I get when

I see you frowning or when you’re not in the mood?

I may act indifferent but inside, I’m also hurting,

I just don’t know how to approach you and tell you that

“You look a million times better smiling, so please stop crying”

 

Ironic how he wanted to cry after reading his words.

 

Next song:

“When I see you smile, I can face the world
Oh, oh
You know I can do anything 
When I see you smile, I see a ray of light
Oh, oh

I see it shining right through the rain 
When I see you smile 
Baby when I see you smile at me”

 

NOTE:

Simply because your smile makes me smile and that

you are the most beautiful person in the world when you smile.

Do you know how much I want to be the reason behind those smiles?

 

Right now, there’s a huge smile plastered on his face because since when did he become this sweet? He thinks he’s going crazy and he’s not even halfway through the playlist.

 

“It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go”

 

NOTE:

Because no matter how cheesy this sounds (and how gay this song is),

This is what you make me feel.

 

 

“I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything”

NOTE:

Do you know how much I want to hug you

everytime I see you looking so cold?

I didn’t because that’d be creepy, but from now on,

I can be your personal jacket if you want me to.

 

Right now, Kyungsoo’s trying his best to stop himself from going straight to Jongin’s house and punch him in the face because feels.

 

“I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah”

 

NOTE:

Because if you and your beautiful personality are the prizes that are waiting for me,

I won’t ever give up on this race until I get my reward.

 

“I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things”

NOTE:

Have I ever told you how much I love

your heart-shaped lips, your cute little moles all over your body,

the way you laugh, the way your face becomes red when you laugh way too hard,

the way you glare at me when I tease you, the way you care for me like you’re my mom,

the way you encourage me when I’m nervous, and the fact that you know me too well?

Because I do, I really do, and they’re what made me fall inlove with you.

 

“Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can”

 

NOTE:

Yes, you. Only you Kyungsoo, can make me fall in love.

 

“I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet”

 

As the last song ended, he flipped the notebook to the next page only to find it blank. He was about to take his phone and call him and demand for the last page because this can’t be the end, isn’t he supposed to confess by this part?! with a frown on his face, but then the next audio from the playlist played and-

 

*cough cough*

Uh… hi Kyungsoo hyung?

Uhm.. yeah, this is so awkward.. heh

So, uhm, I guess you know everything by now?

I’m sorry I’m not really good at expressing it personally,

and I thought of this since I know how much you love music

and also because this is more private, like a secret between you and me…

I… I like you, hyung. I’ve liked you for years now.

I’m sorry if I’m a coward but you know my past, right?

You know I’m not really good at things like this.

And I know your past too. I know how scared you are to trust people (except for me, Chanyeol hyung and Baekhyun hyung),

but I really hope you can give me a chance

to show you that not everyone who comes into your life leaves.

I really care for you a lot, you may think I don’t

appreciate the things you do for me but I really do,

I just don’t know how to express my appreciation

without making things awkward, so yeah.

I know this is not the best way to end this

because this sounds really cheesy and all but,

Kyungsoo hyung, will you be my Juliet?

 

And that’s when he lost it. Who knew that the feeling was mutual all along? Stupid Jongin and his stupid way of hiding it. They may be close friends but he really didn’t see this coming. Well yes, he gave him chocolates during Valentine’s and he say some sweet stuffs sometimes but all along he thought it was just because they’re ‘close friends’ as Jongin always say. Actually now that he thought of it, he’s the idiot for believing him.

 

And just a few minutes after, it was Jongin’s turn to be surprised because suddenly, Kyungsoo’s at his doorstep, engulfing him in a huge hug and hitting him in the chest while saying words that were actually incoherent because they’re muffled by Jongin’s shirt. He can’t help but laugh because he’s too cute when embarrassed. It took time before Jongin managed to calm Kyungsoo down.

 

“At this point, it doesn’t even matter how stupid you are for not realizing that I like you too. Don’t ever think I’ll forgive you for taking too long!! But okay, I’ll be your Sooliet, Jongino.”

 

Kyungsoo said, giggling because he’s too funny. He failed to see the way Jongin looked at him lovingly before hugging him again, he also failed to see the huge smile the guy had on his face, but hey, it’s not like this will be the last time he’ll have them on.

 

“The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours.

 

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A/N:

There you go, I really hope you like it!

Let me know what you guys think through the comments :)

 

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pcyms7
#1
Chapter 1: EXCUSE ME, CAN'T YOU SEE I'M SQUEALING SO HARD RIGHT NOW??!! I'M EVEN TEARING UP BECAUSE OF THE SWEETNESS YOU GAVE ME, AUTHORNIMMMMM!!!! T___________T

Daebak. Idk what to say but really, this fict is just so beautiful. You made a very good story, Authornim! The songs, the lyrics, and Jongin's words are really perfect combination TT I would cry a river if I were Kyungsoo >< Thank you so much for writing!!! I love you. xoxo.
vlackerine
#2
Chapter 1: it's super cute~ ^-^
ainoeru #3
Chapter 1: This is massive cute omg i'm grinning like an idiot >< it's ur fault! I want sequel kkkk
maybelleluhan
#4
Chapter 1: why didn't i see this story before ugh THIS IS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE, I'M SMILING TILL THE END OMG <3
AeChaPark #5
Chapter 1: This is so adorable. Icould dienow,hahaahahaha or not. Great job!
kimjonginah #6
Chapter 1: CRIESSSSSS THIS IS SO LOVELY SO SWEET SO PERFECT SO KAISOO T_______________________T thank you for this authornim ive read this for like 7 times alr bec of the fluffiness
kimjonginamo
111 streak #8
Chapter 1: Awwwww this is so cute >.< I can't with the overflowing feels. I smiling like an idiot while reading this.

I read all of your stories and they were all cute and the feels are asdfghjkl xD
NineTwentyNine #9
Chapter 1: I am supposed to be sleeping right now but here I am rolling in my bed because of too much feels! OMG! Cutieeee!!!! T_T Dying with feels!
asdfghjkl22 #10
Chapter 1: I die T.T too much fluffff thanks authormin saranghae