Delight – did you have a cozy dream?
Were you so happy?
Just delight, broken night

--Delight, Yoo JiAe

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Grabbing his arm with both of my hands, I shook it as I whined. “Hungry. Let’s go eat juseyo!” It’s almost 1am and I’m here whining about being hungry. Jung Hoseok aka J-Hope, as his friends calls him, looked at me and let out a chuckle. “Aish okay okay Jisoo. Let’s go out and find something to eat neh?” He smiled as he pinches my nose. ‘That smile that made me fall for him. I hope it won’t fade.’ I thought as I stared at him. “Now staring is bad Jisoo, so stop staring.” He said and let out a chuckle as he drags me out of my house. As we walk towards the nearest 24-hour fast food chain, I stared at his side profile. ‘What did I do to get this perfect guy for myself?’ I thought then looked at where we were going.

We’ve been dating for 2 years now. Many times that we almost broken up because of me but he still manages to fix everything. He said that he loves me so much to let go of me. I have always thought that I’m being too selfish and he’s too good for me. I have always felt guilty for everything that I have than but my pride’s always taking over. I felt sorry for him for having me. Most of the time, I think about how happy he will be if someone else is with him… if someone else is beside him but he’d always tell me that I am enough. I have always thought that he’s just staying because if he leaves me, I’ll probably go crazy. Thinking about those, I felt stinging in my eyes and my heart being stabbed. He might’ve felt that I’ve been overthinking again because I felt him squeeze my hand. “Not now Jisoo – ah.” He said in a sad voice. I felt my heart cracked as I hear that voice. I just looked on the ground the entire time that we’re walking until we reached a shop.

Hoseok bought some snacks as we decided to just go to the park and eat. It’s silent when we reached the park. It’s already 1am and still we’re out eating in the cold. We both sat on the bench and made ourselves cozy, leaving a tiny gap in between where the plastic bag of food lies. I quickly rummaged through the bag as I found a burger and a drink. I started eating but when I looked at him, he was just staring at me, smiling. “You… you won’t eat?” I asked as I put the burger down and tilted my head to the side. He then shook his head and diverted his eyes in front. “Nope. Not hungry.” He said but being me, I never really bought those kinds of answer. I took my burger and held it in front of his lips. He looked at me with a questioning look. “Eat. You bought it so eat. I don’t want to feel guilty afterwards.” I said then looked at the ground frowning. I heard him laugh softly. “You’re really impossible.” He said then took a