Taehyung's POV

"Taehyungie!! Give me back my phone!"

I laugh to myself hearing Jin Hyung shouting while running after me. I swiftly made my way into the traffic hallway- slowly but surely fast enough for hyung not to catch up on me. "Taehyungieee!!!!!" he called again and I turn around just to see him being squeeze in the crowd of students. I chuckled again, amused seeing the look on my hyung's face. Im not being a bully here. If your curious why we're in this kind situation right now, I'll tell you, this is all hyung's fault. I caught him smiling while looking at something in his phone again. A text? A picture? I dont know. One thing I know is I dont like it! And Jeesh! That Hyung! Why does he always have to put passwords in his phone?! How am I suppose to see what he's smilin' at in her?! Argghhh. I kicked the wall in my irritation and 'ouch' that really hurt, em’ never kickin’ a wall again. I am already in my hiding place-the rooftop. I walk to the far end of the rooftop, gripping hardly at the phone, "Jinjja!" I Hissed. Suddenly the I heard door slam open behind me,’he’s fast’ I thought to my self. I turn around and my Hyung was there panting and obviously irritated. VERY irritated.

He ranted towards me, pointing an accusing finger at me "Yah!" he grunted. He hastily grabs the phone from my hand. Giving me a grumpy look. And God his so handsome when he’s angry. "Oh hyung! HI!" I said, innocently. "Jinjja! Taehyungie! I'll tell this to your mother!"

"You always say that but you never do so." I replied confidently, giving him my infamous blank expression.

"Aissh!" I heard him hissed before sighing in frustration.

"Were late. The bell had already rang. Let's go, I'll bring you to your class." he said, grabbing the back of my neck leading me out of the rooftop.

"Hyung! stop treating me like I’m a stupid five year old!" I howled and he just smiled like a . A very attractive .

He doesn't get it! KIM SEOKJIN YOU IDIOT! He thinks I’m just playing around again. NO! I got jealous! I'm so jealous! I'm totally jealous of whatever or whoever he’s staring at in his phone! everytime he smiles upon glancing at that stupid thing while he tutors me at home or while we’re watching an anime, or during lunch, while were eating together in the cafeteria (like today). It’s really getting in my nerve! IT's eating me! I can't even concentrate during class- like right now. Arrghh! I buried my face in the desk due to frustration, not caring if the teacher might caught me not listening.

Kim Seokjin is not my friend nor my family, He's just my neighbor(slash) lunchmate(Slash) Tutor(slash)favorite hyung(slash)crush? uhhh! Crush.YES! He’s my crush. And It's been a year since I had a crush on him. Ever since He came in to our neighborhood, he accidentally hit me a ball in my face. In my delicate face while he was playing basketball one sunday morning. Ever since that day he started hanging out with me at school and specially in my house, since I don’t go out often, I only do when I go to school, go the store to buy something or to Jimin’s if he invites me in his house which was only a few blocks away. Im not really into boys and stuff. really. It's just..he was just so nice and hot and smart and sporty and very sweet and friendly with my mom and everything. And I just woke up one morning thinking "I think I like him" If only he wasn't to clingy and nice to me this wouldn't have happened. He's 4 years older than me that's why he treats me like -I mean like a kid. All those skinships he makes everytime where together makes me wanna grab him, take him somewhere where there’s only the two of us and then assault him so hard. As if I know how to assault him? Anyway. I’m trying my hardest to suppressed this feelings ‘cause I’m scared that he might reject me. And with all this smiling at his phone and stuff convinces me that he will really dump me If I ever tried to confess . So I might as well zip it.

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"Hey man! are you okay?" Asked my friend-Jimin. We are now heading home and Jin hyung is not with us. The three of us usually go home together. But ever since last month, we’ve been coming home without him due to his extra curricular activities.  

"I'm fine." I answered.

"Is it Jin hyung again?"

"Maybe"

"Is it because he can't come home with us again today?"

 Damn. JIMIN! Can’t he shut up even for a moment?

 "Maybe." I replied flatly.

"Don't be down man, It’s not like It's already the end of the world just because he can't come home with us again today." he said, I gave him no response and continued walking. He sighed and spoke again, "your lucky atleast you can be with him everyday, have lunch together in public and at home for tutoring sessions." I stared at him-uninterested- then raise him a brow “And so?” I said, annoyed. He diverted his gaze on the ground. He had this weary look all of the sudden to which surprises me and got me worried. He smiled weakly-looking at ground, "You know, Yoongi hyung broke up with me today." he said plainly, smiling as if its nothing. I halted walking, feeling like an for being mean with him a while ago when he was only trying to be a good bestfriend. He stop, turned to me and said, " what are you doing?! Hoseok hyung will be mad if I come home late again."

"Im sorry" I apologized and we started walking again. I stared at him in contemplation the whole time on our journey home and he was silent the whole time but when we arrive at their front gate, he finally speak again, "He said I was being too obvious. He doesn’t want people to get the wrong idea." he paused chuckling then look away. I stayed silent and patiently waiting for him to continue, “How can he say ‘wrong Idea’? does he mean the thing that we had was a mistake? I think he’s ashamed of this relationship.. since he also said that It's not right for two guys to be together, romantically. And he also asked me if we could go back as normal friends." He paused just to turn around to his back and entered the gate then he spoke again “I told him I don’t want that. I can’t accept that and that I’ll never talk to him again.” Then there was a sob. I can feel his in a whole lot of pain. I saw his shoulders trembling as he suppresses the urge to cry, “I just lost him Tae, My Yoongi. My hyung.” with that words he immediately head off inside the house, slamming the door close. I never even had the time to say ‘See you tomorrow’ Like I always do.

"...It's just not right for two guys to be together.." Jimin's words rang in my head like a broken recorder playing. I sighed, closing my eyes while lying in my bed, my hands under my head and my legs, crossed. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I thought he’s not coming? "Come in." I yelled. The door swung open and He immediately went in. He wasn't in his usual school uniform today. He was wearing a basketball uniform. " I thought you have a game hyung?"I asked him, still at my usual position. He slowly closed the door, his back facing me. He sighed heavily and with that I can tell he had a bad day. "The game ended quickly." He turns around and made his way to the side of my bed avoiding eye contact. He made himself comfortable on the floor leaning his back in the bed beside me.

"We lose Tae." he said burying his face dramatically between his knees.

"I see." was all my response, Im not good at this, what am I supposed to say? I heard no response; I brought a hand to his head, his hair gently. “Your treating me like a kid.” He spoke, finally there was a soft laugh and I smiled to myself and said, “You always do the same to me Hyung.”

He was silent for a while then he spoke again, "Yoongi wasn't in his usual self."

"Yoongi.."I repeated the name softly, remembering Jimin.

"He suddenly walks off in the middle of the game. I wonder what’s wrong with him. I’m not mad because he left us. I’m just disappointed because we lose. Though I’m worried about him." he said. I remained silent, contemplating his words in my head and I came to a realization. I sat up, facing him.

"Hyung.." I spoke, pouting. He turn around to me, rested his chin in the bed then stared at me for the first time ever since he set foot in my room this day.

"D-do you like Y-yoongi hyung?" I questioned, stuttering.

He abruptly lifted his head from the bed and gave me this -Whatthe-look. “Huh?” he asked, confused.

“You like Yoongi hyung.”

He tilted his head and stared at me like he was trying to recalculate my thoughts. There was still no answer and I don’t wanna sound like a jealous lover, though I am jealous and I’m not also his lover.

“Ooh, So hyung like him!” I teased, sounding unaffected.

“Ofcourse not!” He spat out-there was a little irritation in his voice.

“Really?” I teased, faking a smile.

With that he pouted at me. He looks really charming but I don’t wanna think about how charming he looks right now ‘coz I feel cheated though I’m not supposed to feel this.

“Really!” he retorted. He looks guilty and I think he’s denying it. I didn’t say a word this time. I only shrug off then went back to my previous position.

Jin’s POV

What the hell is with TaeTae? Did I really made it sound like I like Yoongi? And why is he being silent all of the sudden, laying there with his back staring at the ceiling as if I’m not around anymore. God! This kid! And I even came all the way here in his house because I had a bad day and since his picture in the phone is not enough to lift up my spirit, I decided to grace his presense.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t able to come home with you and Jiminie again” I spoke up, trying to initiate a conversation.

“It’s okay hyung.” He replied, still staring at the ceiling.

“I bet Jiminie told you a lot of crazy stuffs again about his day.” I said chuckling, remembering about  Jiminie. How he talks nonstop about various stuffs whenever we’re together. I suddenly noticed an unfamiliar look in Taetae’s face, was it sadness?

“Actually, he hadn’t talk much today.”

“No way!” I said in disbelief- I was taken aback with what he just said, because Jiminie is usually very talkative. He never run out of topic and I can’t Remember a time that he stayed silent for more than a minute unless he was feeling depre- Oh . I kept silent for a while, feeling bad to myself.

“What’s wrong with him?” I asked, worried.

Tae rolled over facing me and with that kind of look in his face-I know he’s very worried too.

“He was so depressed then I heard him cry hyung. And this this time it wasn’t because I ate the last piece of chocolate that he is about to eat neither because his neighbor Jungkook for being small.” Then there was a pause, I waited. Staring at those pained expression. “ He was dump.” Finally he said it.

I felt bad for Jiminie. Though I’m also proud and jealous at the same with him for having the guts to confess just like that. I should learn more from that kid. I remained silent after a while. I buried my face in the bed avoiding to grasp a sight of my little Taehyungie. His unhappy face is the least thing that I ever want to see.

“Aren’t you going to ask me why I’m so affected?”

Taehyung’s POV

‘…It’s just not right for both guys to be together…romantically…’ Again I remembered Jimin’s words.

“Aren’t you going to ask me why I’m so affected?”

What am I doing? Why did I ask him that? I know he’s thinking it’s because Jimin is my bestfriend and that I feel bad for him. It’s true I feel bad for him but partly there was also another reason. Am I trying to get myself off the hook here? Urghh. If I confess right now like what Jimin did to Yoongi hyung, will he also tell me the same thing? that he can’t be into men? Or maybe the opposite but tells me that he likes someone else-Yoongi-hyung maybe. Well he hinted it a while ago. And why does everybody likes Yoongi?!

“I already know.” I heard him say from the fabric of the bed. “and I feel you.” He added.

Stupid Hyung. It’s him and his stupidity again. Why is he so stupid?! Now he’s making me feel stupid! I don’t know what’s going on in his head? The hell with the saying ‘curiosity kills a cat’.

“If a guy were to confess to you hyung. what will you say?”

He look up and stared at me with confusion. It took him a long while before he could able to give me an answer..

“A guy? Well.. It depends. “

“How about if its Yoongi hyung?” I added. There was a hinch of jealousy in my tone. I don’t know If he notice it but I can’t help it. Im too jealous to hide it. He was silent again as if he’s gathering up his thoughts.

Jin’s POV

Again with Yoongi’s name. Does he really think I like Yoongi? Maybe if he had use his name instead of Yoongi’s in that question, I might have already thought of a response to give him, since I don’t like lying in his face and I don’t mind telling him how I feel now ‘coz I think I’m already prepared for whatever his answer will be, If Jiminie was able to do it then I could too.

I stared at him, resting my chin in the bed. Unsure about what answer to give him “I don’t know.”

He suddenly pouted and seriously, he looks as cute as the characters in my favorite maple story collections.

“ You like him and you don’t know what to say?!” he sounded a bit irritated this time. What’s wrong with Tae?

“ I just don’t know Taehyungie. And what makes you conclude that I like Yoongi?” I asked him.

“Because you said so.”

What? I did? “No I did not.”

“You did! You didn’t exactly say it but you did hinted it.” He explained, “You don’t need to deny it, because I understand hyung. ”

Understand? He understands what? He doesn’t understand anything. He doesn’t get it. Jinjja!

“ I don’t like him Tae, I like You!” I burst out unknowingly. He was obviously surprised. And I froze in my position regretting my last three words. STUPID ME. And all I thought I was already prepared for it . But seeing the look on his face right now terrifies me. He hates me now.

Taehyung’s POV

Did I heard it right? Did he just say he likes me?I a-.. Im so..

“Hyung..” before I was able to say another word he abruptly stood up and walk out of my room. He didn’t even bother to close the door and I sat up in bed, staring at the door, dumbfounded. What just happened?

When I came back to my senses, without second thought, I rushed out from bed, and dashed out of my room to run after him.

I’m so confused. What was he smiling at in his phone then? And why did he suddenly walk away after confessing? Just when I was about to tell him how I feel.

I was expecting to catch him downstairs in the door since I don’t remember spacing out that long after he left me but unfortunately he wasn’t there anymore only my mom standing in the doorstep, taking off her shoes and I guess she had just arrived home from work. Damn, how did he manage to put on his converse shoes that fast?! I hurriedly dash out of the house and from where I am I heard my mom saying “Don’t be out too late”. I replied, “ ’KAY!” before exiting the gate.

I run through the alley, the sun had just set out. I came past through three familiar faces in the way. Hyosang, B-joo and.. I didn’t recognize the other one. I saw them smiled at my direction from my peripheral vision. But I was too focus on catching up on Jin hyung that I ignored them. His face..when he left my room-was the only thing that’s on my mind as I continued to run. I had to tell him.

Finally I’m infront of his apartment building. I quickly made my way inside. Lucky his room was only in the ground floor that I need not have to tire myself climbing up the stairs. When I reach his apartment door, I immediately went inside like I always do whenever I went here for a visit. and Jeesh. Until now, he still forgets to lock the door. Stupid Stupid Stupid hyung. I stood inside his apartment, breathing heavily, looking around hoping to spot a sight of him. The lights are off. Is he even here? I was hesitant to take another step but then I thought to myself, ‘He should be here, where else could he be? At his cousin namjoon? They don’t get along. At Jimin’s house? He wouldn’t go there knowing Jimin’s state or perhaps Yoongi’s? but that guy has other issues, so nadda!’ , I slowly made my way to his room which was in the far corner of this -not too big-apartment. I stop infront of the door, undecided whether to knock or not. He might not be inside. But anyway, since when did I ever knock? I check the doorknob if it’s lock.

 It’s not.

I slowly open the door, my heart beating so fast and so loud. Too loud that I think I could already hear it echoing from the walls. I was sweating so hard and still I was panting. It’s been a while since I run such distance. I spotted his bed first.. then his study table.. his shelve full of books. But hyung is nowhere to be found. And I suddenly feel terrible. I felt sicken. Where is Hyung? Where is my Jin hyung? I felt tears falling from the corner of my eyes. My knees trembling, getting weaker like jelly, I fell to my knees on the floor. Where could he have gone to? Something must have happened to him on his way? And all this because of me. Jin hyung... My sobs echoed from the corners of the room. I can hear noises from outside the room, from the slightly open balcony.. Suddenly I notice something move from the balcony glass door. Was that a shadow? It must be from outside. I continued sobbing. My vision blurring from the tears. There was that shadow again. No-wait a minute. It was a human figure outside the dim lit balcony. It was moving out of the balcony, coming in to my direction. From the dimness of the room, I saw the familiar face of the figure.   “Hyung..” I manage to choke out.

Jin’s POV

I was out in my balcony for some fresh air. Hoping that this might help me clear out my mind and thought of a way on how to explain myself to Taehyungie. I startled him a while ago. It was wrong of me to confess. If I had stayed longer that time I’m sure I’ll be receiving the same rejection that Jiminie had received and I might not be able to bare that . Remembering the look on his face when I said I like him..urggh. I need to fix this. I don’t wanna lose what we had. Him not talking to me again..I don’t want that. I reached for my phone in my pocket. I stared at my wallpaper. It was the picture I took Yesterday morning, when I went to his room and he was still snoring in bed. I laugh softly. I held my phone delicately with both my hands. Oh yeah. I remember him snatching this from me again after having lunch together this day. That kid.

After a few moments of smiling to myself, recalling stuffs, I heard a silent sob. I look around, thinking it must be from outside. But there was no one on sight. Must be from the room next door. But the sound seemed to be so close. Though I decided to just ignore it and go inside. When I was about to open the balcony door, I notice the sound getting louder. Is it from inside? I gulp. I swore I was the only living being living inside this apartment room. Suddenly I felt chills running up from my spine to the back of my neck. I bravely but slowly made my way in. I stop- surprise to see something-NO-someone on his knees infront of my door. I don’t know who it is ‘coz the room was too dark for me to see the face of the person but one thing I know, It wasn’t a ghost.

“Hyung..” I heard him spoke. ‘ familiar’ I thought to myself.

“Hyung!!” He stood up and run towards me then hugged me.

He was sobbing silently in my shoulder. “Taehyungie..” I mumbled, recognizing the person’s identity.

I brought my hand to his back, the other to his head, his hair. “Tae..what’s wrong?” I manage to asked. Seeing him like this, seeing him cry.. pains me.

“Hyung! I like-NO I love you! ....P-please don’t walk away! Please don’t leave me again! “

I was taken aback. I contemplated the beauty of his words. It made me happy but sad at the same time.. happy because he loves me and sad knowing I was the reason why he is crying right now.

“Im sorry.. “ I apologized, “hyung got scared. I promise I will never do it again Taehyungie.” I said, nuzzling in his hair-enjoying the scent of the strawberry shampoo that he’s been using.

“Hyung..” he whispered and halted the hug just to look me in the eyes.

“I love you..” he spoke the words sweetly , he wasn’t crying anymore and I can feel my cheeks burning. I’m glad that the lights are off else he would be able to see the blush on my face since I blush easily and the color is always too obvious. I smiled at him. Feeling contented and happy.

But.. there was a sudden pout in his face. What did I do wrong this time?

Taehyung’s POV

He smiled lovingly at me. He smiled...yeah, He- He only smiled?! I was waiting for a sweet ‘I love you too’ or something like in those romantic scenes I see in Movies. Stupid hyung.. how could he spoil the moment?!

Urgghh I pouted, feeling disappointed. And I can see that he’s confused.

“what’s wrong Taehyungie?”  he asked-curious. How can he be the famous ‘straight A’ student when he’s this stupid? But still I love him.

“Hyung, I will still love you unchangingly even if you’re the stupidest person in the world.” I uttered unthinkably. There was no reaction. Is he mad? Did It sounded like an insult? Did I up again?!

I panicked. I was about to apologize when suddenly I felt a pair of soft lips on my own. First it was a soft timid peck then a slightly longer glance. Finally I came to my senses and went with the motion. I’ve been in a relationship before. It was with my previous dance partner noona, Jessica. But we’ve never kiss. Not like this. Not in the lips. This is my first time being in an actual kissing. I can feel my lips trembling in his mouth but I’m trying my hardest to keep up on the rhythm with him. I can feel my knees getting weaker again. The hell with this stupid knees. Me, being like this with Jin hyung.. I feel like melting..

Jin’s POV

From the looks of it, I’m Taetae’s first, Though I’m not implying that I’m a professional at this. If I remember it correctly I had only been in a couple of relationship before, two? No- three and Tiffany noona,-my last girlfriend was I think the only person I’ve ever kissed and everything.

I knew without a doubt that Taehyungie was innocent, and I wanted to do my best to keep him that way.. but temptation is just too hard to resist. But I manage to broke off the kiss, that made him flustered and I don’t know what to do nor say. There was a pout again and I heard him say “ Hyung.. why did you stop?” , I felt incapable and embarrass at the same time. “ I’m sorry..” was all I said and I kissed him again, more passionately this time. Our kiss went deeper and more passionate and the next thing I want to do right now is own him. All of him. We halted the kiss for some air, our bodies still entwined, arms wrap around each other, forehead to forehead, breathing each other’s breathe. “Hyung.. more..” he managed to say between heavy breathes. “Tae..” I mumbled, panting. “are you sure about this?” I asked him, feeling undecided. I don’t want him rushing in to things that he might regret later. “Yes hyung..please.” he answered, giving me small pecks in my lips. I never thought that he’d be this enthusiastic. He brought his arms around my neck. He’s tempting, but I don’t wanna seem too fast. “but Tae-“

“Please hyung…” he pleaded. With that, I just can’t say… no. I’ve noticed we’ve been standing for a while now. This position is good but it’s not comfortable enough, not just for me but also for my Taehyungie.

“Okay.” I told him and he smiled sheepishly. “but..” I pause. “only if we move in the bed.” , with that, I saw him bit his lower lip.

Taehyung’s POV

“but” he paused, and felt my heartbeats raising. “only if we move in the bed.” SCORE! I bit my lip, trying to suppress a big smile, I don’t want him to see my enthusiasm though I think he had already noticed a long while ago.

I let him lead me into his bed. Slowly and gently, he laid me down, not breaking eye contact. And I think If were an ice cream, I long have melted already. Our lips met again and there was more touching this time. I was feeling more arouse than I’ve ever felt in my whole adolescence life. I was so turn on. My whole body was so turn on. My whole body is like on fire. I felt a hand slid under my shirt, he was working on taking it off. The cold night breeze touched my skin. Finally I was haft and I knew there was no turning back. Before, I had only fantasized this, but now It’s really happening. “Tae..” I heard him mumbled between the kiss. “Hnn-mmm… Hyung..” I moaned, running my hands to his back. Before I was even through with the lips, he moved to my neck. My skin felt the electric shock of his touch and I can’t help but make embarrassing noises with these feelings. It was so good. I want more. I shivered in pleasure. His lips went from my neck to my collarbone, to my chest then down to my stomach and embarrassing as it is I moaned again, and this time- louder, calling out his name like .

“J-jinn..hnngg-aaah~ hyung…”

The kisses stop right above my under pants then he brought his face back to my face and said, “ Should I go further?” Why does he always have to ask me? He knows what my answer is. “Ye-“I was cut off by the ringing of my phone. Who the had the nerve to disturb me at such intimate mome- “MOM!!” I spat out, realizing the time. And.. God. I-Am-so-dead.

He got off me and sat himself up to my side and I swiftly jump off from bed, picked up my shirt, hurriedly slid it to my head.

I was in the middle of trying to fix up my hair when I suddenly notice him staring while smiling deviously at me. “What?”  I asked , confused.  “Nothing.” He answered, smile getting bigger, “ your just so adorable when you panic Tae.”  I blushed.

“HYUNG!”  I snap, feeling embarrass but then he only chuckled-amused. “I’ll you home babyTae.”. He stood up opening the light of his room. When he turned to me, I was surprise to see him terrified to see.. my face. Do I look ugly?

“Oh my God Tae.”

“W-what?” I asked nervously.

“Your lips..”

“Wha-My lips?”

I run to his bathroom only to check myself up in the mirror.

WHAT THE .

My lips.. they’re obviously and terribly swollen. It’ll surely go unnoticed to my Mom’s hawk like eyes.

How am I going to explain this?