(DARA's POV)

      I'm very worn out and went to my room rushingly as soon as we arrived the boys were worried because of my 'stupid' behavior I jumped to my bed and let out a heavy sigh I recalled something something stupid!I was blushing like a pabo earlier !pabo dara! What is this feelings anyways -_- I need advice from the 'feelings' experts from my 3 besties I tried to group video call them.It rang for few seconds and luckily they picked it up

"Hiya!"I smiled at them lazily

"What's the sudden call?"Chaerin asked

"I need advice!"I replied while teary-eyeing 

"What is it about tell us.."Bom curiously asked

"What do you call it when your heart beats rapidly?!to a guy.."I answered with a bit of embarassment

The 3 of them laughed hard I frowned from their behavior 

"What's funny?!"I exclaimed 

"Cause hahahah!It's a first time that you asked us about L-O-V-E!!"Bom teasingly said 

"Love?!Do you mean it's love?."I can't believe it

"So you don't know about love?..Aigoo Dara ofcourse it's love!"Minzy exclaimed confidently

"How do I suppose to know about love since I don't have any love life!"I exclaimed and mehrong at her

"Aigoo,Dara you should join mixers if you want love life..and tell me have you fell in love before?."Chaerin asked curiously

"I don't like mixers and I think I've never fell in love before.."I replied with a sigh

"Yah!Dara if you want to experience love then why won't you try joining mixers.."Bom pouted

"Bom-unnie,Did you forgot Dara has 12 friends and their boys and their single too.."Minzy teasingly stated as the three of them chuckled

"Y-y-yah Mi-minzy!"I stutteringly exclaimed while hiding my blush

"Omo!Dara is blushing so you asked us about love because you finally fell in love with one of them?"Bom raise her eyebrows while teasing me

"Ofcourse not!!."I quickly answered

"Santokki is blushing!"They chorused and I quickly turned off the chat and put aside my phone to the coffee table near my bed

I remembered I have a 'little' secret ya know I have a diary and it's very beautiful!!I took out my diary from under my bed's foam where it is hidden

It have a pink cover with a golden lock and Sandara name on it and I grabbed the key and inserted it into a lock I turned and it made a clicking sound I then grabbed the lock and started to flip the pages that was already written and to find a blank page to write what happened earlier then I found a blank page and I grabbed a cute ballpen and started to write

'Dear Diary,

       Aigoo,many unexpected things happened to me and I was a pabo blushing infront of my childhood friends,Exo.And I'm taking them to a trip soon and they we're cheering and by the way Chanyeol and I had a little arguing earlier and Thank Goodness we made up quickly and the maknaes Tao and Sehun were very cute clinging at my arms.I hope we will live happily forever together even they have already girlfriends and I hope they will choose a kind and respectful girl and also cute,Yah why am I too picky?..Probably because I will worry if the girls they end up will break their hearts I hope they will love my baby exo 4ever..and I love Exo 4ever..kekekekeke

P.S.:2ne1 were a bit annoying earlier convincing me to join mixers...But I still love them..!

*Pyong*

I sighed and smiled as I hid my diary under my bed's foam after locking it I heard a knock from my door and I quickly opened it revealing the cute maknae 'Sehun'  

"Dara-noona!May I come in?!"He cutely asked while doing aegyo I smiled and pinched him for 2 seconds

"Ofcourse!."I quickly replied and let him sit on a sofa across my bed

"Umm..Dara-noona."He stuttered a bit 

"Neh?"I asked as I sat on my bed facing