~Flashback~

"This is my final goodbye.....Yerin, Oppa is coming with you don't worry" He said tearing up and put the knife to his throat and...

~End of Flashback~

"MARK!!!!!!" He heard someone scream and saw and Black Rose running towards him

"STOP!!!" Everyone froze "IF YOU COME NEAR ME, THIS KNIFE IS GOING TO GO THROUGH ME!!" He screamed

"Don't do anything stupid Hyung" Youngjae said crying

"Yeah were a team remember" Jackson said and Mark shook his head

"No, we never were. If I didn't drag you guys to join, we wouldn't be here" He said and Jb step forward

"You didn't drag us, you offered us an option and we took it. Being together was fun and enjoyable. If you leave it's not the same anymore" He said and Mark started tearing up. BamBam stood forward

"Hyung, I really didn't want to joing because of Noona" He said looked at Suzy "But day by day, I slowly began to enjoy being with you Hyungs. And I'm sorry that I told that stupid story" He said crying "If I didn't say anything then we wouldn't be in this mess" He said and Min hugged him. While everyone was trying to stop him only one person stood still not saying anything

"Suzy....aren't you going to say anything" Jia said and everyone looked at her, including Mark. Suzy looked up and went over to Mark

"I have one thing to say. If you wanna kill yourself.....go ahead" She said and everyone looked at her with wide eyes

"Suzy what are you saying?!?!" Jr said 

"Yeah are you ok? Were trying to stop him Noona not kill him" Youngjae said and Suzy told everyone to shut up

"Go kill yourself, that's ok....BUT kill yourself after you tell me what you wanted to tell me in that message" She said and Mark eye's got bigger

"I-I don't know-"

"DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T KNOW..I KNOW YOU KNOW AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS COMING FROM YOUR MOUTH" She screamed and everyone flinched

"Haven't seen Suzy that angry before" Fei said and Min nodded 

"Yeah not especially after that incident" She said and everyone looked at them

Mark stood frozen and swallowed hard

"I can't tell you even if I wanted to" Mark said and Suzy got closer

"Why not?" She said and Mark looked at her

"Because then it would stop me from killing myself" He said and plunged the knife to his throat. Everyone ran towards him until they say what happened. Their eye's got bigger

"Oh My God" Jackson said

"Suzy!!!" Her Unnies screamed

Suzy grabbed the knife with her hands shocking Mark

"What are you doing" He said trying to make her let go of the knife. That is already deep into her skin

"No. I told you, kill yourself after you tell me" She said and Suzy was losing too much blood and was turning pale. Mark's eyes soften

"Please let go, you'll kill yourself" He said and Suzy smirked

"Better me than you" She said and Mark sighed

"Suzy you are seriously crazy. No wonder your Black Rose's leader. And No wonder......I.....love you" He said and Suzy smiled

"You finally s-" Suzy collapsed and Mark caught Suzy

"Suzy!!!" He screamed and the members rushed towards them

"Call 911" Jr said and froze "Woah deja vu" He said 

"We managed to save Mark, but what about Suzy" Min said and BamBam was crying

"N-Noona!!" He said and Fei hugged him

"She'll be fine, your Noona is strong" She said tearing up 

Luckily for Suzy, she made it since her hands were only bleeding. They had to stich her hand up, and the doctors told them that it will leave a scar. 

"That was dangerous" Jb said punching Mark. Everyone grabbed Jb and went to help Mark 

"Hyung calm down" Yugyeom said 

"You ok?" Jia said helping Mark up and he just nodded

"Do you know how worried we were, if Suzy didn't...UGH!!" He said and kicked the wall 

"Jb calm down, this is a hospital" Fei said and looked at Mark "If Suzy didn't stop you, you were ready to leave weren't you" She said and Mark looked at them

"Yes" He said and Everyone sighed

"Are you going to stop now" Jb said and Mark looked at him

"I-I can't leave now, not when I told Suzy I love her" He said and Black Rose smiled

"Thank god" Min said and fell to the ground "You do love Suzy" She said

"But I can't, I mean I shouldn't" He said and Jr looked at him

"Because you promised your sister?" He said 

"Yeah..." Mark said and Fei smacked him. Everyone froze

"Woah Fei Unnie smacked someone" Min said and Jia nodded

"She's mad" 

"If you think, you shouldn't love someone because your sister told you not to. Your either too stupid and selfish or just too afraid to love someone again." Fei said and Mark looked at her

"Afraid? Wh-"

"The last person you loved was your sister and she died. Do you think Suzy will die when you love her?" Fei said and Mark froze

"I-"

"Don't be stupid I won't die" Suzy said and everyone looked at her 

"Suzy!" Her Unnie's said and hugged her "Don't do something so stupid like that again" Suzy smiled

"I know" She said 

"N-Noona!!" BamBam said and Suzy patted his back

"Were you scared I was going to leave you?" She said and BamBam nodded "Sorry, but that is never going to happen" Suzy said and everyone was laughing, but not Mark. Suzy looked at Mark

"If you think I'm going to die because you love me that is not true. Your sister died because of me, and I'm sure your not going to forgive me or not. But I do know that I lov-" Before Suzy could finish Mark kissed her. Suzy was shocked but responded to the kiss. All the members were whistling and Fei told them to get out

"Let's go nothing to see here" She said dragging them out and smiling at the happy couple "I'm glad" Fei said and left. Mark and Suzy parted each other and looked into each other's eyes

"So you forgive me?" Suzy asked and Mark smiled

"I forgave you when I fell in love with you" He said and Suzy hugged him

"I'm really sorry about Yerin" She said and Mark patted her head

"I know" He said "Hopefully Yerin can forgive you" Mark said and Suzy looked at him

"Can I visit Yerin's grave sometime" Suzy asked and Mark looked at her surprisingly

"You want to?" He said and Suzy nodded 

"Yeah, I didn't have the courage. But If I want to love you, I should get permission and see her" She said and Mark kissed her lips

"You'll always be the strong Black Rose leader huh?" He said and Suzy nodded 

"Of course" She said

End of this chapter. Sorry for making this chapter depressing. I will make sure that the other chapters are more happy (possibly) Anyway thank you for reading, subscribing, commenting and voting