Practices

Jealousy and desires

Hayoung never noticed how observant how Namjoo was until the day of their goodbye stage for 'Luv', until the period of time where Namjoo kept nudging her, diverting her attention from the paper that showed the performace lineup, towards the unnie line who were seated in raisable chairs in front of mirrors, getting their makeup done. Hair stylists and makeup artists were buzzing around, holding lipsticks and foundation brushes as they looked at the three with scrunitizing stares. 

The room was air conditioned but Apink could feel themselves sweating from anxiety and nervousness despite their many appearances on stage. Maybe it's because of their last stage of one of their different song concepts. They really adored 'Luv' but sadly the time to part ways with their fans have come to an end. Not to mention, they have an upcoming solo concert soon. 

"Namjoo unnie, will you please stop with the relationship speculations?" Hayoung frowned, looking at nothing in particular.

"It's true. I mean I can sense it. Eunji is jealous of Chorong, Naeun likes Eunji and you, you're just touchy, especially towards Eunji," Namjoo smiled, a twinkle in her dark eyes. 

"Hey, hey hey, what are you insinuating?" Hayoung narrowed her eyes. 

"Nothing, just look," Namjoo laughed and placed her hands on the sides of Hayoung's head, turning it to face the unnie line's backs. 

"Naeun unnie, a little help here?" Hayoung pleaded. But Naeun merely shrugged as her constume stylist walked over to adjust her outfit.

Grunting, Hayoung allowed herself to look at Eunji who was stealing glances at Bomi from her chair through the mirror as she was not permitted to turn her head due to the fear of runing the makeup that the stylist was applying onto her eyes. Bomi on the other hand, was doing nothing but gazing at herself in the mirror, apparently with a blank mind and an oblivious sense to Eunji's glances. 

"Okay, okay you proved a point," Hayoung grinned.

"Told you."

"Bomi-ah," a child like voice spoke from the doorway after Hayoung heard it close shut. Sauntering towards Bomi, Chorong handed her a styrofoam cup of hot coffee, hoping it would heat her freezing body temperature. Namjoo wasn't sure if it was intentional or not, but when Bomi's slim fingers wrapped around Chorong's hand on the cup, Namjoo nearly jumped out of her seat on the black leather couch in excitement. She watched as Bomi smiled up at Chorong whose face flushed slightly at the contact. "Thank you, unnie."

"Hayoung ah! Did you, did you see...?" Namjoo asked, eagerly. Met with dead silence from Hayoung, Namjoo let the question go reluctantly. 

What Namjoo didn't see was Eunji's beam directed at herself, masking her  pain. 

The stage went perfectly, even though there was nothing really special about their goodbye stage, Apink really enjoyed themselves. Knowing that there is going to be intensive training for the next month or so, to prepare for their solo concert, Apink wanted to cherish the time with their fans, showering them with hearts and winks before disappearing into their company's building for a while.  

They were performing quite an amount of songs which meant excruciating practices for perfection. Repeated dancing and singing in their practice room was anything but fun. But at least they had each other for support. As excited as they were for their first concert, Apink felt fearful. What if they mess up? Or falter? Or do something incredibly stupid or embarrasing on the big stage? The stress and burden were all on Chorong, the leader. She had to manage her group, maintain her and Apink's image. 

The night is still young in Seoul. Exhausted from the whole day of training, Chorong sat with her sore legs outstretched against a wall, dreading starting practice again. Her muscles ached, her head spinning and her vision was deteriorating. 

Bomi scanned the room from the threshold after taking a long, refreshing drink from her bottle. Chorong, breathing heavily, looked up at Bomi who was equally as sweaty as she was. Metting Chorong's gaze, Bomi looked back out into the hallway, yelled "Break time is over soon! Members, 10 minutes!" then strode into the room, laughing at herself, presumably enjoying the power she had over the members being the second oldest.

Sitting beside Chorong, Bomi sighed audibly. Chorong immediately felt comforted when Bomi was around. She appreciated Bomi's wamrth that radiated from herand company whenever she felt lonely. "Thanks for calling them. I'm too tired to do it myself," Chorong breathed. 

"You're welcome, unnie. You deserve some rest," Bomi turned her body so that she was facing Chorong instead of the cabinet. "How do you feel about the concert?" 

"Nervous more than anything in the world...It just, I'm so afraid of messing up, of not being perfect for them." 

"Me too. But fans love you for your dorkiness, so its really okay if you screw up accidentally. Apink can do it, You can do it! Hwaiting!" Bomi raised her clenched fist into the air, smiling. Chorong couldn't resist smiling back at Bomi's enthusiasm. There are so many reasons why Chorong admired Bomi and this is definitely one of them. 

Bomi must have realised suddenly that Chorong was staring adoringly at her becasue Chorong abruptly wrapped her arms around Bomi's sweaty body, eveloping her in a warm hug. Bomi, for a moment was stunned, but she reacted by sliding her arms behind Chorong's feverish neck. Chorong shivered as she felt Bomi's hot breath against her cheek, resisting the temptation to kiss her. 

As if Bomi read Chorong's mind, she leaned in, lips slightly parted and eyes closed. Chorong, though surprised at Bomi's initiation, began to raise her head up. This was like the night when she first kissed Chorong, Bomi thought, except that this time, Chorong is responding. 

At that precise moment, Eunji bounced in, full of energy and life. Chorong and Bomi jerked away from each other so quickly, their backs collided with the wall, eliciting a curious stare from Eunji. A smile played on Eunji's lips as she spoke the words of apprehension, "I know."

Hey guys. I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while. School is catching up and I'm scared less by O's at the end of the year. Once again, I apologize for the short chapter. Please pardon the grammar or spelling mistakes. I normally can't stand them but...:)

 

  

 

 

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prkchrng1991
#1
Chapter 7: this is so beautiful
Panda0619
#2
Chapter 7: Wow I love the way you write, I like the plot and how it seems so real.. Thanks, and I'll be looking for your other works! =)
ckaz99
#3
Chapter 7: I love love love love LOVE this chapter, this ending, oh my god it's so AMAZINGLY GOOD *curses in rainbows* We've come to the end of my comment takeover with this absolutely gorgeous final chapter, which, out of everything, I just come back to over and over again. ARGH it both pains me and floods me with love~ It's wonderful and perfect, every single word. From Chorong believing she loves Bomi more than Bomi loves her, Bomi being a free spirit (big yes), being afraid to love, better to let go, how everyone is worried, and then comes Bomi. There she sits, observant and listening, her sentence in caps made me giggle too (that's so like her hahaha). God, the way she responds simply to Chorong's slip of the tongue after everything that's been said, "I love you too" to "I will always, always love you back" !!! And it keeps going. They can be together now and keep it a secret awww I feel so happy for Chorong~ the depiction of the love they feel here is so unbelievably simple and fantastic *sobs* And the ending is damn impactful! That description and then "Bomi had never looked more gorgeous" *sighs dreamily* This is what a mic drop in a fluff fic would sound like. Fcking BOOM.

I'm IN LOVE with the shortness and sweetness of this story. This is my favourite ending ever, top of the top. Never has an ending of a story for me been so impactful like this one! Satisfying endings are abundant yes, but honey this one is MORE than just satisfying. It's a mega squeal factor. I can't even- I don't know. This is my inspiration and my love.
ckaz99
#4
Chapter 6: This one never fails to make me squee too UGH so good. The description of the concert, the feelings, the fans, it set the scene so well. The way the chapter ended with a kiss, "much like the first time they kissed" is completely right, there's a parallel there with that chapter and I love it. Goshh it's so calm, peaceful and sweet, in the night in the car, when everyone is asleep, two members' secret desire for a kiss after strategically avoiding and resisting interactions in front of the hundreds of fans at the concert. I drop my uwus. Bomi's whisper at the end always has me in pure and utter joy.
ckaz99
#5
Chapter 5: I've been writing a chobom fic based off of Apink's real life activities and this story is one of my inspirations to write better! I just really look up to this, how sweet and real it is. This chapter is where my fic gets similar because we're both following the schedule closely. I should say, when it came to the five of them going to China, I ended up using Nacho as seatmates for my own reasons because I needed Naeun's character there (Nacho didn't sit together that flight, I'm pretty sure), but this was where the idea sprung from. I remembered this scene with Nacho, but for the longest time I didn't know what fic it came from... and it was here! I fell in love with this fic all over again when I found out hehe. "Look, you like Eunji, I like Bomi" was the part that stuck to memory because of how simple and direct it was.
ckaz99
#6
Chapter 4: Right when I love one chapter, the next one comes and does it even better! I can imagine Bomi zoning out in the mirror haha. Starting from Namjoo who I relate to in this instance of chobom excitement~ how "Bomi's slim fingers wrapped around Chorong's hand on the cup" was so smooooth, oh man and "Chorong whose face flushed slightly at the contact" UWU. Bomi calling the members as the 2nd eldest.. But the power of the kissing scenes in this fic, I really feel it. Every moment is important between them and that's described so beautifully.
ckaz99
#7
Chapter 3: The maknaes uwu I seriously love the observant Namjoo. Also that Chobom eye contact. "Chorong looked away so quickly, that Bomi felt a little insulted." <-- You have no idea how much I love this line, it matches the underlying feels that there could be something more to the relationship now, especially after that interview where Chorong had to nudge Bomi to stop staring asdfsafdas. This is precious. And pretend-whispering just to kiss Chorong's cheek, gosh Yoon Bomi, that action is so sweet! I applaud authornim how you came up with that, because it makes me squee~
ckaz99
#8
Chapter 2: AHHH I love this moment so much >.< the reciprocation, the feels, the simplicity, that kiss!! “Gentle and soft” oomph I’m in love~ how on earth? It’s fluffy, it’s calm, there’s no angst or drama, and the feelings are developing slowly there in both of them, but Chorong, my oh my, the way it ended in a lovely surprise.. this was so wholesome uwu
ckaz99
#9
Chapter 1: Chorong's thoughts were ugh perfect, that cold depressive side, it was depicted so well >-< having those wandering thoughts as she's washing the dishes makes it feel more sad, mundane, and real. And then Bomi, argh, her changing disposition, the pressure of variety. These qualities are touched upon in just a matter of sentences and it blows me away how simple and powerful it is, these are things they definitely dealt with.
And the innocence and sweetness in Bomi's kisses, the way she views Chorong, the imagery was just beautiful wow. "The dim light from the television illuminated Chorong's perfect jawline" for instance. This is so well-written uwu
ckaz99
#10
Chapter 7: I need to say how badly in love with this story I am, seriously. It is short and well-crafted, and is one of the absolute best and cutest depiction of real life chobom. It is my personal favourite in that category, partially because it's set in early 2015 so the army and the concert is involved, but mainly because of all the fictional elements weaved into a realistic life. The kisses and how almost nonchalant it started brought me unbelievable joy. Namjoo's speculations. Chorong's confession, which would make their relationship more clear. God! People don't talk about this fic enough!! I have so many things to say and will continue to share my love for this fic cos I want to, so perhaps I'll have more to say coming back in the future, if I have time. Dear lovely story, stay where you are and don't go anywhere. I cherish you deeply.