Jieun’s POV

I’m in front of Suzy’s house

“sunbaenim, you’re here? What’s matter? Go in, please”

“no Suzy, it’s okay. I just have to say something to you” she wait me to continue my word, “tomorrow I’ll go to USA”

“really? Have a great trip sunbae. It’ll be fun have a holiday there” she smiled

“no Suzy, it’s not a trip”

“then?” she’s put a confused face

“I’ll school music in there, I got a scholarship”

“wow, that’s great. I’m happy for you sunbae” she’s smiled, but slowly the smiled disappear, “wait, how about Yoseob oppa? He’s also schools there? I thought he already pass on the University here, is he dismiss it?”

“no, he’s still here”

“you mean you leave him?” she put an I-can’t-believe-it face

“I’m not have another choice Suzy”

“you have, stay here!” she said firmly

But I’ m ignore it, “I’m here to asked you for take care of Yoseob”

“what? Hah what do you mean? You asked me to be the shield from other girl then when you back you can still with him?” she said sharply, it’s the first time she said so impolite to me

“no, I asked you to take him”

“huft… I really don’t understand what are you said sunbae” she said soften

“I’m not just leave him, but I already break up”

“WHAT?? You’re break up? Why?” she asked, confused

“I’ll in his side, it’ll difficult for long distance relationship. And I know you love him Suzy, more than me”

“I love him?” she’s shocked, “n… no… no sunbae, you misunderstood. Yeah you’re misunderstood” she said, sputtered

“don’t lie to me Suzy, just admit it. It’s okay, I’m already knew” she’s silent, “I’m back, take care of him hoobae”

“wait Jieun sunbae” I’m spun around, “even I love him that’s not mean I love him more then you, how you can reach that conclusion?”

“I have asked you right if you in my situation?” she’s quiet, and thinking

She’s nodded and said, “I’ll stay with him not mean I love him more then you, it’s just because I’m stupid okay. I’m still unstable, it’s just characteristic not about whose love whom more. Or maybe you love music more than I love acting, that’s all sunbae”

“it’s not just from that, you just want Yoseob to be happy even I just want to be with him. It the differences between us, you happy when you saw he’s happy and you sad when you saw he’s sad, while I’m? I’m happy when I’m with him and I’m sad when I’m not with him. Can you see the difference how we love him?”

She looks thinking, try to find the answer, “yeah it’s different, but it just because I know he love you not me. It’s the reason”

No Suzy, even I know Yoseob love you I’ll not let him for you if I’m stay here and can be with him. I’m let him to you just because I can’t with him.

“but how if actually Yoseob love you?” I’m defy her

“hah… if he loves me and you let he’s with me its mean you do what I do, so it’s not mean I love him more”

“you’re so naïve Suzy, do you mean I’ll let him to you if I’ll be here. I don’t care even he loves you as long as he’s still mine”

She released a deep sigh, “whatever, but the matters now is he’s not love me and he loves you”

You just don’t know Suzy, he loves you more than me

“but I can’t with him”

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