Gay?

Hahaha.How  Disgusting right?

But what's with that? Because for me it's not. Because I am. I really am.

I don't know! How I became like this. Such a puzzle that never been solved.

But the thing in here is that, i graduated with the course of Marine Engineering.

Got in a ship and experience totally brand new things.

Tempted, pleasure, heaven, sorrow, butterflies in stomach, hurt, cheated and so much more to be enumerated. 

Should I give up my ity? my long secured V?