You look at yourself in the mirror, your eyes puffy from crying the night before, you look at your face and how pale you look. Horrid. 'How could anyone love me?' you think as you walk towards your living room not bothered to wash up. Your in deep thoughts, feeling insecure about your boyfriend's love for you. 'He's surrounded by so many prettier, skinnier girls than me, as if he loves me.' you think again. You hug his shirt trying to grab him amongst the fabric, missing his goofy smile and the way he played with your hair. You cried rubbing your face in the shirt hoping that bangtan's schedule would be cancelled for just one day. Tucking your hair behind your ears you the tv and started eating some mandarins. 

*beep beep beep* 

Your house door's pin was being keyed in and you hid under your blanket on the sofa. 

'y/n?' you heard your boyfriend call.

You didn't want him to see you like this so you didn;t respond to his soft voice.

'y/n'? he called out again. His footsteps starting to get closer to you. 

You felt his toned arms wrap around your shoulders. You started to sob, your shoulders shaking violently as Junkgook slips the blanket off you.

'Baby! It's okay, don't keep it in' he says as he rubs your pack and hugs you tight. 

You breathe in his scent and your breathing calms down. 

'I-I missed you so m-much' you barely say. 

'I know baby, I'm sorry I missed you too.' he says bringing you closer to his body. 

After what felt like an eternity, you were released from Jungkook's hug and he's shocked at your state. Effortlessly he picks you up and tucks you into bed while kissing your forehead, cheeks, neck and lips. 

'Sleep. I'll cook you something.' 

You wake to the smell of bacon and pratically leap out of bed. You run down to Jungkook who is carefully placing some bacon on top of your pasta. You shuffle over to him and back hug him, 'Kookie oppa, mihan.... for being such a mess.' You feel tears threatening to fall but you blink them away. 

He flips you around and gives you a soft kiss. 

'Don't. You're the most perfect girlfriend I could ask for. I hate not being next to you, to hug you when you're sad and when you want ice cream at 2am.' 

You look away blushing and speechless at simple words that seem to lift all your insecurities and worries off your shoulders. He cups your face looks you straight in the eyes and says, 'I love you y/n' he kisses you again passionately as your pasta gets cold.

- and then jin comes in like no kookie u lil the pasta's damned how dare u -