I really love you,all the humilation..all the things i said that doesn't sounds so pleasant is just a way to hide my feelings from you 

Just as i had said,i wasn't supposed to look at you the way i did

I always secretly stares at you from afar,hoping one day i will be able to look straight into your eyes while saying those three words

But i'm scared..

I'm scared that if one day you know how i felt for you,u will start distancing yourself from me..which i don't want it to happen

I always tells my heart this

That me and u is impossible

So stop wishing for it,stop beating so rapidly just because you're near..

Sometimes i'm really glad that heartbeat couldn't be heard,or u might have heard how my heart feels for you..

I don't wanna be a stranger to you

I don't wanna be a passerby in your life

But it's fate

I'm so happy that i manage to meet you,fall for you and all that happened

But its fate that i can't have u,nor your love

I'm fated to just keep loving you,and not gonna have your attention

I do all sorts of crazy things just to make you notice...

That i'm here

I'll always be and if someone bully you,i would nvr let them off

I might say all sorts of things that makes you think that 'this person is so irritating or annoying' but do know that this person who is annoying you,is the one that love you more than anything and everything