No More Hiding

Description

You feel the weight of lies and contradictions that you live with every day.
It's not too late. Think of what could be if you rewrite the role you play.

Just remember: You are not alone in the aftermath.

 

Wonshik wonders if Hakyeon is gay, even though he doesn't fully know what it means.

Foreword

I have decided to write songfics based on my top 20 songs played in 2014. This one is based off of Adam Lambert's "Aftermath", which I know for sure is going to appear in my top 20 (I don't want to look until new year's eve) because I've replayed it all year. Constant giver of goosebumps.

So, yes, I'm writing this earlier, because this fic is keeping me up at night. Hope you guys enjoy it.

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sugarysugar92
#1
Chapter 1: this is so... heartbreaking. even if its end with a happy ending. but still................ Im so happy to read a strong bond between VIXX members, to give their trust with Hakyeon..

thankyou for a beautiful story, author-nim :)
vixxvamp #2
Chapter 1: Holy this story is really mind blowing. Like wtf man, it's so good???? I loooove the story line and the ending is like WOAH :o thank you for the happy ending. I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3 ( I thought Hakyeon will end up with Wonshik but nvm xx)
sweetblooms
#3
Chapter 1: This story really touched my heart ;__; I can't help but think what if there are idols who actually felt the same without us, fans, knowing? How much they feel sad, pained, lonely and feel like they can't breathe? Anyway thank you for a wonderful story T__T
seoulsunshine
#4
You somehow predict their future
They do have song with armor word which is chained up
And vixx lr debut with beautiful liar
Are you psychic~
seoulsunshine
#5
Chapter 1: Wow this feels so real
I always wonder what will happen if idols get into scandal like this well there are hints about this could be true
But I can never imagine
darkmochecoffee #6
Chapter 1: this just hit me right in the feels not bc im a closeted biual myself but bc it got me thinking about all idols that are lgbtq yet cannot come out bc of the pressing industry. i suddenly feel sad.
LoveTwentyFour
#7
I couldn't help commenting this while on school but there was no wifi in school so I had to wait for 3-4 hours still school ends. It's too real + it incorporated the reality of being gay (+ bonus for a reality slap). But I'm kind of curious who the mystery man is- by guess it could be Wonshik at some point. Anyway, this fic made me scream inside and hit my classmate beside me bc of dem feels. Daebak author-nim!! *SCREECHES BC DEM FEELS*
stadiarosary #8
Chapter 1: Your fic is amazingly wonderful and I enjoyed reading this so much! I was glad that you also mentioned other communities besides gay community. It told me some cool knowledge too like Hong Seok Cheon who was the first gay coming out to public. I really appreciated that you talked about this issue in your fic because there are many countries that still haven't accepted LGBT community (like in my country, for example). Your fic is one of the best VIXX fics out there.

Anyway, I loved how Wonshik handled the situation and how the other VIXX members kept supporting Hakyeon no matter what. I just wanted to hug Hakyeon too since I understood how he felt. But, Hakyeon was brave enough because the other members were always by his side. Here, one sincere upvote from me! <3
Nathalaia
#9
Chapter 1: !!!!! -

Alright, so, first of, I've been stalking your profile since... yesterday? I think. I strive on angst and darkness, and you seem to write a lot of that, so yay! I have read one or two of your fics prior to my stalking, possibly on LJ? Anyway, found your AFF, so off to stalk! Pfft. I've loved all the fics so far, even if this is the first time I'm commenting <3 (I love your choice of music, btw! Adam Lambert, Nell, and, of course, VIXX. I've been listening to Nell for a while, but I'm still new ish to VIXX, even if I've read/checked hundreds of fics so far, pfft.)

Right, so, back to the fic at hand. This is truly gorgeous, and I enjoyed reading every word. To pull forth a few details I loved, let's take Jae being bi and Taek aual (which, btw, I've noticed he is in quite a few fics, everything considered. I wonder why people see him like that? It struck me as... if not odd, then noteworthy.) Also, Jae is a precious darling for taking it so easily, and for laughing at the "let's get this straight". Lord knows I've been gathering such jokes, and am so disappoinetd in the lack of them when 99% of the fics I read are male x male XD Shik being pan is lovely, too <33

It seems to me you've been doing your research for this fic, which is kudos-worthy! I also love Hak having these fits, and Wonshik calming him down, and just in general being there for him, and being slightly worried after looking up gays and that stuff and seeing the number of suicides. (Another thing that struck me was (one of) your description of Jae being able to... uh. Take a mood and affect the others, be it calm or hyper. It's gorgeous, and Jae is such a precious being, but also... so joker like, possibly like Bin, in that I bet he's (they're) so much deeper than what meets the eye. But then, people like Taek and Hak and co are, too, just... in another way. Uh. Rambling.)

Limits . They are pointless. Finishing in an answer to this.
suzyelf
#10
Hi, your story is now recommended at The Epic List of VIXX Stories: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/861759/

P.S. I'm wondering if the guy in the dating scandal is Ravi? Or is it open to readers' imagination?