I never want to get out of bed. I'm afraid to put the foot's on the ground. I'm afraid that someone hurt my family or me. I don't want to feel threatened. So now I want to run away, leave everything, to live a quiet life with someone special to me and without fear. I'm running through the streets of Seoul. I'm running away from my own group, the group that saw me grow and mature. It's cold, so I wear my handkerchief, covering my mouth because the cold reaches my throat and I cannot run. I have to run for freedom, but this could be death. I need to live in peace anyways. 

They chased me dodging all obstacles. I am the fastest so for they is difficult to reach me. I went to an abandoned factory and I hide myself behind a big machine.. my breathing was heard throughout the factory, unfortunately I heard them coming, and this quickened my pulse.

''Hey, leader! She's here, look.'' -shouted one of them-

Leader: Yes, she's here, this is her handkerchief, I'm sure. 

I sat on the floor waiting for a miracle as I listened to his steps, the steps of death coming to me, my body was unable to move, my mind was thinking about my family.

___: How they're gonna live without me? My brother is sick and my mother can not work, I took a bad decision?

A male hand grabbed my collar jacket lifting me until I could not reach the ground with my feet

Leader: Who do you think you are? -he was the leader, my own father- You think that for being my daughter will you escape?

___: You, my father? You can't be human. -I hit a kick and let me go, but he punched me and stamped me against the machine- If you kill me, you think you'll get mom's love back? That's not a good way.

Leader: Shut up! -shouted, hit me sideways and fell, injuring my ribs-

The pain runs through my whole body, my mind has been blocked and my eyes are blurry.

___: I'm gonna die?

''Hey, you!'' -a boy screamed some meters away, he was with a group, I can't see their faces but I saw they carrying bats and similar weapons.. will they come to kill me?-

''And what will we do with her?'' -I heard a deep, male voice beside me-

''Why we don't have fun? you know'' -laughs another male voice-

When listened to them I got up quickly, seven boys staring at me. One of them was beside me on the bed, the room was messy and full of wires and lights, looked more like a lab. 

I was so scared, I covered as much as I could with the sheets, but I realized I had no clothes.. I was in underwear! What had they done to me?

___: -¿Ra-ra-? -I whispered unintentionally, they all looked at me. The brown haired boy next to me tried to touch me-

''What's wrong?'' -said-

I pushed the boy falling this on the floor, I didn't care that I was half in front of seven boys who possibly me while I was unconscious.

''What have you done me, bastards?'' -I shouted in a threatening tone-

''Hey you, leave Jimin, he was who cured you'' 

___: What? Ah, of course you healed me for me after! Right? 

''But what do you say? You think that we don't want to you?'' -says another white haired boy- ''But Jin just let him get close to you, to heal you''

I stood up, outraged.

___: What? Who is Jin? -I shouted-

Something came to my ear slowly.

''Me~'' -he whispered in my ear before unhooking my bra''

Jin turned me around and pushed me toward his chest.

___: Wh-what are you doing? -I said completely flushed, even with my hands I tried to cover myself-

Jin: Are you going to be good girl? -whispered pressing me to her chest- That's yours~ -I looked at his hand, there was my bra, I picked it up quickly and I got rid of Jin's arm to put it on me without being seen-

Jin: And don't worry, no one touched you while you were unconscious.

At that time one phone rang.

''Boys, we have problems, we must go..'' -said the guy with white hair- ''Jimin, stay here, give her clothes and take her to the hotel.'' 

Everyone left except Jimin that stares at me with a mischievous smile. When he got tired of looking at me silently opened a metal wardrobe behind him and pulled out a black shirt and shorts.

Jimin: Put this on, fast.

We looked at each other

___: Are you going to be standing there watching how I dress?

Jimin: Yes. -he said with a smile-

Had no desire to argue so I put the clothes and got out of bed. I was grateful to the guy for having healed the wounds of my father, but I still don't trust him, his face, his eyes.. it seems he's crazy. I was about to open the door to leave but Jimin grabbed my hand tightly. 

Jimin: Where do you think you're going? You think you can push me? You don't know who you're talking about.

___: Let me go!

He pushed me against the door putting his free hand next to my head to get closer to me.

Jimin: The girl wants to run away -he put a strange voice trying to imitate a girl- That's how you grate me? I've been taking care of you for two weeks. What is my reward? Just a simple 'thank you' of Jin? 

He put my hands on either side of my head, his nose almost touching mine, I don't want look at him, I turned my head to one side and I can feel his breath on my cheek. 

Jimin: You know the times I've tried to approach you? -he whispered into my neck- But Jin stopped me, although you're not his property. You are mine, I saved your life, you belong to me and no one else! -he strongly grabbed my chin to look him directly- 

He kissed me, bitting my lower lip and tried to play with my tongue.

Something was banging on the door, ever more strongly, taking advantage of Jimin who was distracted, I kicked him in the crotch, I opened the door quickly and I saw a boy taller than me with orange hair looking me with surprised expression at the other side of the door. 

Jimin: Chase that girl!

 I ran the best I could, again, I'm running, I feel like a coward. Something pushed me making me fall in the floor, he was the orange haired guy who looked at me now with rage.Jimin appeared behind him, I couldn't get up, so he sat on my stomach with one leg on each side of my body.

Jimin: Hello again -he laughed biting back his hands on either side of my head- Missed me?

___: Leave me alone! What do you want from me? I didn't do anything to anyone! -I screamed-

Jimin lifted me up, leaving our faces at just some few inches, he made an attempt to kiss me but I turned my face. I noticed that someone was sitting behind me, it was the orange haired boy, forcing me to put my back against his chest. While Jimin still clutching my hand tightly. I was crying, rage, helplessness and fear, I've never felt this helpless. Now I know how people I hit when I was in my group felt.

Jimin: Let's start. -he said looking at me with malice and desire- I let you do it, V.

The boy, V, began to touch my chest under his shirt, while biting my neck.

___: Let me go, dirt-  -V's hand rested on my mouth leaving me speechless-

Jimin looked with lust all my expressions, I noticed that he liked when I looked weak, and when I cried and asked please to stop. V began to take off my shirt, Jimin became impatient and began to my pants, looked my belly, he was like a child would look at the window of a candy store after school; He slid his hand hand into my pants, I saw on his face that he felt the heat coming from a certain area, he laughed rogue.

V take out my shirt, touching the skin, leading his warm hands to my chest, slowly up to my s, massaging slowly, making their painful movements before, become pleasurable. Without realizing I started , but these were retained by the hand of V who was still in my mouth. 

V: Although you don't like, you're enjoying it, huh? Well, now you can enjoy more.

I opened my eyes when I notice that V had his hands on my back and went directly under my underwear; My mind tried to reject these actions but my body didn't react, I was subject to them. 

Unconsciously I threw my head back, resting on the shoulder of V, he laughed and began to move his fingers inside me. Jimin stared at me with a 'bulge' that was already noted in his pants. V continued with his fingers, those fingers that made me sigh and ask for more. The moving was quickly at times and in other slowly, making me despair, felt like I couldn't more, then V pulled his fingers. I turned to look at him and saw his smile, a shiver ran down my spine. I heard how hetake her pants out, felt his eyes on my back, everything was so creepy.. 

He penetrated me, I closed my eyes because of the pain. My tears fell more strongly, by the helplessness I felt at seeing as someone who hated few minutes ago, now wanted him closer. V's hips moved in and out of me, starting to feel no pain, pleasure. I felt that the slightest touch could make me scream with pleasure, V seemed to read my mind and started massaging my s again, and my mouth started uncontrollably. 

My moans began to be increasingly stronger and V laughed.

V: You like it? -he asked while laughing letting out little moans that were intertwined with mine, even her moans were serious, as their whispers and voice-

The boy's hips kept pace, increasing gradually, he put his hands on my hips tightly. The sound that came from our bodies bumping made V come, giving me some last lunges for kicks.

V pulled his from me; he realized that had some blood, my legs had too so he followed it to the source.

V: You were a ? -he laughed looking at Jimin, who was watching for anyone to come-

I had no strength to get up and hit them a beating. Jimin laughed too. I could see in his eyes, through the strands of hair that covered my face and my skin stuck with sweat, he was impatient, wanted to try, like V had already tried. Although he was disappointed for not to be he who took my ity.

Jimin: Go away, now it's my turn, Taehyung.

V quickly put on his pants; I didn't want to leave me with him. I couldn't see him with the same intentions as V, this would really hurt. Jimin pushed my back against the floor, with him over me at his mercy. 

Jimin: Well, what should I do with you now? ..Oh, I know, you're going to look at me all the time while I'm doing this that you hate so much. Unlike V, I'll be your worst nightmare. This will stay in your mind forever. -he said while look at me with lust-

Jimin: Let's start with this.. -said biting her lower lip-

Hastily drop his pants, when he practically immobilized me, pulled out his and put it on me. I screamed with the little energy I had left, rumbling down every wall of the place causing a small barely audible echo: 

Jimin: Damn , will you shut up? -he punched me in my face, making my lip bleed while he was penetrating me violently-

He knew that it hurts me to look at him more than what he could do to my body, this is a psychological punishment for life, what he wanted.

Jimin: Hey you! -said referring to V- That's how an expert does -he laughed- 

V ignored him, followed in his world while Jimin was killing me with his s:

Jimin:That's how I like to do things.. You like it? Oh, no? Oh, my, what a shame. Would you rather Jin ing you like a princess? -my eyes widened at listen this- Ah, so that's it? Too bad you're going through this.

Jimin looked at the door, V was not there, still smiling wickedly penetrated me even more violently:

Jimin: That idiot has gone to do pleasure himself.. is gay, sure. -I was scared to see that V was gone, he me, but did not seem so bad person as Jimin, and had little hope of him stick a beating to Jimin for say those things about him and so get rid of him, but that hope vanished with his departure-

Everything was going to end, I closed my eyes to bear the pain that made me feel the onslaught of the guy, ever faster, the end was coming, everything will end..

Something caught my attention. A familiar voice. I looked at Jimin who was still look so crazy, so I figured he didn't hear it. That voice sounded increasingly closer, Jimin was too busy ing me and me to realize; He quickened his pace hurting me even more, but the expression on his face looked like it would end, I don't want to see him so I closed my eyes. 

Suddenly, I heard steps and something metalic crawling very close. Jimin stopped, I didn't feel him inside me, so I thought he was over, but no, there was the tall brown haired guy, called Jin, with a metal baseball bat in hand following Jimin. Who crawled on the floor apologizing, now he was asking mercy. I felt good, now he will receive her due, or at least I think.

I am totally in the filthy floor, helpless, mindless, soulless. I could look at the slanted eyes of Jin before I passed out.

I felt something soft covering my body, a slight breeze on my face and a light in my eyes. I woke up looking around, I realized I was in the room where I woke up last time, where my nightmare began; A shiver ran through my body, I lifted the thin sheet covering me ¿Where were my wounds? I realized that my body was full of bandages. 

I tried to make as little noise as possible, to avoid disturbing Jin, I got out of bed. I wore clothes, one white shirt and trousers. I ran to the kitchen with slow steps but a hand grabbed my wrist  making me turn quickly:

Jin: Where are you going? -he asked with parted eyes and nasal voice- You don't leave until all your wounds heal.

___: Don't worry, I will not leave this place, I was only going for eat -I smiled- Long time I don't ea-

Jin: In that case, let me make you something, I'm a great cook -gently reached for my hand and landed on his shoulder- Well? What would you like Miss? -he said with a funny voice, trying to look like a butler and making me laugh, I think he wanted make me feel good- 

After lunch I asked him about what had happened and why. He looked at me with a straight face, sighing after.

___: Tell me then ...Why Jimin and V..?

Jin drank water; after taking the last sip left in the vessel was slowly sat across from me in bed.

Jin: Jimin -said looking into my eyes- Sometimes loses his mind and V only imitates him.. They are good guys, believe me.

___: They're s -I thought aloud, interrupting him, he laughed. I felt a mild tingling in the back when I hear her laugh, do not know what it is, but It's nice-
Jin: Real s.. yes.

Jin: Are you better now? -I agreed- That's good, you should rest a little more.

I closed my eyes, but still saw the two touching me while I cried. A tear slid down my right cheek. Jin returned to calm me, hugging me tightly; He put my head on his shoulder, as he hugged me and my hair trying to calm me. 

My tears were flowing, and I felt that his patience was beginning to be filled, so I got rid of the hug and I looked away.

___: I'm sorry because you to have to take care of me, I-

Jin: Don't say that. I was the one who decided to take care of you.

___: Then .. Tell me .. Can you make me forget everything? Can you do something? I can't even close my eyes without seeing them, doing that to me. Please, make it stop. -he sighed-

Jin: Is that what you want? -I nodded- Then trust me, look at my eyes and don't be afraid. 

At first I didn't understood his words, but when I felt his lips, it started to make sense. His lips parted, asking permission for introducing his tongue into my mouth. I did as he wished and I allowed his tongue in my the entire cavity. At first it was slow, but then began to need more, her tongue with mine, leaving everything to my taste buds. 

___: Jin.. -I sighed between kisses- 

''Sshhh''  His lips began to run down my face, and my neck, leaving marks. My body was feeling weird, was not this just like what they did to me? No.. This was different. My eyes were closed to make me feel more of that pleasure, but he whispered in my ear:

Jin: Open your eyes and look at me

And I did it, this was his way to make me forget everything. His mouth went to my neck as he touched my shoulders, caressing them gently. Sometimes his lips went directly to my s, them.. Jin's movements were totally amazing.

His face was asking permission to wipe out the memories. I let out a moan in answer and he smiled. He put his head between my shoulder and ear, I felt her breathing; when he could, he whispered:

Jin: Let me know if I hurt you.

I moved my hips into him, asking him to please do so. He sat on the bed, ped his pants and took out mine, throwing them somewhere in this room.

I felt the tip began to come in, burned within me, but not hurt; perhaps it was too wide for me. He looked at my face, which was pulled back to hold that, and he knew I was ready. His onslaughts began so soft and slow; he was above me, pending all the features of my face for know if I hurt. My eyes were narrowed when I remembered what he told me, I opened them and looked into her eyes as her hips were moving inside me. Seeing his face, full of little beads of sweat, I was going crazy and he knew it; he smiled in a way that made me groan loudly. 

Now he sat on the bed and I above him, his hands on my hips, gently pushing me down; there was a time when everything was not necessary, my hips moved alone down and up, I was going insane, the pleasure wasn't normal. I heard how he started and I smiled, making him smile too. The sound of our bodies rubbing of being so close, along with sweat and our groans were perfectly audible.

All these sounds made my body went into ecstasy and my arrived, he instead followed, alternating fast and slow penetration, they did him reach ecstasy.

He lifted me from him, pulling my hair well and throwing me gently on the bed.

Jin: Now you can sleep -whispered- 

He let a blanket over my body and he was about to leave the room.

___: Where are you going? 

Jin: I have to let you sleep now -said putting a hand on my head-

___: I want to sleep with you -I jumped up the bed and hugged him, and he laughed-

___: Why are you laughing?

Jin: Just because you're before me for 3rd time -said smiling-

___: 3rd? But if you've only seen me twice.. -I remembered that during the , I bled too, so he had to heal that wound too? God, what a shame-

He laughed and hugged me, but I hit him in the shoulder.

Jin: Now we can sleep together, if you want. -said as he gave me a kiss on the forehead-