“Come on you will like it” Donghae pulled Sungmin’s hand but the latter still didn’t move from his bed “Hyuk.....” Donghae pouted to his boyfriend while crossing his arms “He didn’t want to move”

“Come on Sungmin, I swear it will be fun” Eunhyuk who just now was standing in silent on the door, moved his body closer to Donghae and ruffled the latter’s hair

“Why don’t you two just going out without me? I’m so tired lately” Sungmin groaned and flopped his body back to the bed, closed his eyes

“Tired?! You didn’t even go to work for the past 2 days!” Donghae looked at Sungmin in disbelief

“I was sick” Sungmin didn’t even bother to open his eyes

“You were but you are not now” Donghae exclaimed

“But I’m not in the mood now”

“Why? Because of Kyuhyun?” no respond from Sungmin “Ha! See! It’s always because of Kyuhyun, just forget about him, let’s go out now!” Donghae pulled Sungmin up and the latter finally gave up

“Okay, okay! Just go out both of you! I need to bathe first” Sungmin took out his towel and went inside his bathroom

Sungmin looking around the theme park and decided that it wasn’t a bad choice to actually go out with his friends, after all he needed fresh air after two days trapped inside his apartment, Donghae asked Sungmin to buy ice cream with him together but too tired after walking around, Sungmin decided to just wait on the bench, he was admiring the view around when he saw a couple kissing in front of him, it just struck into him, the memories he had suppressed for a while hit him back, fast, like a bullet.

“The guy ” Sungmin commented while munching on his popcorn

“Hmmm” Kyuhyun responded while staring at Sungmin with love inside his eyes

“Kyu” Sungmin stopped munching

“Hmmm”

“Stop staring at me, what is the function of this movie if throughout the movie you just staring at me?” Sungmin turned his head, looked at Kyuhyun, pretend to judge him

“you are much better than that movie” Kyuhyun chuckled when Sungmin blushed “what a perfect life we have right now” Kyuhyun playing with Sungmin’s hair while still looking at the latter “Lying down, doing nothing but watching movie”

“With popcorn” Sungmin added made Kyuhyun laughed softly

“Yes, with popcorn, you and me only, perfect right?” Kyuhyun lifted one of his eyebrows and smiled lovingly at Sungmin

“uh-huh” Sungmin agreed, although they were just simply lying down with popcorn and movie that night with nothing luxurious on it, but Kyuhyun was right, everything was really perfect “I love it simple” Sungmin smiled “thank you kyu” he kissed Kyuhyun who now grinned happily at Sungmin

“I love it too, but I don’t like simple kiss” Kyuhyun smirked

“wha…” before Sungmin could even continue, Kyuhyun kissed him passionately and Sungmin finally understood what Kyuhyun mean

“Your ice cream” Sungmin thought was distracted when Donghae gave him his ice cream

“Thank you” Sungmin took it and quickly the ice cream because it was melted already “where is eunhyuk?”

“Toilet” Donghae replied, after that none of them said anything they just simply indulged on their own ice cream “Min”

“Why?”

“You keep thinking about him right?” Donghae stopped eating his ice cream and stared at Sungmin

“Who?”

“Kyuhyun” at that word, Sungmin stopped his ice cream, he looked at Donghae with eyes that explained everything for Donghae “I can see that you are, indeed” Sungmin didn’t even bother to reply it, well, Sungmin did really think about Kyuhyun on every seconds of his life

“My father left my mother when I was 5 years old” Sungmin casually told Kyuhyun when they were cuddling on the bed, Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin confusedly “my mom was beaten a lot by him, and so did I” Sungmin continued without looking at Kyuhyun’s eyes and just simply staring at his fingers playing with it “I didn’t have a nice childhood, when I was 4 years old my parents told me that I was just an accident, they didn’t want me” Sungmin voice broke, but he still continued the story “I was 7 when I found my mom having with some random guys” the tears just dropped without Sungmin could control it “no one wants me….” Sungmin cried softly now and Kyuhyun hugged him

“I want you… I want you min, don’t ever think that you aren’t wanted anymore” Sungmin cried harder on Kyuhyun’s shoulder, it was hard to tell Kyuhyun about his past history, before he became Lee Sungmin he is now, whom known by people as someone who is cheerful, smart, handsome and has a great future, but it matters for Sungmin to let his boyfriend, Kyuhyun know about his past, they’ve decided there was no secret between them and that was why Sungmin told Kyuhyun everything and he believed that even with all the disgusting stories about his past, Kyuhyun eventually will still accept him, because he just different from others and that was what matter.

“Shall we go now?” Eunhyuk asked Sungmin and Donghae who busy chatting about some random things because Donghae knew at that time Sungmin really needed someone to talk to, but not about Kyuhyun

“Where are we going now?” Sungmin asked, feeling better after talking with Donghae

“Anywhere, where do you want to go?”

“Hmmm….” Sungmin was thinking when suddenly someone tapped his shoulder lightly

“Hi Sungmin” the guy waved his hand lightly at Sungmin with smiled on his face

“Changmin!!!!” Sungmin shouted and hugged the guy “How have you been? How was New York?” Sungmin happily asked

“I just reached yesterday, and I was really busy at New York so I didn’t have time to look around, but it feels better to be here of course” Changmin smiled

“We should have lunch together, and you can tell me everything” Sungmin offered

“hmmm I need to pass that for today, I have an important meeting soon, I just went here for a while because I miss this park so much, but of course I will contact you soon and we can have breakfast, lunch, dinner together with Kyuhyun too” Changmin grinned and looked around “where is that bastard anyway? I haven’t seen him and he isn’t contactable since this morning” Sungmin didn’t know how to reply Changmin because he himself didn’t know where was Kyuhyun that time

“I will tell him later, don’t think much about it, he’s busy as usual” Sungmin faked a smile and Changmin was insensitive to notice it

“Well… okay then! See you soon Min!” Changmin hugged Sungmin again

“See you” Sungmin hugged Changmin back

“Relax min, relax” Kyuhyun chuckled when he noticed Sungmin couldn’t stop moving on his seat in the car

“I just…. Why the hell you invited me into this kind of party? Imagine all those CEO around … who wouldn’t be stressed?!” Sungmin let out all his thought and pissed off when Kyuhyun just laugh “how can you laugh at my misery?!” Sungmin shouted

“You are really matter to me min, that’s why I want to introduce you to all my friends” Kyuhyun hold Sungmin’s hand, tried to relax him

“But your friend is not ordinary friend!” Sungmin sulked made Kyuhyun laughed

“They’re human too, just like us” Kyuhyun chuckled when Sungmin glared at him “We’ve reached, let’s go down now and relax, I will always stand beside you so they will know that you are mine” Kyuhyun kissed Sungmin gently before went down, he offered his hand to Sungmin before they entered the ballroom “ready my prince?” Sungmin took a deep breath and accept Kyuhyun’s offer

“You owe me a lot for this”

“Anything for you” Kyuhyun smiled softly made Sungmin blushed and they walked hand in hand together inside

kiss, popcorn, movie, holding hands, cuddling night, it was funny that those small things could remind Sungmin a lot of Kyuhyun, those littlest things of what Kyuhyun had done made Sungmin missed him so much, Kyuhyun, only his name could make Sungmin’s heart beating faster, sometimes he wished he could just turned back time to where Kyuhyun and him were had a really good time, and not drifted apart like now. As they were resting in a café enjoying their afternoon coffee, Sungmin looked at his phone, and was smiling as he saw Kyuhyun’s picture on his phone, smiling happily beside him, Dreams… was it just a dream? If it was really a dream he’d rather never wake up just to see Kyuhyun’s smile naturally once again, as he thinking about his past with Kyuhyun and how different it was with their relationship now, Sungmin realized someone need to step up and decide if they were over or not because with all the things that had changed with their relationship lately, Sungmin thought that they just hurting each other, Sungmin took a deep breath and tried to relax his mind as the urge of tears just grew stronger on his mind, he typed on his phone

‘Kyu… are we over?’ Sungmin wiped his tears as he typed, he didn’t have courage to send it, he was too scared, scared Kyuhyun would say yes and he would lose him forever, Eunhyuk and Donghae remained silent watching their bestfriend tears dropped down on his cheeks, they both held Sungmin’s hand, Sungmin looked up from his phone and saw both of his bestfriends looking at him with concern on their eyes

“Just do whatever your heart tells you to do min” Donghae told Sungmin as he tighten the hold on Sungmin’s hand

“We will always support you” Eunhyuk added, Sungmin tears dropped down uncontrollably now as he was touched by what his bestfriends said

‘Kyu are we over?’ sent.