Characters:

You: Hana (insert picture here... ^-^)

Funny, cute, smart, and easy to fall in love with. But your past makes it so that you feel lonely and have no friends. Learn more as you read on...^-^

Guy Main: Lee Jinki (Onew)

Also funny, smart, cute, and nice, I guess...you'll learn more in the later chapters! ^-^

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This is officially my second fan fic! Yay! *cheers* Thank you for visiting my fic! *bows modestly* ^-^

I know I promised all my subscribers in the other fan fic that I would make a fic starring one of the people in the poll, but I kinda ran out of ideas...Sorry!!! *bows profusely*

I will probably end up making one of those fics, but all of a sudden I had a good idea for a fic in my head and I just had to put it on paper. This fic was thought up right after watching the Lucifer video for the first time. (BTW, who else thinks the original one was better than the Japanese one? or maybe it's just me... ^^) I realized that I haven't made a fic with SHINee, even though I had a lot of good ideas in my head, so I thought I should make this one with Onew.

I also apologize if the description for this isn't that good. I'm not that good at describing, but I'm good at writing! ^^

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I just realized that that sounded kinda pompous. I apologize again for the self-advertisement!

What I meant was that I'm better at writing something than I am at describing that something...

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This apology isn't really going that well, so I'm just gonna give you a sneak peek of the fic. Don't forget to comment and subscribe for upcoming chapters! ^-^

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I walked slowly down five streets blocks, despite my soaking clothes and freezing skin. The water streamed down my face so much that I couldn’t tell if it was from the pouring rain or my own tears. With an empty mind, I paced myself to my front door and the key that I was holding in my hands into the keyhole in the door. Tears were streaming down my face as I closed the door hard, not even caring if it slammed behind me.

And then I was on my bed, rocking hard back and forth while whispering softly to myself.

How could he have done this to me?

I must’ve done something wrong.

And I was shaking my head again, not believing that this was happening to me. My stomach started churning and I felt sick, sick of life, sick of death, and just sick of everything.

I made my way to the bathroom just in time as the bile started making it’s way up my throat. I leaned over the toilet heaving, hoping that this would make the sickness go away. That this would not only clear out my stomach, but also my now full mind.

I sat back from the toilet and leaned against the wall, catching my breath. My vision started getting blurry again as I felt a new set of tears form and stroll down my cheeks. They went into my mouth, and once again I tasted salt.

There’s no way.

This can’t be happening.

And that’s the last thing I thought before drifting into a deep sleep.

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So how was it? Hope it was alright...should I update it soon?

It all depends on you guys.

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