xx : 52 AM

What can I do to win you back? It's too late to change everything and I've regretted everything that I've done in the past. The naeun-rubbing-in-your-face thing; I thought that if I said that to you, you'll eventually be lively, and happy too, but I was wrong. Goddamn, I was so wrong. If I knew that it'll all lead up to this piece of trash, then I wouldn't have done it in the first place. I also wished that I have gone with you to that rp of yours, then I wouldn't have to be waiting for you; we could be constantly talking right now. , I had an opportunity back there and oh god, oh god. I think all of this is a karma for the bad things I have treated you, and only know I realize because now, you must be talking to the other sehun. You are so happy with him. Like what you were with me, before. And right now, I'm the second choice. This is what I deserve. And I hate it.