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Forgive me my love as I had failed you

I had hurted you.

I made you devastated.

and I'm sorry to hear you cry silently beside me every night because of me.

I did the wrong.

I'm the fault.

I'm the cause.

I'm the bad guy.

You don't deserve someone like me.

Somebody that will hurt you.

Somebody that will make you tired because of my own fault.

That will make you cry,

Being the tough guy you are.

Acting tough infront of others.

Being the leader you are.

And I cannot do anything about it.

"Babe ..." I called you.

"Yes honey ?" You respond with your hoarse voice.

"I think we need a break ..." I said.

"What break ? From work ? Sure ! We can have a break from work, Hyukjae, Hae and Siwon is gone till next year I think we can have a break" You respond.

I know you knew what break I was talking about.

"Babe ..." My voice sounded more like a plead.

"It's okay honey we can have break, don't worry" He was trying to cut off what I was saying.

"Babe I mean break from our relationship ..." I finally said it.

He looked down.

No sound would be heard.

Till he let out a cry.

Tears dropping from his chin.

" okay " you said.

Making me feel guilty.

" okay, if that's what you need " He smiled with tears on his face streaming down.

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