Faces
Description
AUTHOR'S NOTE: THE DESCRIPTION, THE FOREWORD AND THE WHOLE STORY WILL BE IN THE POINT OF VIEW OF THE CHARACTER, NOT MINE. SO DON'T HATE ME. I JUST WANTED A LITTLE CHANGE OF STYLE OF WRITING. THIS STORY WILL BE WRITTEN THROUGH THE CAHACTER'S OPINIONS, EMOTIONS AND PERSPECTIVES. SO DON'T SUE ME. BE FRIENDLY!
FACES
This is a story of Love, Friendship and Trust. This will wake us up to reality. A reality that we always ignore, avoid or worse, we don’t believe. We always thought that we, fans, could always dream, fantasize, or even more, be delusional. Some fans say, ‘It’s just our imagination’ or ‘It’s okay to dream right? So, there’s no harm.’ But can’t you see? The more we fantasize, the more we imagine things, the more we create stories in our mind, it corrupts our own perception to reality.
We always say, ‘Wait for me oppa! We’ll meet soon! I promise.’ And then the next day you’ll cry because you just learned that he’s dating another idol or other girl than you. And you will comment maliciously and you will screw them and you will blame your bias for hurting you. But who said that you will be the only girl in his heart? You’re making a fool out of yourself. No one promised to you. You are making a story that never existed.
Yes, I admit that sometimes they also have their mistakes. They promised to us that they will not date until 25 blah blah blah. But like us common people, they also break promises. And worse, we thought they intended to do that. We just don’t know anything yet we keep on blabbering things. Don’t get me wrong but I don’t want a fight from sones, VIPs, Exo-Ls, Elfs, BlackJacks or any other fandoms, I’m just saying this for my own perspective.
I’m writing this story to show you the true world through fan fiction. To help you open your eyes for you to draw a line between reality and fiction. To help you understand the idol’s side. I know not all fans think immaturely, so clearly I am writing this for the ones who can’t accept reality. Please, just no hateful comments, okay? If you don’t like it how I started this, then just leave and do not end this.
Foreword
FOREWORD
“I am so freaking exhausted, I just can’t get more of this. Or slowly, I’ll die.”
“Why can’t they understand us? Isn’t it enough that we dedicated almost half of our life to them?”
“Can’t they just stop? They are not even in our position!”
“Arrgghhh!! Can’t I just die? Right now?! I want to escape this life!”
“If only I can turn back the time….”
That was all I can hear from a room where my sister and her friends would meet. I just pity them for their life. It was the right choice that I did not accept the company’s offer to me to be a trainee and debut as an idol. And the more now that I don’t want to be an idol. Hell. That is how I can explain my sister’s life. At first, she was happy and care-free. She was happy that she reached her dreams of becoming a star and inspire people.
But that all changed as years passed by. Her smiled faded from her face and frown and complete sadness replaced it. I am a big fan of hers but when I saw how her smile faded as she come down from the stage, it feels like I am dying too. It suddenly felt wrong that I am a fan. I don’t why but it just feels like it.
Seeing my sister cry every night, seeing my sister getting wasted or worse, seeing my sister getting rushed to the hospital to save her from her suicidal attempt. I never expected this events to happen and come to my sister’s precious and happy life. Maybe, we are all wrong.
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