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Myungsoo's P.o.v

Everything was just perfect, i had a girlfriend, my life was perfect but there was this single

problem that bothered me every day... I still hadn't kissed her... and it's been months now

since we've dated... 

I had to find a way to kiss her... But i didn't even knew how to kiss... I mean, tv dramas made

kisses looked horrible and i knew that my girlfriend would not be satisfied if i kissed her like

that...

But, i knew a person who had experience with that. It was Sungjong, one of the best friends

i've ever had... Maybe i should ask him... Maybe he could tell me the tips and the basics...

I ran over to his house and knocked on the door. 

Sungjong opened the door. He looked tired, more like he had just woken up. His hair was 

a bit messy, and he was also in his pj's. Funny thing, he still looked good and cute.

" Hey, how are you? " I asked him. " I'm bored, thank god you're here though... " Sungjong

said and yawned while rubbing his right eye. " Come in " He added.

I went inside his apartment. "So... I've been wondering, if you.. could help me at something.."

I said nervously. I couldn't just ask these dumb things that i had to know already. He would

think that i'm stupid...

" What is it? " He asked. I wanted to say it but the words wouldn't come out of my mouth.

As if my mind was blocking them. 

" E-Eh, you know i have a girlfriend... right? " I said. " yeah, so what about that? " He 

asked me. " I-I don't know how to... kiss her... " I said, i was completely staring at my feet,

that's how nervous i was right now.. " Wait, you don't know how to kiss her? " He asked.

" Don't be nervous... It's not that difficult... " He said and patted on my back. I was like

a turtle that tried to hide it's head in it's shell. 

" Do you think i'm stupid ? I bet you do. " I said. " Why would i even think that? " Sungjong

said. " I can help you with everything, you know i would never hate you or think you're 

stupid... So, do you want me to help you, right? " Sungjong said and gently placed his arm

around me to confront me. 

" i guess... you can help me... " I said. 

Sungjong moved his arm around me and turned his head to face me. " I can't teach you

though if i just say it with words... " Sungjong said. " Wh-what do you mean... that you...

but you're a dude... we're dudes... " I said, i didn't expect him to want to do it for real. I

really wasn't prepared for that. " Think of it of a lesson, it's just casual. Not anything roman-

tic or anything. " Sungjong said. " O-Okay... " I agreed, i had no choice but to do it this way.

Even if it was me kissing another person of the same gender. For some weird reason, i 

wondered how it felt like, to actually kiss someone.

" First, you have to keep eye contact with me, not anything intense or else you'll creep her 

out. " Sungjong said and looked in my eyes. I never realised the symetrical shape Sungjong's

eyes were. " Then, the man will do the first movement, don't rush anything, just move

slowly like that and lean towards her. " He added and slowly leaned towards me. Again, for

some weird reason i couldn't keep my eyes off his face, i had this odd urge right now. What?!

Our lips were a few inches apart. He grabbed me by the neck with both of his hands. " And

now, you're going to close your eyes and title your head a little and kiss her. Don't make anything huge for the beggining. Just touch her lips, or else she will freak out. " Sungjong said.

Sungjong's hands brought me closer to him, until our lips touched. I immedietely closed my eyes. I never ever had this experience before, and to think that my first kiss was taken by a

boy, and even worse, my best friend. Even though for some pretty weird reason, i found myself

liking the kiss. Even though he didn't do anything but just touching. 

" you were really tense... Don't pressure yourself too much and just leave it all to me... "

Sungjong said to me. " So, was i bad? " Sungjong asked. I immedietely felt my face burn for

no reason, i couldn't answer. " What's wrong ? You're red... " Sungjong said at me and caressed my cheek . " Do you have a fever? " He asked. " N-no it's nothing... " I said.

" Do you want me to continue the lesson? " Sungjong said and teasingly rubbed his thumb

against my lower lip. 

" This time i want you to completely turn to the side i'm looking right now,i think it's the most

comfortable way to get a way to kiss her. " Sungjong said. " Now, you move closer and grab

her by the waist lightly as if she was a feather and pull her closer to you " He added.

Sungjong leaned a bit forward and signaled me to do the same thing. " You have to be the

man in a relatonship and no girl would want a guy who is scared of everything... " Sungjong

said and all of a sudden he pulled me so fast that i almost fell on Sungjong. Sungjong's head

was touching the floor and i was above him. What should i do? " Pretend i'm your girlfriend

and just do what feels right... " Sungjong said. Actually, i don't know why but i had almost

forgotten the girl and i was only thinking... about Sungjong... which it was odd... Why would i

even do that... I couldn't stop staring at Sungjong and his long neck and everything on him...

" I-I can't do it... " I felt scared and backed off... " What's wrong? " Sungjong said as he was

standing up. " I just... just can't do it.. " I said. What the heck was i even saying? 

"I don't think i helped a lot... I feel like a bad friend... " Sungjong said.

"No, it's not your fault... But i have a weird feeling when i get... close to you... " I said. Now,

really?! I really want the world to open in half and take me in.... 

" What kind of feeling...? " Sungjong asked. " I-I think i-i ... " I tried to speak but something

interrupted me when i realised that Sungjong had just kissed me, his arms around my neck.

After a few seconds i realised that Sungjong tried to kiss me even deeper but slowly.

I felt as if the earth stopped spinning. Sungjong then pulled off, his breath sounded as if he

was struggling to breath. " Was that a lesson? " I asked. I was still in his arms that were 

wrapped around my neck. " No and... yes.... " Sungjong said and smiled at me. I felt my

heart beat fast. I think i just skipped a beat. I didn't even know that in a day i would realise 

that i liked this certain boy that happened to be my friend... ~