"We are on in 5, 4, 3..." a voice in the background announced.  'Take a deep breath. You have done this a thousand times before, you can do it one more time.' Hakyeon tried to calm himself down. As the cameras started rolling Hakyeon put on a big smile. Time to be N, not Hakyeon. The interviewer they were sitting next to started speaking, and Hakyeon tried his best to focus. The interviewer was a rather attractive woman assumably in her late twenties and had the same  so-called TV-smile N sported. "Why don't you introduce yourself to our viewers, now?" the woman said cheerfully. Hakyeon started, like he always did. "Hi, I am VIXX's leader N!" he said with a wink. 

The interview passed with no mistakes, at least none noticed by Hakyeon. He now found himself eating in some restaurant with the rest of the group. Everything passed in a daze for him. It was always another concert, another interview, another variety show, another restaurant. The days and nights passed. They would sleep and wake up, enter the van and travel somewhere else. It was a never ending cycle and only some moments stood out.

Some of the other members practically inhaled the food put in front of them. Hakyeon just ate to not stand out. He noticed Taekwoon give him a concerned look, like he knew something was out of place. The other man always seemed to have a sixth sense when it came to Hakyeon, but he thankfully he never mentioned it when they were out. He probably understood that Hakyeon did not want to be more in the spotlight than he already was. He noticed a hand squeezing his own. Taekwoon gave him a reassuring look.

Oh Taekwoon, how could he ever leave you behind?