I woke up alone inside these four-walled room,

Searching for the same hands that held me tight.

The warmth of thy palms which always resembles my strength.

Those hands I’m longing for – are already gone.

I feel the cold wind runs down my spine.

The thought of being alone scares every part of me.

The feeling of emptiness began to search its way inside of me.

“Why did you leave?”

“Where did you go?”

“Have I done something to make you walk away?”

“Will you be coming back?”

These unanswerable questions made me confused.

All the emotions I used to feel starts to drain out of my system

HATRED – Is the only thing left for me. 

It’s reigning within my heart as it became cold as ice;

I can’t even barely recognize love; the meaning and the feeling – gradually fades away.

No one’ll be able to melt it – No, not even you.

Don’t bother to save me.

Go away and don’t lend me those hands I longed to touch.

Let me fall…

Fall deeper and deeper – into the world of nothingness.

Let me see the darkness and never resurface again.

It’s too painful to go on –

Please let it all end here.