'How can I make this work?' was my first thought.

"How can I escape my mistakes, start a new life and just forget the past? The past are chasing me like I'm the mouse and it's the cat. "

You might not understand, but with my mistakes, I am terrified of everything that gets in my way. 

Let me explain.

For atleast 3 years ago, I did drugs and used medication to stop, but I was to addicted. My life changed and people start using me, bullying me and left me.  They looked at me like I was the dirt under their shoes, disgusted.

The good part, I stopped, and moved from Gwangju to Busan where I could make my dreams come true and escape the horrible, but it wasn't that easy I thought it would be. 

I couldn't escape, and people got hints of what I went through and they soon knew the facts, which made me more crushed. I just wanted to live peacefully, and that people won't bother me. 

After moving from Busan to Seoul, where my last chance was, I hidden everything about my past, stopped talking and just kept everything to myself. I bought a dog that could make me feel loved and made some light in my dark world. I called him Hoshi, which means star in Japanese. The only trustworthy friend I got or?

Well, I don't want to spoil to much so where to begin?