‘I’m sorry. By the time you read this I would probably on the flight to Japan now. I didn’t mean to leave like this but time was so limited and I didn’t mean to hurt you by kissing you. I really couldn’t bare myself to see you hurt if I told you I have liked you. I’m sorry for not keeping the promise of bringing you to Namsan Tower. I’m sorry for not being there for your birthday. And most of all I’m sorry for leaving you. ‘

Then he continued saying to take care of the boys and yongguk and take care of myself.  Nothing to make me hope he will return some day. But as I waited and waited nothing happen. He just disappears.