Fall just started and it was raining really hard outside .... ' don't go , please don't leave me ' he said in a quite soft voice as I cuddle on the sofa with him , ' but ... ' ' don't lie to me ' he cut me off . ' I'll ... ' ' don't give me that same lie again ' , he gave me those puppy eyes and that pouting lip  . I pulled his face close to mine and we both looked into each other's eye ' I'll be back ' ' no you won't ' ' I promise ' , he started to whimper like a puppy and his eyes were turning red as tears wanting to escape his eyes .