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Dear DiaryI was sitting on the chair near a table with a book.
I put the book in a state of vertical in front of me,tried to cover my face with it.
I was looking at him,with my right hand on the chin,supporting my head.
His table was 2-tables-away from mine.
Lucky me,he sat on a chair which was facing at me resulting my two eyes could scanned on his beauty easily.
He may be unaware about that as I had my friend,namely Woo ri,sat infront of me while got immersed reading a book.
My mouth curled into a smile.
' Why even when he's reading,he looks so heavenly blessed cute? '
' Oh my god... If I can stop the time,I'll stop it here and stare at him - forever '
Suddenly,Woo ri blocked my sight from looking at him.
I frowned and moved my head to the right side,tried to look at him.
Then, she move to the same side but her eyes were still on the book she was reading.
I groaned and moved my head to the other side.
She did the same.
I looked into her eyes with a deadly stare.
"Yaa,you're blocking my view",I hissed.
She closed the book and put it on the table.
"But...",she looked at me and put her hand on the chin while the elbow touched the table's surface.
"I am the view",she remarked sarcasticly.
I frowned,"Eww,disgusting"
"Hana... Tell me..."
I raised my left eyebrow.
"Do you like him?",she asked me with an expressionless-look.
"W-wha-what? Wait.. Who?",I stammered,my heart beated faster.
"That guy - who sat at my back right now",still,with that look.
"Y-you mean,H-Hyuk? N-no way... Th-that's not true.. Haha..",I tried to laugh but it turned out dried.
I gulped.
"Oh,come on... I saw you..",she sighed.
"Saw what?",I cutted her.
"You were staring at him for about two damn hours!.... This is library. The use of this place is to read,not to stare at people."
"If your stares can produce laser beams,he would die because of it",she added.
I opened my eyes widely.
"Wow,if I had that kind of power,I would kill you first",I stated jokingly.
"Meanie",she mumbled while glancing at me.
I sat on my bed.
I was writing on my diary - basically all about him.
Someone opened the door,"Eh,you woke up earlier today"
I was startled and quickly closed my diary.
I turned around and saw Woo ri.
We shared the same rent house as it's the nearest to our University.
She walked towards me and sat on the bed,near me.
"You know that tommorow is Hyuk's last day--?"
"I know",I scratched my head and sighed.
Don't freak out. It's not his last day like his dying or something.
Tommorow is his last day studying at our University. His parents wanted a better future for his son,so they applied him to a private university - it's really famous and many rich kids applied there.
I would say the probability he will elected into the university was low as he was already one of the student in this university.
..But then,he was. Well,thanks to his parents' money..
I was taken aback when I heared that for the first time.
"Go get a shower and dressed up. We will go in about 30 minutes more.",Woo ri commanded.
"Ah,okay",I responsed.
How can I forgot about today's event..
Stupid me.
It's farewell party for him !
I quickly grabbed my towel and entered the bathroom.
I was fixing my hair infront of the mirror.
"Hana!~",Woo ri shouted from outside of my room.
"Ne!"
"Umm,I will go first,okay?"
"Wae?!~"
"Well,umm,I don't know that Ken-ie came over and wanted to fetch me up to go there"
I pouted,obviously she wouldn't saw that.
"..Okay",I answered
Those lovebirds.. They really made me jealous of themselves.
I walked to the place that held the party.
'Cream's Cafe ... Cream's Cafe...',I pondered while searching.
I read the address that written on a paper that I was holding over and over again.
'Maybe it's across there'
I walked on a zebra-crossing without looking at my right nor left as there was no vehicle on the tarred road at that time.
Unknowingly,I end up lying on the cold road suddenly.
I felt extremely pain on my head.
There were noises around me that filled my ears but slowly they went slower and slower.
My vision blurred - what I knew next,I couldn't see nor hear anything.
NORMAL P.O.V
They were many students in the coffeeshop,talking to each other.
Woo ri sat on a chair and Ken sat facing to her with a table being an obstacle between them.
She looked at her watch.
She sighed,"why it's taking her so long? Is she applying make up two-inches-thick or something?"
Ken chuckled,"that's the greatest reason that I have ever listen to."
She took her cellphones and dialled Hana's number.
She put the device closer to one of her ears.
'The number you dialed cannot be reached--'
She immediately pressed the red button on the device.
"What is she doing with her phone off when she's so late?",she mumbled to herself.
"Well,why don't we start first,Hyukkie? Hana is the only one who haven't reached yet",Ken spoke to Hyuk who was standing infront of the counter.
"Yeah,she might reach soon",Woo ri added.
"Hmm,okay then",Hyuk answered.
"Oww... That's hurt..",I opened my eyes and rubbed my head for several times.
I sat up and...
"Hey kid,OK there?",someone asked me and I turned my head to look at the owner of the voice.
"Wanna some help?",that person added.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!",I was shocked to see many human - actually, not-look-like-humans infront of me. Their faces were totally scary.
I ran from them,tried to reach a guy who was walking on the road too.
Those humans-with-creepy-looks followed me.
"Mister! Help me,help me. Freaky people are following me. Help me,please?",that guy ignored me.
'Eh?...'
I ran and stopped infront of the guy and widely opened my arms.
"Yaa! You better stop and helped me finished those weird humanoids!"
The guy,again,ignored me and walked...passes through my body.
'WHAT THE!----'
'WHAT'S GOING ON?!'
"You are dead. People can't see you anymore"
I turned my head and saw a little kid,floating in the air while crossed-legged and hugged himself.
We sat on the stairs that leads to the subway,which was really noisy.
"...Did I really died?"
He nodded.
"B-but my body is completely fine! A-and--"
"It's because your soul has left your body"
I sighed.
"Chill down,will ya? This kind of life isn't that bad. For example... You're not forced to drink milk and eat veggies!",he smiled.
I looked at him."so,there're no assignments to do and no examinations?"
"That's right!",he exclaimed while his right hand's finger were all folded except the thumb.
"But... My parents will be really sad.."
"Mom....Dad... and Mi na..",I remembered all of my family's members.
That kid remained silent as he felt guilty to say that to me.
Then,randomly,I thought about Hyuk.
"Today...was Hyuk's farewell party.... And I couldn't even see his face.."
I lowered my head and looked at the floor.
"He's the one you had crush on?",that boy asked.
"I didn't even get to confess at him.."
"One-sided love is hard...",he said.
I remembered about something.
My eyes scanned for that at the area that we were sitting.
"AH!..."
"What's wrong?",his eyes widen.
"Did you saw my handbag anywhere? - I brought along just now!"
"Handbag? I think... The police took your belongings it to make them as evidences.."
"I'm dead",both of my hands held my cheeks.
He frowned."Yeah,you are"
"NO! I mean the diary! I kept it in my handbag! Oh no.. I'm dead.."
"Why?"
"If someone read it.... AH! NOOOO!~",I whined like a stupid girl.
"Is it that important? It's just a diary..",he sighed.
"No,it's not! It's all about him!"
"Still,it's a diary. End of conversation."
I glared at him.
"You will kill me with that stare if your stare can produce laser beams - Oh,I forgot that I already died."
"I already heared that twice..But from whom did I heared it from? Didn't remember",I exclaimed.
NORMAL P.O.V
"Hyuk,I don't think Hana will show up today",Woo ri stated.
"We're going,then",Ken said to Hyuk.
"You should get going",Woo ri told him.
"Well,umm.. I have to meet someone around here later. I will wait until then",Hyuk answered.
Woori and Ken looked at each other.
They turned to Hyuk back.
"...Okay,then,"she said.
"Bye~",she and Ken waved at him.
He waved back while smiling.
The two lovebirds left the coffeeshop.
"Oh-and.. Do you know this address?",I showed him the paper.
He read the address that written on the white sheet paper.
"I think.. I knew it.."
He thought so hard.
For a few minutes...
"HA!"
I was startled.
"It's over there. Just across two roads from here",he pointed.
I gasped,"..And you thought about it so long?..."
"Please appreciate it. I used this brain to think for you"
I rolled my eyes.
"Now my brain power is increasing.. I have created new brain cells..",he sighed.
'That's a good thing tho..'
"Let's go there",I insisted.
"Why?"
"Because the farewell party was held there! I want to see him no matter what.",I explained to him.
"Awww... So sweet..",he squealed.
We reached there and entered the coffeeshop by just walking through it.
He was the only customer left.
"I'm sorry,but we're closing",a waiteress told him.
"Umm.. Can I wait here little longer? I wanted to meet someone..",he answered.
"I'm sorry,but that's like the millionth time you said that.. It's already noon.We're closing. We wanted to rest too. Please come again later."
"You're the same.",he scoffed and got up from the seat.
He coolly walked out the coffeeshop.
The kid and I followed him.
Hyuk had his hands in his jeans pockets and sat on the bench.
"It's probably my imagination.. Even though I want to believe that he's been waiting for me till now--"
"Eh? Noona! Y-Your legs!",the little kid shouted.
I looked down to my legs.
"Ah! My legs are disappearing!"
"Noona,maybe you're not dead. Your soul is returning to your body. You are so lucky",he smiled.
"Then,I'm still alive?",I asked him,still confused.
He nodded.
"No! I don't want! This is the last time I'm with him!-- and I didn't even get to confess at him!-- If I'm dead,I can follow him everywhere",erts imagination came to my mind and I smirked.
"Confess now. You should not be worried about rejected. You're not going to meet him after this,anyway."
"Umm.. Hyuk.. Maybe I look stupid cause I'm confessing to you like a moron - Wait.. That's the same thing"
The little kid rolled his eyes.
"Oh,come on. Just confess at him already,will ya?"
All of a sudden,my body started to fade away.
I looked at my hand.
'Wha-'
"Noona,be quick!"
I closed my eyes,"Hyuk! I like you so damn much!"
Hyuk turned his head to the side,where I stood,"Huh?"
In a poof,I vanished.
Maybe he heared that but he couldn't see me...
Well,even if I was still there,he couldn't see me either,silly me.
NORMAL P.O.V
Woo ri cried so much yesterday that her eyes swollen badly and Ken's shoulder are the victims for her tears.
After hearing that Hana is in a stable condition,she finally can sit with the peculiar lightness of relief.
Even after 3 days Hana admitted in the hospital,Woo ri and Ken remained loyal waited for her to wake up from unconscious.
Oh.. and not forgot that man - Hyuk.
He wait anxiously along the lovebirds,sitting on the chairs provided at the corridor infront of Hana's ward.
How can he be waiting too?
I walked home after waiting for her to show up at the coffeeshop for about four hours - I guess?
She wouldn't showed up..
That's a little dissapointing..
I entered my house.
"I'm back!"
"Oh,you're back",my mom greeted.
"So,how's your farewell party?",my mom smiled.
"It turned out well.."
"Did you confessed to her?",my older sister joined the conversation.
I sighed,"No."
I stepped up a few flight of stairs and reached my bedroom.
"Uh-oh! Someone is in a bad mood!",my sister scoffed.
I slammed my door really hard.
I walked disconsolately to the bed and threw myself on it.
'Ahh... I miss you,mattress. Let's get married. Hana unofficially rejected me..',I pouted and whined on the bed. 'I'm safe here. No one looking.'
'TING!',I recognized that sound - my phone ringtone for message!
I grabbed my phone and opened the message.
My eyes widen.
My stomach had shrunk into a tight ball of fear,the edge of panic,and I had to force my imagination to stop racing.
'N-no way... Ken,you are kidding,right?'
I quickly got up and ran down the stairs.
"Where are you--"
"I'm going to the hospital,emergency"
"Wait,let me send you there - with my car.",my sister dictated.
"Huh?"
I finally reached there in about 5 minutes.
Thanks to my sister!
I opened the car door and ran to the room that had the same number as Ken texted me.
- And I saw a woman was crying on the shoulder of a man at the corridor.
The man hugged the woman and patted her back for a several times.
I tried to recognize them.
It's turned out to be Ken and Woo ri!
I ran to them.
"Hey.",I greeted.
Ken only waved one of his hand as he was trying to persuade Woo ri to get calm.
He mouthed me,'she's inside',while pointing to a room.
I nodded and entered the room.
According to Ken's previous message,she was still in coma,and I wouldn't get shock to see her condition.
I sat on a chair,located beside the bed.
I stared at her flawless face.
I scanned her face,nose,cheeks....and lips.
I gulped.
I can't resist that one.
I scratched my head,which was not itchy.
"Hana.. Err... I don't know if this the right time to confess.... But.."
A long pause.
"I like you - no. I love you. I had always watching you from the distance. Since the first year... I don't think you will accept me. I-"
Her handbag fall down from a side table,causing her things in it to scattered on the floor.
I kneeled down and picked them up - I noticed there was a book.
I took a glance on her and I opened the book and read.
Oh,it's her diary.
Dear Diary,
today I saw him again! Well said,everyday I saw him (LOL). I'm so happy that I could jump and reach for the stars and gave it to him to prove my sincere loving him. I don't think he realised my existence - even we are in the same course,same lecturers! He's super cute today - I mean,everyday he's like that. Never mind. You know what I meant,actually. -,-
I read all of the content of her diary,It's all about a guy that she had crushed on since the first year..
I sighed.
But she wouldn't mentioned who's the guy is.
I looked at the final page...
Dear Diary,
Tommorow is his farewell party. Just like that,there is only a day to see him,ironically there is only this page left in this diary.
Dear Diary,
Last page.....
Last day...
Goodbye..
Me...and Hyuk...
Are not destined to be together?
I gasped.
Me.
It's me.
IT'S ME!!
I smiled like a crazy guy and looked at her.
No Hana,no.
We are destined to be together.
I love you.
You love me too.
I will confess at you.. When you're healed.
..Wait for me..
NORMAL P.O.V
"YOU GUYS ARE NOT REAL FRIENDS!! HYPOCRITE!! YOU GUYS PARTIED LIKE HELL AND I WAS LIKE DYING ON THE ROAD?!",Hana shouted at Woo rin and Ken,her head were bandaged and she was sitting up on the hospital's bed.
Woo rin hugged her.
"Hana~ It's so great to have you alive back and hearing you mocked at me~",being sarcasm.
"FALSE-HEARTED THINGS! GO AWAY!"
Woo rin giggled,knowing that she was joking.
Well,that's how they joked around with each other.
Ken was still with his smile on his face,grateful to see them like acted like they mormally did.
There was a guy entering the ward,smiling to all of the humans in the room.
"Hey guys,ummm...can I have a little private time to talk with Hana?",his cheeks blushed,he scratched his head.
Woo rin and Ken looked at each other and smiled.
They looked at Hyuk back.
"Sure"
I looked at him,puzzled.
He looked away and scratched his head again.
"Umm,I transferred to another university but... I didn't say I moved to another house or something like that,right?",he smiled awkwardly.
"So,my house was at the same address,still not changing and -- we can meet again. That day was not our last meeting."
I nodded.
Earlier I said Woo ri was hypocrite -- but look who's now! It's me! Just now I was really noisy and look! -- I am completely mute! Purportedly,wanted to be a polite woman infront of him.
"Oh,and.."
He ped his bag and gave a box - it was wrapped beautifully!
I looked at the box and looked up to him.
"Umm.. It's a diary."
"What's for?"
"...You were finished with your diary.."
I gasped.
He looked away,trying to cover his shyness.
HE READ MY DIARY!!!
He looked at me back.
"Sorry for reading the diary without your permission.. But.."
He stopped for awhile.
I anticipated what he wanted to tell me.
"I think we are destined to be together with this way."
He took out a rose from his bag.
"This rose might damaged a bit but...
It's different than my feelings towards you...
My feelings would remain unchanged.."
He kneeled down,one his knee touched the ground and the other,was not.
He looked at me.
"Will you be my girlfriend , my future-wife , the mother to my children and the grandmother to my grandchildren?"
I covered my mouth with both of my hands.
'OH MY.. GUCCI! HE'S PROPOSING!'
I smiled at him.
I accepted his rose.
"Of course,I do. Who can say no to a cute man like you!"
He grinned at me.
Dear Diary,
thanks for existed and let him to read you <3
Now,I can write more about me and him.
I can stop for being a stalker now.
Thanks to you!
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