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You said it in a simple way,
4 AM, the second day,
How strange that I don't know you at all.
Stumbled through the long goodbye,
One last kiss, then catch your flight,
Right when I was just about to fall
 

I was passing to this bridge where we used to walk when you are sending me home from our university. You said that it’s a romantic place though we are passing the same bridge every day. You said it’s a brilliant idea to come up with that invention, because even the places are being separated by water there’s a bridge that can connect the two. Just like the two of us, though we were in different status in our batch or class, there’s a bridge that always connects us. And that’s our friends. You said that you are very thankful for those people who helped you to get my attention and to those friends of ours who supports you all the way and always give you tips on how to get my attention. And I really salute them because they did it right. I said that they did their job well, a job well done to my dear friends, because you really caught my attention, you pushed yourself even though you don’t know if it will work, and without even knowing if I will fall for you too.

I told myself don't get attached,
But in my mind I play it back,
Spinning faster than the plane that took you...
 

I remember you told me that you already notice me during our freshmen years. You said you saw me playing guitar outside the library with my other friends. And I said that I am not that shy person, but I don’t really like to get attached to a certain person. Because when I get attached to a person, I might not be able to cope if that person will betray me or leave me. During that time I don’t fully trust anyone because of the incident that happened to me when I was in middle school. Some people says that I have a strong personality, and I know you even said that too when you first saw me, but you said that it was one of the qualities that made you fall for me, you said it’s love at first sight. But I contradicted it by saying that there’s no such thing as love at first sight because you cannot love someone who you really don’t know. But you just shrug and said that you really don’t know because you just felt it without even knowing why.

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
 

I remember our first encounter, the first time I saw your name was when you commented on my SNS status. You said a cheesy line to me even though I really don’t know you. I was fluttered but I didn’t say that it was so cheesy and it has an effect on me, thus I just said that you must be wronged because first, I really don’t know you. And second, you might get overwhelmed and continue saying cheesy lines to me. But you still insist that it was really for me, and you already know me. You messaged me on my SNS account and greeted me hello and you want to have a private message conversation with me. I know I’m kind off arrogant in person and a bit harsh or icy but I don’t know what pushed me to reply you message. I don’t even remember that I accepted any friend request from you. Then the other day you come near me when I was alone reading a novel on a bench waiting for my class to start. I asked if you are one of my stalkers or have we already met because I don’t really talk to anyone who I really don’t know or if I don’t have any business to do with you. You said that you always saw me before my class starts because you were in the other room or you were one of the students who occupied the room before my class starts. So I just concluded that you are my stalker, and you just laughed and said that if I am your stalker then I should already have your number. I raised a brow on you and you showed you phone to me and requested if you can have my number so that you can acknowledge and be called stalker. I really laughed hard because you have guts to get my number, because as I remembered there weren’t anyone who asked my number because they were afraid of me and I was not really friendly. But eventually, I gave in and gave you my phone number.

The delicate beginning rush,
The feeling you can know so much,
Without knowing anything at all.
And now that I can put this down,
If I had known what I'd known now,
I never would have played so nonchalant.
 

I remember when you started courting me even though I told you that I don’t want to be in a relationship when I’m still studying. You said that you will wait for me and your love for me is real, you even said that true love waits. You even went to my home and asked my parents if you can court me so I believed you and let you court me, I even let you send me home. I really don’t remember when I started to fall for you. Maybe the first day that I leaned my head on your shoulder when we were riding bus going home? I really felt comfortable and even felt some butterflies on my stomach. Or maybe when I let you hold my hand when we were watching movie, you even said that your hand fits well with my hand? Or is it when you kissed me on my cheeks when you send me home after we watched a firework festival? I really can’t remember the exact day when I started feeling something for you too. It’s amazing how you made your way to my heart without me even realizing that you made it there. Though I haven’t said it to you or anyone that I have also fallen for you, I know you already felt it. They said that we are also in the Mutual Understanding status. You made my cold heart into a warm and soft heart.

Taxi cabs and busy streets,
That never bring you back to me,
I can't help but wish you took me with you...
 

I remember when you cried in front of me, I was really angry at you. You know how I really hate people who smoke then you told me that you tried because someone told you to try it. It made me furious and I even told you to stop courting me, but then you said that you will not do it again. You said that it will be the first and last time that you will ever try smoking. I was already shouting because I felt betrayed, I felt that you can’t control yourself. You let someone dictate what you should do. I also felt betrayed and started to put up my walls again, I trusted you but what did you do? I didn’t talk to you for almost a week or two. Then I heard that you always ask someone to accompany you and have a drink with you after classes. My friends also talked to me to forgive you because you were honest and told me first before anyone says it to me. And with my conversation with them, they have succeeded in persuading me to talk to you. I forgave you but there was always a doubt that you might do it again or even worse. My trust in you was like a glass, you might have been able to fix it to its original figure but the crack will not be removed.

This is falling in love in the cruelest way,
This is falling for you and you are worlds away.

New York... be here.
But you're in London and I break down,
'Cause it's not fair that you're not around.
 

Then one day when I was at your home, your brother talked to me and asked a favor to me in which I had agreed because I know that it was for your own good. I agreed because I thought that you will put a lot of effort because you don’t want to lose me. But I guess I trusted you so much and hoped that you’ll be encouraged and make me as your inspiration to strive hard so that you will not lose in that favor that you brother asked. Because of that deal we made, everything that happens between us just faded. It’s like in just a snap, everything vanishes. How cruel that deal is? Did I really make a mistake on trusting you that you can do it? Am I not enough inspiration for you to do your utmost? Am I not enough?

This is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
And I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
 

But now everything was gone. I’ve heard that you already found someone. Where was this person that said that will wait for me and that person’s love for me is real, even said that true love waits. I must have really trusted you a lot that I believed in what you said. I know it’s also my fault why we were separated, but I can’t help to blame you. I just hope that the new person you started courting will also feel the warmth that I felt before. I hope that the new found love of yours will not make a deal or test if you are really worth it. Though I really missed you so much, I must say that I need to let you go. As I have said to my friends when we talked about you, you will not be able to find another person if you are still in love with me. I guess someone already replaced me in your heart. Though I really wished that one day you’ll come back to me, but I guess we are not meant to be.

I don't wanna miss you like this.
Come back... be here.
Come back... be here.

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Sorry if there are typos in here, i will edit it next time because I am already sleepy.

*le Checks the time* O.O It's already 3:20am!!!!

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P.S. (I'll tell you a secret, come here I'll whisper it! This is true to life story. But I'll not say it if it is my love story of my bestriend's or one of my closest's friends story. kekekekeke)

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