Hello and here is a chapter finally! I apologize for how long I've left everyone without even one chapter, I​​'m the worst.  I'm quite sad to know that Taewoon isn't a part of SPEED anymore but I still love them and everything's good...Anyways I'm here and will keep updating~

"Hyung hyung! Do you like my new pants?" Sungmin asked with impatience, alone with Taeha in their room. Taeha was on his cellphone when suddenly Sungmin asked this after forcing himself into these white skinny jeans. They were the tightest pants Sungmin had and he bought it specially to showcase his self. Taeha grunted a yeah and continued with his game. Seeing his hyung ignore him made Sungmin frown and inched closer to Taeha, then turning around so his  was directly in front of Taeha's face. "How about now?" Sungmin asked while shaking his a$s as a dog would wag it's tail for it's master. Taeha couldn't help but laugh, "Hey! Get your  out of my peripheral vison! So innapropriate, you!" Taeha laughed while leaning back in his bed, swatting the air as if Sungmin let out gas. Sungmin frowned once again because of the boring response, "No, but really look at it! Don't you just love the pocket design?" Sungmin persisted and shook his a$s some more. He then gave himself a light smack on his behind, secretly wishing that Taeha would smack his repeatedly. "Yeah, yeah. Very nice. You go and buy pants for yourself but not for me, your hyung?" Taeha said, still not taking a careful look at Sungmin's hard working a$s. It was around nine in the morning and Sungmin was as lively as ever.

Sungmin wrapped his arms around Taeha's small shoulders, never failing to smile at the petite size of Taeha. "You're so cute Taeha" Sungmin squeezed his beloved closer to him. Taeha turned to look at him, "Hey! Stop saying that! I'm not cute, I'm older than you so no, I'm not." Sungmin smirked, "Oh yeah? Then why don't you call me cute? Hmm Hmm?" Sungmin was again pestering Taeha, making him slightly annoyed. Taeha didn't answer and was saved by the sound of someone pounding on the door. "Wake up guys!! We have to leave in a few minutes, another interview or something!" Jungwoo shouted from the hall way. Sungmin and Taeha shared a glance and Sungmin sighed, leaving their room at the same time as the other members. Not even a second after Taeha left the room Yuhwan ran to Taeha's side. "Good morning honey" Yuhwan excitedly took Taeha's hand in his and walked ahead of the rest of the members. Taeha's face lit with happiness and looked at Yuhwan with this loving look. Whereas his roommate, Sungmin, looked defeated and dragged his feet across the floor and eventually caught up to the happy couple. What is it about me that Taeha doesn't like? I don't get it. Sungmin thought to himself and stared longingly at Taeha from behind. ​

Yuhwan was mumbling and had a monotone way of speaking and Taeha could barely understand what he was saying, yet that was hardly an obstacle in their love. "I just had the craziest dream. Something about a never ending rollercoaster, anyway how was your sleep honey?" Taeha wasn't sure how to respond so said after thinking, "Well I barely got any sleep because of Sungmin's nonstop talking." Yuhwan shook his head and said, "That boy...he really is so immature and needs to learn a few things, doesn't he?" Taeha and Yuhwan were laughing and still had their hands clasped together. "That's probably true, he is immature, anyway enough about him." Taeha said before giving Yuhwan a sweet peck on the cheek. Sungmin overhead their conversation and cringed when seeing them kiss. Cringing because it was him, his Taeha​ or just because he was an immature kid and that's what kids do. Wanting to steal something away from the others, wanting to cringe when people kiss, wanting to own everything. Was this the true nature of Sungmin? If it was true, then it was time to change himself.  I don't want to be seen as some kid! I'm a mature 21 year old, I have no time for kiddish acts. I have to change myself so Taeha can look at me! See me as a man! ​ ​