Hyun Joo's POV

-dream-

I opened my eyes and found myself in a beautiful and spacious garden.I saw a familiar figure at the bench near the garden.I walked near and it was umma.I quickly hugged umma while tears steaming down my face.

"umma" I said between my sobs

"uljimma ne ttal" umma my hair

"I missed u so much umma.why did u left us?" I said

umma broke the hug and looked at me in the eyes while giving her lovely smile at me

"mianhe baby girl.It was my time to go.don't cry.umma will be sad too if umma's baby girl is sad.now I want u to open ur eyes baby girl.u have made many people worried.u let many people down baby girl.u hate to let people down right?" umma said

I nodded like a 3 year old.umma just chuckled

"but I don't want to leave u umma" I held umma's hand tight

"mianhe baby girl.I have to go.open ur eyes and be happy.hold ur head high baby girl.u have many people.u have Yonghwa oppa,appa and others.please love appa and trust appa like any good girl would do.please baby girl" umma said in her calm voice

"but umma,follow me.jebal" I began to cry again

"jeongmal mianhe.umma has to go now" umma got up

umma looked at me for the last time.waved at me and screamed "HWAITING BABY GIRL!" before starting to walk away.umma's figure started to dissapear from my sight.tears were starting to well up at my eyes.flashback from the happy times started to come.

my first time being a trainee,finding Key oppa,Channie oppa,SMTOWN,Yonghwa oppa,CNBLUE oppadeul,Janey unnie and more.my first SMTOWN concert in Paris.more happy times started to come.I can't let them down now.I can't.oppa ur eyes now Jung Hyun Joo.open up.for umma.saranghaeyo umma

-dream ended-

Author's POV

Minyoung was sitting the left side of Hyun Joo's bed while Yonghwa sat at the right side while holding Hyun Joo's cold hand tight.it has been 2 weeks since Hyun Joo is in a coma.everyone was worried sick.all of Destiny's schedule was put a halt and the hospital was never free of reporters.reporters kept coming by the day.stars came to see Hyun Joo even the nation MC Yoo Jae Suk.both Hyun Joo and Yoo Jae Suk are close to each other since Family Outing.

suddenly one of Hyun Joo's finger started to twitch at Minyoung's side and then another at Yonghwa's side.the quickly called the doctor.

"she is concious.in a few hours she will be fully concious." the doctor said and left

Minyoung hugged Yonghwa because of excitement.it was worth it staying by Hyun Joo's side by 2 weeks.Minyoung can't stop crying for the first week some SMTOWN members got to calm her down.now Hyun Joo's hand started to move.her eyes were opening slowly.

"Hyun Joo,u remember me?" Minyoung asked

"unnie" Hyun Joo tried to smile

"me?" Yonghwa pointed to himself

"Yonghwa oppa whom I love the most in this whole world" Hyun Joo smiled

both Minyoung and Yonghwa smiled.Hyun Joo tried to get up but can't cuz it hurt so bad

"ur awake?" the doctor came in to run a few tests

"u know u got a miracle" the doctor looked at the clipboard.

"why?" Hyun Joo asked

"u have a few broken ribs and a few of the broken ribs stabbed ur left lung making them unfunctional for a few hours.ur heartbeat stopped for a second and u suffered a broken ankle and u even lost half of ur blood.u only had 20% of chance to survive" the doctor said

"it was that bad?" Hyun Joo's eyes went wide

the doctor nodded "u are one special kid Hyun Joo" the doctor smiled and left

Hyun Joo's POV

it was that bad? komawo umma for saving me.

"baby girl" I suddenly blurted

"baby girl?" both Minyoung unnie and Yonghwa oppa asked

"umma used to call me baby girl" I smiled

"u met umma in ur dream?" Yong oppa asked

I slightly nod "umma was really pretty but she had to go.I told umma to come with me.umma told me to be a good girl and love appa.baby girl" I smiled  "I missed hearing that" I hung my head low and played with my fingers

"I stopped calling u that since u became an idol,baby girl" oppa smiled to me

"komawo oppa" I hugged me

"anything for u baby girl" oppa kissed my cheek

"EK! UR AWAKE!" Teuk oppa shouted like a girl

I just chuckled.the whole SMTOWN rushed to the hospital when they heard I was concious.they even bought some toys for me.

"komawo oppa,unnie" I smiled to them "Yong oppa,can u call Channie oppa,Hyunseong oppa,Janey unnie,B2ST oppa and Block B oppa?" I asked to oppa

"sure" oppa called them immediately

after a few minutes all of them came into the room running.

"HYUN JOO-AH~!" They shouted

"oppa,unnie!" I shouted to them

"I missed u so much baby" Channie oppa gave me a long and passionate kiss

"YA~!" the whole room scolded Channie oppa

"thank goodness u are safe" Hyunseong oppa hugged me

"I missed u Hyun Joo baby" Janey unnie hugged me while crying.

"u never cried when u hug me" Yoseob oppa pouted

"were u ever in a 2 week coma and had onlt 20% to live? no right?" Janey unnie said sarcastically

"ur so mean unnie" I said to Janey unnie

"it's ok.once I cook for him it'll be ok" Janey unnie said

"ohhh~ good one unnie" I high fived with unnie

suddenly I saw a shining thing on Janey unnie's hand.it was a ring

"what is that unnie?" I took unnie's hand

"what do u think?" unnie smiled widely

I looked at the ring for a while but nothing clicked to me.

"Yoseob oppa proposed to me" unnie said excitedly.

"CHINJA?!" I suddenly shouted

"CHUKAHAE UNNIE!!!!" I hugged Janey unnie tightly

"so? when's the wedding?" I asked

"we haven't decided on that yet" unnie sat beside Yoseob oppa

"OPPA! u are not cool.I have a tip.get married fast and u can have children fast" I smirked at Yoseob oppa

"hmmm...I'm gonna think bout that.my birthday is in a few weeks.that would be great.komawo Hyun Joo-ah" oppa high fived me

"anytime" I high fived oppa back

"ya! Jung Hyun Joo! Yang Yoseob!" unnie scolded us

me and Seob oppa laughed like crazies.everyone laughed too.we had so much fun that night.Block B oppas were being dorks as usual.I think my stomach can explode from laughing too much.the next morning the doctor checked me again

"wow,u are in great condition.u can check out in a few more days" the doctor wrote on his clipboard

"kamsahamida doctor" appa said

"appa,umma told me to be a good girl" I said to appa

there was only me and appa in the room since it was still early for visiting hours

"umma told me to love u and care for u like any good girl would do.umma bogoshipo" I said 

appa came near me and hugged me.I hugged appa back.it felt so warm.I really felt a connection with appa.so this how it feels to have a father.

"I know I have said this a million times but I am saying this again.mianhe Hyun Joo.jeongmal mianhe" appa said

"enough of saying that.I am tired of that.I get it.........appa" I smiled saying the last word

"u really mean that?" appa smiled at me

I nodded while smiling widely.

"saranghaeyo appa" I  said to appa

Yonghwa's POV

I watched appa and Hyun Joo from outside.it was really touching.although I have been holding a grudge on appa since he left us but it might change after this.as long as Hyun Joo is happy.appa came out of the room and let Hyun Joo rest

"oh Yonghwa-ah,I need to talk to u" appa said

we went to a nearby cafe.

"I know I have hurt u the most.I am really sorry.I left ur mom,u and uri baby girl when u were little.I had no choice.I regretted my choice back then.I never even missed a second without thinking of u guys.when I heard umma passed away,my heart broke into pieces.I wanted to go to the funeral but I didn't have the courage.I can only look from afar when both of u cried.I am so sorry I can't be with u guys when it was the hardest time of ur life.I can't be there when u graduated high school,I wasn't there during Hyun Joo's talent shows,I wasn't there when both of u needed me the most.I wasn't there for anything.I can only look both of u from afar.I am sorry Yonghwa-ah for giving u such a big task,being a brother AND a dad.I am a fail father.thank u for being there for Hyun Joo when she needed a dad,when she cried,when she needed company the most and more.I left u such a big task.u were so young when u were given this task.komawo Yonghwa-ah for being there for her when I can't " appa held my tightly while saying what he wanted to say

tears started to form on my eyes and eventually escaped and streamed down my face.it was true what appa said.he hurt me the most.I was so close with appa and then he left us.although I shouldn't be crying but this hurt so bad.I hung my head low preventing from appa seeing me crying.appa got up and hugged me

"it's ok Yonghwa.u can cry on my shoulders.I am going to be there when u fall down and be ur shoulder when u cry.I will be there for u and Hyun Joo.I mean it" appa whispered to my ears

I nodded slightly.kamsahamida appa.kamsahamida umma for sending appa to us.

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