The sad man was looking on the stage with a painful look in his eyes.He missed his lover...he needed him here, he needed to hear his voice, he needed to touch his face, he needed his lips on his.

''Hangeng...'' The man whispered.

''I miss you''

 

Flashback

 

The man opened the door to the dorm and saw his lover waiting for him on the couch.

''Hangeng'' He said.

''Wake up!'' He said a little louder this time.

He smiled looking at the sleeping man.He cuped the younger man's face in his hands and kissed his lips.

''Wake up'' He whispered softly.

He felt the youngers lips moving into a smile.

 

End Flashback

 

He put his headphones on his ears and Wheesung's Words That Freeze My Heart.Fortunately for him, Super Junior still had to wait 10 minutes or so before going on stage.

 

The most beautiful lie in the world, Goodbye goodbye

The word i spit out even though it rips my heart apart, Goodbye goodbye

It means 'good' bye, it's a word that makes no sense

As much as i loved, as much as i believed, it hurts that much

I hate you so much, I'm so sad that it hurts it hurts

This is separation, there's no wasy it can be good, but still goodbye

Goodbye, even though i hate you, you are my love

The first person that taught me love

 

At this point, the man's tears started to fall.He ran to the bathroom and closed himself there.

 

''Hangeng....why??'' He screamed.

''You...are the person that..brought out another side of me...that i never knew...you were the only one whom i loved...''

 

 The lie of a man that sends you away

Goodbye Goodbye

Your body heat that only i felt, goodbye goodbye

 

Flashback

 

''Hangeng'' The older man whined.

''What now, princess?'' The one named Hangeng answered.

''I'm cold'' The 'princess' said.

''Come here'' Hangeng said while a kind smile played on his lips.

Hangeng removed his sweater and put a cover on himself (and the princess) after pulling the older male into his embrace.

 

End Flashback

 

Your lips that only i kissed, goodbye goodbye

 

His face was full of tears as he remembered the first time he kissed his beloved.

He missed him...he missed his voice, his touch, his lips, his face...he missed everything...

 

I'm so hopeless, but still for you

The word i must say as a man, goodbye goodbye

Hold you with all my strenght for one last time and goodbye goodbye

Like a stretching tape, i mutter heavily, be happy goodbye

Goodbye, even though i hate you, you are my love

 

''I don't hate you...Hangeng-ah..Hannie...''

 

The first person that taught me love

 The lie of a man that sends you away

Goodbye meet a good person, be happy

 

I endure the breakup scenes in those predictable dramas

The word is good bye, in the end you get stolen by someone else

Our love is thrown away like a kid that lost his parents

 

''I...won't throw it...never...''

 

Yeah, this separation is your and my fault

 

''It's only my fault..if only i hadn't been so foolish..'' he said as the tears fell to the ground.

 

We are sinners against love

 

Don't cry, silly.I'm really OK

I'll live and be happy whatever it takes

Meeting, love, memories, separation, i was so thankful for that time

I'll clench my teeth and send you away

I'll forget you whatever it takes

The heart freezing story we both made

Goodbye Goodbye

Goodbye, even though i hate you, you are my love

The first person that taught me love

This is the first and last lie for you

Goodbye Goodbye

 

But no, Kim Heechul, could not live, be happy, send his beloved away or forget him.

He let his body fall on the cold bathroom floor as pain took over his heart.

''Hangeng-ah...it hurts...'' He whispered.

Flashbacks came flooding into his mind.

The first time they met, the time when Hangeng confessed to him, the first time they held hands, the first time they kissed, the first time they did love, their first date, the mornings Hangeng would cook for his beloved princess....and it hurt.

A pain that no one should know...His heart felt like it would explode any second

 

No, Kim Heechul couldn't be OK.He just couldn't....

 

But he had to at least fake it...he look at the clock and saw that Super Junior had 5 minutes before going on stage.

After the performance

 

''Heechul hyung!!'' Sungmin said and ran to Heechul.

 

''What?'' He said.

 

''We...have something for you..Close your eyes.'' Sungmin said.

 

Heechul closed his eyes and felt the lights closing.The he heard the door open and close.

 

''You can open them now'' a familiar voice said.

 

Heechul opened his eyes.

 

''Did you lose weight?Yah, i told you to eat your meals.'' the familiar voice said.

 

Guess who it was? Of course, Hangeng, who else??

 

Heechul ran to his boyfriend and kissed him.Hangeng smiled and kissed back.

 

''I didn't know you missed me THAT much.'' Hangeng said.

 

''Yeah..you didn't'' Heechul said.

 

''Hee...Saranghe.''

 

''Nado saranghe, Hangeng-ah''