'It's been 8 days since he left. I should've told him how I felt when I had the chance. But what's the point? I know he doesn't like me in that way, considering he's already dating someone. Not just someone. The most beautiful girl in our neighborhood and I can't compete with her. I'm a 20 year old guy that still lives at home. Yes, I'm a guy and I'm in love with my best friend who's been dating her for the past 3 months. My best friend is gone for ten weeks for military training. I'm going to miss him but I know he'll come back, but not to me. To Jessica. '