Life is something different in all stages

Different problems different people different expectation

Im not prepared for this

The changes are overwhelming

The world is starting to show its real self

Things that I alway knew turn out to be a lie

I feel like even the most dependable person I used to know are not real

Im seeing the world in its full cruelity

Everything I had are now riping at its seams

This is nothing that I have been thourgh before

My world is like a rubic cube that has been shifted and turned

Nothing is the same

No one no thing no person no reality not even me

I still hold the innocence of my childhood

As all the harsh rocks that are being thrown at me

I hold on dear as I slowly get scared and hurt and burn

If In this place if your strong enough you survive with scars that will last a life time if not you'll die

So I put up a front act like I dont care

Leave behide my scars and have fun until i forget

But the truth is the truth Once the fun is gone im back to were I started

Slowly I Learn that Bully doesnt get bullied and that what I become

This is not me this this is not who I want to be

So now I use the experience of my wounds to heal others

I want to stop the bullies for others so that they dont have to go thourgh what I did and give them the advantage of being protected as I never was