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sorry guys im not uploading the fanarts.. im in a rush to update , i may upload them later on though.

Hello sweeties 

remember , me ?

It's Dorothy ^^ .

ok back to business , next was the reason of our happiness

our angel , sunshine and walking bundle of joy 

It's no one other than ricky ~~ 

lovely boy  .

I was actually even more nervous about meeting him more than my biases

because i was afraid i 'd just start giggling like crazy if he smiled at me , his smile is contagious .  Trust me ! 

come on , even looking him though the screen he still managed to make me giggle , my family thought i was mad  . 

*huff * i took a deep breathe and moved forward 

He greeted me slightly smiling and i managed to control myself and averted my eyes 

but because i had this urge to check him out i had to stare at him again .

o^o

omg 

I think I forgot how to breathe.. I stiffened .

"Are you even breathing ?" his voice woke me up from my fantasies 

"oh ..umm "           * how humiliating omg *

I swear I NEEDED to put on that face above but of course that would be even more humiliating .

He probably noticed me having a war in my head .

He started giggling to ease up the atmosphere ,  I suppose .

I wish he didn't

Because I started giggling along even my voice cracked 

I hid my face with my sleeve, the other members could see everything from the corner of their eyes and they smiled along  .

*omg kekee *

 when it started getting  awkward i handed him the gifts and cd to sign 

He gladly did and drew some hearts concluding his turn 

but i was still not done with him , i had to read him my appreciation note .

I sincerely wish for you the best , even though you aren't my bias but i love you ,

we all do , it really hurts seeing you  off or plain sad , let alone sulking .

you're just too precious , your voice is really soothing and  hope you  could showcase it more 

I sincerely wish you all the best in your life be it professionally or personally .

It wasn't the best appreciation message out there , i know i'm constantly wishing you all the best ,  i really do .. i just can't describe how we angels think of you .

Thanks for ever ything .

If you are hardcore angel , you'd know that ricky as well as chunji are so emotional 

when i lifted my head seeing him smiling and touched 

I felt bad ... i had to assure him everything was gonna be fine and so i did 

i gave him a lucky charm

My handmade one .. but that got him even more emotional 

He looked up a bit and sniffed taking it from me ruffling my hair striking his infamous wide grin

and the happy go lucky aura came back  .