As I walked, there was a strange cold wind brushing against my face and left my hair swishy through the air. It was as if that was the only thing I could feel again even though I was numb.

 I found something unusual yet weird.  It was something that i never once felt before, but what was I feeling?

As I walked through the school entrance everything was silent except for the echoes of footsteps that slowly went past me one by one.

I felt lost, I felt as if there was no purpose without him with me.

I want to be comforted with one little smile that he gave me, I want to look in to his eyes that once only looked at me, I want to hold his hand again and hear him say “I love you”. 

The only question that repeatedly ran through my head was

“He never said anything to me, he was still like a rock. He never told me he loved me ”

 I wish I could just forget everything that happened and run back to where he has last held me .

I wanted to be where we once felt as if there was no one in the world who could stop us at that vivid moment, but I cant.

 I wanted to be with you.

The one I love.

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