Every Raindrops,

I think about you,

How are you?

I think your doing fine,

But i don't know if i am,

 

Every Thunderstorm,

I think about your health and how you doing,

I hope your happy with him,

Do your best to take care of him,

Like you did to me,

 

Every pieces of memories of us,

I still keep it,

Oh~ Old days,

 

 

Memories of me asking you to be mine,

 

~FlashBack~

"Hey TIff." i walk towards her with a rose in my hand and a ring in my pocket,

"Oppa..." turning around i can see tear drops slowly my heart broke, dropping the flower i quickly run into her with a warm hug with love,

"It's ok, don't cry please it breaks me." i said and pat her back gently,

"O-Oppa.....Mian..." she repeated those words and made me more confuse,

~Moment Later~

"Thank you..." She said in english still in my hug, we sat after she calm down i look at her worriedly removing hair strands on her forehead,

"Tell Me."

"He wants me back but then i never liked him anymore because i already love somebody and he warn me that after two days if i dont go back with him he'll hurt the guy that i love." she said as she started cry i hug her quickly,

"It's ok i won't let him hurt anybody especially you, i will protect you no matter what." i said and broke the hug i look at her lovingly in the eyes, i moved my head slowy my heart was pounding so loud that i was under her spell slowly i can feel her breathing, she slowly closed her eyes and lean forward

Our lips touched i once felt in heaven i closed my eyes enjoying this memories i noted for myself that i would never forget our first kiss, and our first day together.

-FlashBacks Ends-

 

But now everything i ruined,

I was stupid to let you go,

Instead i didn't fight for our love,

I let them take you,

I regret everything until now,

 

You're happy with him,

You gave him what you wish for us to have,

You're heart is with him now,

You never regret leaving me,

You were mad at me,

 

Now i know how it feels to be broken,

Inside and outside,

Ignoring your calls,

My parents calls, my beestfriends calls,

I ignored everything that once important to me,

 

Oh how only wish i could die,

Forgetting everything,

Ignored all the things that is waiting for me,

I feel empty,

My heart aches,

 

It hurts..

 

Its hurts so much,

 

That i can't take it anymore,

 

I wish i'm gone,

 

There is only one solution,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Suicide....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Here i am in a rooftop of the 25th story building, looking down where my ending is,

This is the only one thing in my mind,

To forget everything,

 

All the pain,

 

All the past that i wanted to forget,

 

The things that always bother me

And hurted me more,

 

I just wanna end this all,

 

Goodbye mom and dad,

Goodbye Jaebum, Jessica, Taeyeon Noonas,

Goodbye Sungin, Zhou Mi Hyungs,

Goodbye to you Hwang MiYoung,

 

Goodb-

 

"NO!!" i turn around looking at her blankly,

"No you can't do this."

"Don't do this to me." i look at her my body, and my heart is empty,

"You can't die like this."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"It's the only thing to forget all the memories and you." i said in monotone, she fell on her knees hands on her face crying so hard,

"I'm sorry just please we can make trough this just don't kill your self." i scoff,

"6 years MiYoung 6 years Hwang MiYoung!!!." i yelled she flinch a little bit, i can feel my self mad again face red,

"I can't take it no more! i don't have life, i feel empty! you don't know what happened to me and what i've been trough, i lost my job, i lost my parent and my bestfriends trust!! what else MiYoung?? What else?!" i yelled i feel like crying but no tears were falling it's all drain, i'm dried,

 

"It's lke your the thunder striking my heart and it hurts me more than what you think."

 

"I had enough." i said and turn around,

 

"Please don't! i love you, i wasn't happy with him but i need to do it because if i didn't they might hurt you and i don't want that to happened.." she said i took a step forward to my ending,

"But you didn't fight for it, you just left me, you didn't talk to me saying that your sorry but now everything is too late.."

 

 

"Theres nothing you can do Hwang MiYoung....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

GoodBye." 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"NOOOOOOOO!!! OPPPAAA!"