CHAPTER 1

DONGHAE POV>>>

I never thought I would be engaged at this early time; the hell I’m not yet ready even though I’m in the right age to get marry, I have so many plans to do and thinking I will tie the knot with the bastard makes me want to kill myself now

It happen so fast that  I didn’t know where did it start and because of a very misunderstanding between me and my parents here I am dragged and force me to marry someone that I really hate in my entire life; because of what he done to me in the past,

We are at the restaurant and talking about the engagement party that they are forcing us to do, in just ing one week my life turned upside down and now my life will change forever.

While my parents and his parents are talking so happily with each other because of all people my mom and his mom happen to be closed friend in their college days so this meeting was also like a reunion to them wow

So much of destiny right! So I just ignore them and play with my food even though the food was really pleasant to eat but I don’t have the appetite to even just take a bite and since this meeting was getting bored I stand up and make my leave

“Mom Dad if your really serious with this go ahead and plan just call me when the date is! Since I know I cant stop you with this stupid idea, I need to go home now, I have an early meeting tomorrow, bye!” I said and leave them who was so happy talking to each other

I was walking to my car when I heard someone was calling me and I know who is that stupid monkey

“”Yah! Donghae why are you leaving? Do you really are agree to this sh*t, why are letting them forcing us to do this stupid engagement!” said of this bastard gadh how much I wanted to kick his ball so he will shut the up

I just ignore him and walk to my car then he grab my wrist and

“YAH!! Didn’t you hear me! Are you stupid? Hey! Are you really okay with this stupid set up come on! think of something!” he said while shouting at me damn this monkey he even has the nerve to shout at me

And the way he sounded like he was commanding me, gahd he’s really annoying

“Excuse me did you call me stupid!, for your information this all ing set up was all your fault so why don’t you think of how we can get off of this stupid engagement, since you are so full of yourself so go ahead and think you’re smart right?” I said with gritted teeth damn him he even call me stupid now how am I supposed to marry this person who’s so ing arrogant

“and how the hell this was all my fault, well in the first place your mother was to over react on what she saw, and as far as I know she’s the one insisted that something happen to both of us when he saw us in your apartment both , which is I wondered why and how the hell I end up in your place? Or either way! did you plan this Mr. Lee?” he said

Oh my god! Geez I really want to punch the hell out of him did he accused me of something so ridiculous and out of mind! Oh lord help me give me so patient because I might kill this stupid monkey in front of me

“you know what! I’m tired and I really want to go home besides talking to you was really pointless and if you want to call off this engagement then you think of something I know you’re smart and can think of how we can get away of this mess,

I know your expert in here you’re the playboy for heaven sake and I know a bunch of time your on this kind of situation so go and be the Mighty Lee Hyukjae or the Hero like you always insist!

So if you excuse me can you get out of my way! ”   I said then I press the button of my car key to unlock my car

Then I was shocked when he pinned me on my car while both of my hands were in his tight grip I even drop my car key and next thing happen

He kissed me so tenderly that I cant even breath it was really hard like he was biting my lips which hurt so much and when he was out of breath he stop molesting my lips when we broke up from this ing kissed

“now you can get on your way! Fish!” he said while smirking and wiping his lips with this thumb I was shocked to see those smirked again like he really like to play with my feelings

And I all could do was to slapped him hard that I even felt the impact on my reddish palm, I felt so being molested he treated me like a trash again, damn him I really hate him and I will never forgive him

I pushed him and get my car key get on my car I slammed the car door, and while I was starting my engine and wiping my tears which I don’t know why I was tearing this much he was knocking on my window like it was about to break

he was even talking and I couldn’t understand any of it, the hell it will matter to me after what he have done to me so many times and then when the car start I drove fast so I can get rid of this stupid monkey

“how did I end up with this situation I really hate him to hell, you’re so ing bastard Lee Hyukjae!” I said to myself while I was wiping my tears and driving so fast

Last week I was really happy with my life and now I started to live like hell all because I meet again the Jerk playboy of the town

Flashback

We had a reunion with my batch mate in college even though I don’t like going to the Reunion my bestfriend/ cousin Lee Sungmin summoned me to go and support him since he’s the one that organized the event

So I came and coming to that reunion was really a bad decision I end up meeting my friends way back in college where some of them are happy with their respective families

Some had babies too which I was so envious I love having babies but the fact that I cant have them since I cant be pregnant it made me really felt empty for my life

Even though some of them was so envious of my career I’m a professional photographer and I even have my own magazine company so I can say I’m a bit successful of the career I choose

But seeing how my friends had their family it made me realized that my life was and lonely

I talked with some friends and I never felt happy seeing them again specially Heechul Hyung which is very happy together with the half of his life Hangeng Hyung

Yup they are also gay like me but unlike me they found each other and now happily living under the same roof

Ryewook just got married this year to his long time boyfriend Yesung and I admit they are really sweet to each other which makes me happy because they finally tie the knot I was invited to their wedding but I was but of the country because of my work so I missed that very touching moment they have

While we are talking and catching up things on our life the moment of questioning me came and as much I want to avoid it I cant since Heechul Hyung was really persistent that I cant avoid all his question

Until he asked me

“Yah Hae don’t you have boyfriend until now? And if you say NO I swear I will smacked you” he said

And all I could do was to nod and smile a bit

“Yah Fish! Until now you still cant moved on? Come on Hae its been what a decade and your still what and for what just for him, come on Hae give up! Did you forget how did he hurt you so why don’t you moved on and other guy! You’re beauty is such a waste my lovely dongsaeng” Heechul Hyung said like he was scolding me

“my honey is right! Hae you’re such handsome guy and for all I know  most of our batch mate was drooling over you don’t you see your such a hot guy well next to my honey but Hae just give it a try and don’t drown yourself in work you know maybe this year you will find the one!  ” said Hankyung Hyung while he kissed the cheek of his honey that made my Hyung blushed hahaha such a lovely couple

And all I could do was to smile at what they said then Sungming came with his fiancé Kyuhyun

“thanks for coming Hae I though you will ditch again and I will hate you for that ah by the way hmmm on Thursday we will have a dinner party for our engagement and you should be there okay! And if you will be late I will fry you fish!” he said in a cute threat

While we are talking and Sungmin his Kyuhyun leave again well we didn’t really talked that much since we knew him just few days ago they go the reception to welcome those who came in the reunion

Just then are attention caught when the Jerk of the town came dashing as ever were all of the girls and even guys looks at him his entrance cause commotion and making everyone wants to greet him

And like before he was so full of himself and greet them with his very famous gummy smile but the hell seeing that again makes me uncomfortable

And the feelings that I hind and kept start to ignite again and the familiar emotion I usually get I when I saw his gummy smile came back again like it just happen yesterday when I first saw him

The famous guy that everyone wants the piece of him including me but that was before when he didn’t break my heart in to thousand pieces, and when he break my heart I thought I could never get rid of him but thanks to the help of my ever supporting friends I get up and live again

“the devil came woah I cant deny his definitely handsome as ever but he was more jerk and arrogant well its his nature it cant be changed” said Ryewook

“yeah and he was really famous and nothing changed did you know he was opening a new bar again near here the town and speaking of bar most of his customer was celebrity and even some international star wow! He’s rich now and it adds to his charm” said yesung Hyung

“well the hell we care he hurt my Hae hae and I will never go to that stupid bar of him guys can we just dance or talked something else I don’t want my haehae upset” Heechul Hyung said such a sweet Hyung ever

While everybody was on the dance floor I just stay on our table and drink some but then I cant get rid my attention in the dance floor

Well because that jerk was dancing so Hot and I cant deny he was really good at dancing and I cant take my gazed on his beautiful wattashame right!

It was what 2am and I cant stay longer since I’m getting bored with the event even though sungmin’s party was really a blast well I just don’t like partying and getting drunk besides seeing him again it open my scar that It hurts again so before I could reminisce again

I quickly said goodbye to my friends and they understand that I’m not really a party goer and i know they sense that I was getting to start be emotional so they let me go home and rest

I was walking on my car when all of a sudden someone grab me

Then the next thing I knew I shocked to realized that someone was kissing me

I pushed him and wipe my lips

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING! YOU STUPID MANIAC” I shout at him then I slapped him hard damn this

Yeah of all people who can kiss me it was a guy and by the looked of it he cant even stand on his own damn this maniac

Then when he looked at me I swear I was about to fell on my knees because of all guy and in all people this person stole my very first kiss

And all I could do was to shout his name “LEE HYUKJAE!”

“Yah! Why did you slap me!” he shout and touching his cheeks that I slap hard well good for him

“THE HELL YOU EVEN YOU EVEN HAVE THE GUTTS TO ASKED ARE YOU ING STUPID!” I shout him too damn him

“YOUR STUPID IF I KNOW WILL I ASK YOU IDIOT!” he shout again agrhh I swear I kick his balls damn it

“YOU DESREVED IT YOU MANIAC IDIOT, THE HELL WHY DID YOU KISS ME! MY GOD MY LIPS ARE NOW INFECTED WITH YOUR HARMFUL VIRUS IDIOT!!” I shout agan by the end of this stupid conversation with him I don’t have voice for tomorrow

Then I was shocked when all of a sudden he rush walk over me and kiss me again

Then “now you will still call it harmful virus if I knew you were also enjoying it! ” he said while smirking at me

“come on babe I know you enjoy it too besides you should thank me because I don’t need to beg for just to kissed you right1” he said again damn him all the words that coming put in his mouth was full of trash and bull

“your so full of yourself Mr. Lee and I ing hate you! but don’t worry because you kiss me I will grant you this” I said then 

I kick his ing golden ball he deserved it anyway

“enjoy it too babe!” I said sarcastically then I get to my car and immediately drove my car leaving him crawling in floor because I kick his crouch and I bet he will cursed me but the hell I care at least I get my revenge hahahah!