It's always like that. It always have been like that..

The fights we have, always is him first started and me apologizing at the end.

Stooding me up on dates, leaving me hanging like invisible.

Am I really his girlfriend? Or his part-time.

Really, why must I always be the one giving in?

Should I give up? Or should I still hold on? This is really tiring me out, making my heart constrict whenever rumors of him being with another woman, being left hanging out of nowhere. And most importantly, me being his punching bag whenever he needs someone to vent out his frustation on, lending him a shoulder to lean on whenver he is stressed.

What am I to him really? I don't get it anymore.