Growth:
This love that isn’t just sufficient, but overflowing,
can only be repaid through growth.
Finding what’s like me
These texts fight for spots without any exception

Is this my nature
My lacking amount that seems endless
Without any permission, whose name is this
Please, I feel numb…

Even the anxiety passing through
And wandering thoughts

Little by little
The wounds that seemed like it would be forgettable,
no, or something that may even have taken 3 years
Knowing the reason that I am able to be standing at this spot,
and dance a new dance with myself of the present

A star somewhere in the country night sky
It guarantees the days ahead of me
I can joke about it, because I’m happy
The name of ‘growth’ has freshly grown

-Choi Junhong 

Yongguk's eye's scanned over his phone, his frown dipping down as he read over – what could be lyrics. But it was also a statement. A realization. It was Junhong's sincere thoughts. He glanced up to where the brunet was now, all curled up sleeping on the couch, his mouth was slightly open and soft snore's escaped his lips. This boy – no. This young man had grown up right before his eyes. From when they were promoting Never Give Up; to now B.A.P's second world tour.

He knew that it was stressful, being the youngest in a group of six, always being seen as the kid, the child. Junhong wasn't that young though – only a year younger than Jongup who was already seen as an adult. Junhong – Yongguk realized, knows this and wanted to prove that yes, he has grown, and yes he wants to show the world this.

He can't help the swell of pride he feels, and realizes he's also tearing up a bit because Junhong, his Junhong is a man, no longer his little maknae.

“Bbang?”

Yongguk glanced over toward Himchan, his best friend is looking at him in worry, “You okay?” he mutters, and Yongguk just smiles that grin of his, and nods.

“Yeah, I'm... I'm perfectly okay. “

Himchan gives him a weird look, but shrugs and goes back to looking at his phone, and Yongguk's eyes travel toward the sleeping Junhong.

I'm so proud of you, Junhong. So very proud.