Laughter filled the room as the big screen showed Seunghyun kiss another member. Seungri to be specific. Jiyong made an amused comment about Seungri enjoying it, while Seungri made a comment about Seunghyun enjoying it. Daesung was smiling at it, but that was on the outside. He was actually seething on the inside. His reaction while acting wasn't far from his actual one. Actually, yes it was. It was far far worse in reality. It didn't help that, mere minutes later, Seunghyun kissed Jiyong too. Seunghyun laughed loudly, while Jiyong covered his face. It was still clear that the leader was smiling. At this point, Daesung decided to make a statement. "Wow, TOP gets two kisses!" 'But neither were from me.' He added internally. The two had been dating for about a year now, and he knew nothing of either kisses until they happened. His eyes lit up in anger at this thought. 'Shouldn't he trust me by now?' He tried to keep his face light, or at least without anger,sadness, and jealousy,and it seemed that no one saw his inner turmoil. Well, that assumption was wrong. The minute Seunghyun heard Daesung's statement, he looked at the maknae with a bit of caution. 'He called me TOP..... I know he's mad now, but why?' He didn't get the reason why he was so upset. Yes, he kissed Seungri and Jiyong, but it was harmless acting. He never meant anything by it. He continued to watch the production, controlling his emotions enough to where it looked like he was actually paying attention. Since he has acting experience, this wasn't hard to do. He laughed when Daesung came in with "Smeeelllllllll?" Even Daesung couldn't keep a straight face for that one. Jiyong was all but falling to the floor laughing so hard. Seunghyun saw the random car hit Jiyong and chuckled a bit. Daesung was breathing calmly, despite being anything but, so that he won't explode. He was so close when he heard Jiyong say that the tears Seunghyun were crying after the "accident" were real. 'What was he thinking about to make him cry like that?' He was beginning to get really insecure about all of this. A lot of V.I.Ps had named him the ugliest, least attractive at best, member of the group. He knew that already. When he first met the group, he took one look at all the gorgeous guys and cringed. Seunghyun was the by far the most attractive, and Daesung was immediately captivated by him. He developed a crush on him when he first heard the older rap in that ily deep voice of his. He fell in love soon after that. When Seunghyun had asked him out, he was on cloud infinity; forget nine! Now, though, he was starting to wonder why Seunghyun had even done it. Through all of these musings, he didn't really notice the little parody end. He vaguely saw Jiyong climb on Seunghyun's back to be carried away. Now he wasn't angry; he was genuinely upset. 'Jiyong hyung would be so much better for Seunghyun than me. They're already the most paired members in the group.' He had looked up a lot of Big Bang fanfiction, just to see what the fans thought of them. What he mostly saw, however, was GTOP and TOPDragon. This disappointed him greatly. Apparently, the fans think that Jiyong is better as well. Once again he was lost in his thoughts. He didn't register getting up and walking away with the rest of the group or someone pulling him to a nearby empty room. He did register that familiar deep voice though. "Daesung ah. Why are you so upset like this?" Truthfully, Seunghyun didn't know what he was doing. He was never good with people's emotions. He's not as cold as he looks, but he's not all that warm either. He started to get a bit irritated when Daesung refused to speak. He calmed himself down before speaking again. The last thing he wanted was to upset the younger even further. "Listen, if it's about the kiss scenes-" "Of course it's about that you pabo!" Daesung cut his supposed boyfriend off, shocking the hell out of both of them, but he had finally had enough. It seemed like Seunghyun didn't even care to comfort him. Like he was only doing this much because he felt obligated as his boyfriend to do so. "I had to sit and watch you kiss TWO guys! Neither of whom were me! That hurts you know, and it doesn't help when you're laughing about it! I already have to hide our relationship, but when you throw things like this at me in public....." He stopped to catch his breath and quieted down some. "I understand that it was a part of the script, but you've never kissed me like that in public, jokingly or not. I.... I know that Jiyong hyung and Seungri ah are so much better looking than me. THey're probably more fun to be around. Especially Jiyong hyung. You guys were childhood friends right? How do I compete with that? I just-" A pair of lips sweetly descending upon his own cut him off. Daesung looked a bit surprised before closing his eyes and whimpering slightly into the kiss. It had been a while since Seunghyun had kissed him this thoroughly. Daesung milked it for all it was worth, wrapping his arms aruond the other. Seunghyun ran his tongue over Daesung's bottom lip cautiously, not sure if it was too much too soon. It wasn't; the younger happily opened his mouth a little wider to allow entrance. By the time Seunghyun pulled away, Daesung was breathless and extremely confused. "Wha..... Where did that come from?" Seunghyun chuckled a little. "If I wanted either of the two I would've asked them out. But I asked you." Seunghyun took a deep breath. He knew that he wasn't the best with emotions, but Daesung needed reassurance right now. "I chose you because you're a very talented singer, you're hilarious even when you try not to be, and you. Are. Gorgeous." He punctuated each of the last three words with a small kiss. Daesung was shocked, his lover was usually cold and for the most part emotionless. This side of him was extremely different, and Daesung liked that. Seunghyun wasn't finished however. "I don't know where you got the notion that the others look better than you. I will never see it that way. You're the only one that has ever gotten me to say anything close to this. You're beautiful, Dae. I just wish you would see it like I do. Which brings me to another point, I know you were wondering what I thought of to make me cry like I did in the parody. I know you Dae, I saw the slight confusion and hurt in your eyes. If yu really want to know...... I was thinking about what would happen if I ever lost you. If it were you dying in a hospital bed, or even seeing you happy with another man. That's always been my reaction to the thought of losing you in any way. I know I'm not the nicest or most sensitive guy out there, but I do sometimes think that you will leave me for someone who can sympathize with you better. The way I see it, I'm the lucky one for having you say yes to me at all. I'm not the easiest to get along with, but because I noticed you right away, I knew that I had to try for you. I still know that. I say all this to say...... I feel this way because I...... I love you. I'm sorry it took forever to say it, but I do. So much." Daesung was in tears by now. Never had Seunghyun ever told him that he loved him. Sure, they'd been dating for a while, but the older avoided those three words like the plague. And those words before it....... Daesung flung himself at Seunghyun. He sobbed into Seunghyun's chest, and kissed him with all he had in him. Seunghyun wiped every tear away and gladly kissed him back. When Daesung looked at Seunghyun after pulling away, he was smiling. "Pabo. I love you too. It'll always be only you, so don't go thinking I'd just leave you for someone else. I'll die first. I've never heard you say anything like this before." He kissed Seunghyun's cheek. The older grinned. "Yeah well don't expect it all the time. I do have a public image to keep up you know." Daesung laughed. "I know hyung, and I wouldn't have it any other way." "ALRIGHT YOU TWO! GET OUTTA THERE: WE WANNA GO HOME ALREADY!!!!" Jiyong's voice ruined the sweet moment. "Alright! Sheesh, much?" Daesung mumbled the last sentence, but if Seunghyun's laugh indicated anything, it didn't go completely unnoticed. As the two walked out of the room hand in hand, Seunghyun remembered something. "Wait a minute. At the Big Show premiere, didn't you move away when I tried to kiss you in public?" Daesung blinked numerous times, and then he took off running, his boyfriend hot on his heels.