Fated [Chapter 3] 

  Most of you probably has forgot this story since the last time I updated this story was months ago and YAP! I sincerely say sorry for that. At first it was because of stuck mind and then things were too hectic. I am settled down now though school things could come up anytime soon. Sorry and here you go!!!   ---^^---   What?!   What did he say?!!   Arranged what?   Marriage?!   I beg you to repeat it again??   Did I hear it wrong?   An arranged marriage!?   In a second, Donghae could feel his world started to spin around and head hurts a lot now. Donghae slowly throws his back to the sofa as he shuts his eyes with Hyukjae still sitting beside him and biting his lips hard till almost bleeding also his eyes that show clearly his concerns toward Donghae.   Hyukjae has called Donghae for a few times with his trembling voices but the called person just stays still in silence. Hyukjae wants to cry. Cry like really badly. Seeing how Donghae looks so frustrated, staying silent and ignoring him almost drive Hyukjae nuts. He prefers to see Donghae getting angry at him or cursing at him. Throwing and saying out all in his heart about how sad or angry or disappointed or whatsoever it is to Hyukjae after hearing the fact. The fact that Hyukjae had been hiding.    The fact that they would seperate soon..   Hyukjae feels extremely sorry for what he has done. He looks down as his eyes turn hot and red meaning the tears starting to gather and begging to stream down.   20 minutes later, his heart skips a beat as he feels Donghae moves a bit and sits into straight position and facing Hyukjae. Hyukjae who feels it directly looks up to see Donghae is taking a few times of deep breath with eyes closed. Hyukjae swears to God, he never mean to hurt the younger and seeing how Donghae is right now has torn Hyukjae's heart into pieces. Hyukjae really wants to punch himself in face and he really thinks himself is such a bastard.   Donghae takes the last deep breath before opening his eyes and looking straight at Hyukjae into eyes and smiling. Hyukjae has always been loving Donghae's pretty sweet smile but exception for this time. Hyukjae hates it because he knows how Donghae fakes that smile and bearing the pain in his heart.   "Since when you know this?" Donghae speaks up first.   Hyukjae's tears are gathering in his eyes and making his vision starting to blur.  "S-since like almost three weeks ago." Hyukjae tried his best to answer with normal voices but he couldn't. His voices is totally shaking.   "Do you know the girl?" Donghae wants to slap himself. How could that question slipped out from his mouth? He was avoiding that question the most but why he asked it? He swallows his saliva hardly while waiting for Hyukjae to reply. Donghae has so many thoughts in his mind after asking that question.   What if Hyukjae knows the girl? What if they have met? What if Hyukjae falls for the girl and feels the girl is much more better than him?   Hyukjae sighs, "No. I dont know and I dont want to know. I totally against this arranged marriage. I dont care with anything else.. beside you." Donghae could see Hyukjae's eyes not only reflect sadness but also anger and frustration.   Donghae unconciously holds back his breath when Hyukjae grabs his hand suddenly and hold it so tight.    "Please trust me. I will find the way to break this arranged marriage. No matter what is the way as long as I still can be with you. Please dont go. I beg you. I love you a lot. Really really a lot. Please baby trust me. Dont stay calm like this. I prefer you to be angry at me or hit me or whatever you want but dont pretend to be calm like this. Dont scare me." As this, Hyukjae's tears roaming down through his cheeks non stop.   Donghae doesnt know why but his feelings said that the one who is going to be married to Hyukjae is gonna be a girl. Less possibility to have the same gender with Hyukjae. Hyukjae's parents surely have discussed it a lot to come to a conclusion to have Hyukjae marries to the one they have selected and bigger possibility its a girl. Hyukjae's parents of course want to have grandchildren from Hyukjae and yes they need to have a daughter-in-law.   Actually, parents from both side dont know aboutHyukjae&Donghae relationship. They actually dont mean to hide it but both of their parents are mostly busy all the time and since they just started for like 6 months then they decided to keep it first. Besides, they also afraid that what if after they tell their relationship then they parents against it? They werent ready to be separated.   Donghae squishes Hyukjae's hand lightly and still has his smile on his handsome charming face, "I know you are going to be like this. Silly you. Hyukjae, listen. Go and accept what your parents have decided for you. They are your parents. They surely know the best what is good and not for you. They dont just randomly set you up for a marriage."   Hearing this makes Hyukjae's tears stream down faster even more. Hyukjae shakes his head with no energies, "No.. No.. Why are you doing this? You stupid. You are being selfish. How can you ask me accept this arranged marriage. You dont love me anymore hmm?"   The question has made Donghae started to tear up also. How could Hyukjae has the heart to ask that? Since when he started to stop loving Hyukjae? When???  He never think to stop loving him. Not even once that thought ever crossed his mind.    For sake Hyukjae! I am still loving you wholeheartedly. How can you question my love for you?!   Even so, he still tries to smile to Hyukjae, "Saying me stupid but actually its you. I still love you. My feelings never change Hyukjae. I ask you to do this because I still love you and I..." before Donghae could finish his senten