jongin-ah, where are you ?

you were gone like the wind after that tight

and now i'm walking alone in the school hall.

jongin-ah, i'm sorry.

now i'm wondering

what if i didn't confess that night ?

what if you didn't call me ?

what if sehun didn't cheat on you ?

what if sehun loved you as much as i do ?

or, what if the one you loved was me ?

will you still leave, jongin-ah ?

jongin-ah

it's been a year since you left

and i'm going to graduate,

you supposed to be graduating too

where are you now ?

some said you're at the US

and some said japan.

come back, jongin-ah.

jongin-ah

today is my first day of college

i'm wondering 

what if you didn't leave ?

what if you're here with me ?

jongin-ah

i saw you on the street today

i know you saw me too,

since you came and hugged me tightly.

"i love you, hyung"

you said.

jongin-ah,

i'm happy you're here now, beside me

and i'm wondering again

what if i didn't buy any ice cream earlier ?

what if you didn't buy coffee ?

will i be in your arms,

like now ?

(a/n : finally the sequel. i'm sorry if it's bad, i wrote it right before my basketball practice hahah. i love you guys ♡)