We are just few of the millions dreamer who are dreaming to become an artist someday, then, here we are now, one of the leading girl group in Korea, do I am steal dreaming or what? Kekekeke, every song we sung, every guesting we’ve done, every concert we held, is a Cloud9 feeling. OMG! Is this is true? Slap me pls!!!! Slap my face!!!

Pak! ~ Dara’s hand landed on my face… with her evil laugh…

Ouch! ~ With lion’s eye~  why! Grrrrrrrrrrr……..

You said, you want me to slap your face! So I did it! Kekeke…

Oh! I am talking with myself!!! Why are you listening with others’ conversation? That was impolite!!!! ~angrily and become shy in the end..

Ok! Then…. I am sorry PooDoong ~ with a big hug from dara….

Kekekeke….. its ok,,,,  ~ and hug her in return

[ Ok! So are you making up together??????]  Bom said

Both of us are shocked! Then removed our hugs…

Dara~ waaaaahhh, don’t said that! its different!

[Blushed] I walk to minzy to hide my face blushing * what are they talking about? Did Dara notice it? Aigooooo~ aigooooo~* pretending I’m ok…

Then, time goes by fast… we are still 2ne1 and we become more mature, I can wrote a song also, and we all have our improvements…

Every time we finished our work. We make a reward for us… picnic, shopping, movie marathon, hiking, but now, since summer is in the air… we would like to enjoy it… kekekeke…. So we decided to go somewhere private [so no fans will see us.. kekeke], and as expected… we’re like a little girls who played in sand, made a sand castle like a small hill.

Is it looks like a castle?

Yes! ~ 2 Parks answered…. With a very cheerful and full of confident aura for what they’ve done…

Nae! Unnie!!! It’s  an ant castle… kekeekekek ~minzy’s followed.

Then they laugh hard…

Eeeeeee?????????????? then I go to our cottage… “girls! Its hot here! i’ll take a rest!!! Ok? I’ll be back after… enjoy!!!!!

Nae! ~ There chorus…

I take a sit on a wooden long chair and grab a book. Suddenly a fall asleep and lay down to this seat…. I feel so peaceful, I heard a waves striking the beach front, laughing of those girls, birds tweeting… every time passed by… I feel so regenerated.. this is the vacation that I need!!!!! [ floating ~ floating~ floating ]

CL rooo! ~ Dara called me…~ look at maknae! She will swim... come on!!!!

Ok! And I run into her, hug her… ooops… to much force… u are my breaker.. kekeke.. then I hold her hand.. and walk into the water, towards minzy and bom…

We all laugh, when we saw minzy…. Trying to swim…. But like a dog paddling …. Kekekeke..

Minzy! What are u doing? ~ dara and bom are still laughing..

Cl roooo!!!! I am having a hard time to swim… look, I am trying!!!!! But I really can’t. ~swim ~swim~swim~

Hahaha, ok then, stop that, we are just in shallow water so, you can just stand with us, after our vacation, take a swimming lesson, ok?

Ahhhhhhhhhh…. Ok….

Then we just play in salty water, play, play and get tired…

Ahhhhhhhhhhh… Im hungry! Let’s take a break and eat ~ bom said.. so we ate at cottage and take a rest for a while..

we are in one table, foods are in a center of table, since we used a mini table, we need to compress minzy and bom are in front of us, and dara on my side. We do chitchatting as always, talking something serious, about work, about others and even out of this world.. just to have fun,, kekekeke. Then we fall on what we want in a guy… minzy want a  macho man, bom-want a responsible guy, dara want a cute one and someone who really love her  , and me! Of course! I want someone who can be more than me, someone who is brave enough to take his lioness... kekekeke…

~at night~

As usual Dara and I are share in one bed, Tam-Tam is between us, Dara fall asleep early, maybe because she is tired on playing whole day… crazy unnie.. but, wait… I stop reading my book when I heard a snore… kekekeke. It is Dara!!! Ooooh…. Cute unnie… I’ll take a picture of you!!!! Click! Click! Click! I stop taking a picture… oooooo,, Dara unnie!!!! U are pretty when sleeping.. [I whispered] why  are you like that!!!! Arrrrrggghhh.. I starred on her face… I don’t know this kind of feeling… but I can’t remove my eyes on her… I lay down but my eyes are still into her… then I fall asleep…

 

Cl roooooooo~ wake up!!!! [something are in my body, why is it heavy? I mean, it is not so heavy, but its heavy]  we are late!!! You need to pack all of  your things, our vacation is over!, we need to go the airport ASAP! ~ Dara is on top of me and shaking my whole body…

Oooooooo!!!!~ I forgot to set my alarm! ~ Thanks Dara unnie and I kiss her.. ooopps! I stop  and she also shocked. And run to CR to fix myself and my things.  ~whoa! What I’ve done? Did she notice it? Waaaahh!!!! What happen? I am panicking but immediately calm down… I hold my breath and release…. Haaaaaahhh….. then Im going out to CR, Dara is there, sitting and facing me, holding Tam-Tam...

I fix all your things, so you don’t need to hurry, have a sit.  ~tapping the seat next to her… ~ what was for? Why did you kiss me? Are you in your mind? I notice your hand keep on me a lot of time sometimes in my shoulder, waist, back, I feel you care to me, I thought it is just a hand of a sister taking care of me, but what was that kiss for?

~Her armalight questions…. I am so nervous. But, I think this is the right time to say what I need to say…~

Nae! Dara! I didn’t know when, at first, I thought it is normal,,, but every time I saw you, I would like to hug you, I don’t like seeing you holding others hand, so I hold it always, I keep my hands on your shoulder because I want you to feel that I am here, I wrapped my hands on your waist cause I want to secure my Dara. I love you! I am sorry if I feel this. I am trying to hide this but it is hard… please forgive me… ~sigh, and feel guilty..

Dara kneeled on me, hold my hands tight and catch my teary eyes, wiped it, and said “my Cl rooo…I am sorry… I thought it’s just a normal for you, because you spent your teenage on France, so I didn’t take it seriously,  I love You too… [cl smiled] but this is wrong… you know this is wrong,,, we know this  is wrong! So come on… stand up! Cheere up!!!” Dara stood up still holding my hands and now walking with her... until we meet our car and board to airplane I didn’t say anything… I’m still shocked… I just sleep on a car and in plane… until we arrived at Korea.

I just waive to everyone and go to my care… I can’t sleep that night because of what Dara Said, I still think and think and think then fall asleep…

Toot toot……… toot toot..

1 message received, from our mngr. “I know you’ve enjoyed your vacation, we will be having a practice tomorrow, see you at 9am!” time check… 7 am…. Wooooohhhh… I need to prepare… I  jumped on a bathroom a take a quick bath, eat and go to practice hall…

Time check… 8 am, woaahhh, I am too early, I sit on a floor, lean back on a mirror and sleep…

Nan nappeun gijibae nanan nappeun gijibae nan nappeun gijibae
Where all my bad gals at?
Nan nappeun gijibae nanan nappeun gijibae nan nappeun gijibae
Where all my bad gals at?

 

A loud music wakes me up, whoaaahhh,, thats mine! [ everyone is looking at me] I stand up and greet them all... GOOD MORNING!!! Bow! Everyone greet me, teddy broke it, Ok! Ok! Be ready.

We practice whole day, and 1 week was passed by, without talking Dara, I choose to be like this… maybe I’m still confuse of what I really need to do, it’s hard to decide what should be the next step to do… it’s just an accident that I saw her, break time then, she’s on the rooftop, I usually go here to take a breath and I teach this place to Dara before, I said before “If I have to think deeply, I’ll go to the rooftop”.

 

She is looking to far……. A stood behind her, and hugs her tight… “imissyou! Did you miss me too?” with teary eyes and husky voice.

Nae! Why you didn’t talk to me, after that! ~ Dara

Because, I want to forget what you said. But I can’t. Sorry!

You know, I took a deep think on this also, and yeah! You are right! This is hard to forget, I love u 2, lee chaerin. What we should do? We are not allowed to be in a relationship, esp. this kind of relationship.

Really? So are we? ~ Me

Yes! We are!!! ~ said Dara

Yes!!! Yey!!!!! Thank you! I love u! I love u! I love u! [ And kiss her so deep]

~she push me away, and take a breath~ ok chae, we need to keep this secret! Ok? I know you can handle it, just act like normal, we can have our own time, we just need to hide it, from all of them.

Ok! Got it! Then I jump to her and give a power hug, “POWER HUG!” she hug me back. I feel like I am flying…. This is endless happiness, I wish, this could last forever.

We went down together. Holding each other hand, and going to studio…

So both of you are now good again ~ Bom said with one eyebrow raised…

Yup! ~ I said, then wrapped my arms on my Dara’s shoulder… plus *wink* to Bommie

This is our relationship, maybe some of you didn’t want this, but this is really we are, you can noticed it sometimes. Some camera catches our sweetness but we are still trying to hide it.

Thanks for reading... :D