Is it Goodbye?
the prince and the gangsterIt is really the end. Kim Nana swears she really gives up now. Loving a prince like Jung Sunwoo is really painful and tiring. And now that Jung Sunwoo finally got his greatest wish to have Min Seyi as his girl, she really has no chance. Ahjussi may not be lying about what Jung Sunwoo did for her but being Seyi’s boyfriend changes things.
She had let her feet decide where she’s going. She doesn’t even know where she’s heading. Her mind is not properly working. She just wanted to run away and be as far from Jung Sunwoo as she can possibly could.
After minutes of running, when she thought that she was far enough from where she came from, she stopped. She fall down on a grassy land due to exhaustion and maybe from the pain she was feeling right now. It was like all her body parts are aching but she knew there won’t be a medicine that she could take to ease that pain.
Kim Nana took out the sunglasses she’s wearing and just tossed it aside. She surveyed where she was now and found out that she was in a park. It was a relief that only a few people were there and was far enough of her. They were also too busy talking to one another to mind her.
She just sat there, embraced her legs and buried her face on her legs. (*I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to explain it in English. But I hope you’ll imagine her position the way I imagined it.) And there, she let it all out. She cried her heart out like there won’t be tomorrow. She had shed tears so many times before because of him, why is it that it’s much painful now?
“Kim Nana…”
It was Jung Sunwoo. She didn’t turn to see but she knew it was him. She tried so hard to control her sobs. She could hear him breathing heavily. He was panting. Did he run to catch her up? Why did he even follow her?
“Ka!” she ordered without even looking. Why is he here? He was the last person he wanted to see right now. Being near him and seeing him is like putting salt in a flesh wound.
“Let’s talk. Please.” She could hear his footsteps moving closer to her.
“Just go away! I want to be alone.” Does it make him happy to see her in that state that he followed her around? More tears escaped on her eyes. She could not control it.
He stopped moving closer but she knew he wasn’t going back either. He just stayed there, maybe, looking at her form. Does he pity her? She hoped not. That was the last thing she would want from Jung Sunwoo.
“The last two coupons…” he paused for a moment. Kim Nana listened. “Can we pretend that it did not expire and use it?”
Did he follow her just for those stupid coupons? Wae? Is it his goodbye gift? Does he want her to feel better before finally saying goodbye? It is not necessary but…
She thought it over for a moment. Maybe it’s better to put it that way. A preparation for a goodbye could maybe lessen the pain she was feeling. Or maybe a good time to pull her pride up by letting him see that she will be okay unlike the pathetic crying girl he currently can see.
“Fine. Let’s do it.”
TEN YEARS ago, she had thought of what she’ll do with that last two coupons. The last two was precious for her that she would not waste it f
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