OUR FANATIC FANS

An elevator clink resound on the entire of third floor

Dara getting alert, she knows that Jiyong is already back to Seoul and now he is here at YG building, third floor.

Dara prepared all her stuff, she just finished workout and cleaned her self. Just right in time.

It's been a week since their last meeting at the YG building, it was the time when Dara got frustrated because some haters is going up to the highest level. Dara ask Jiyong to stop doing any action that connected to her or "people think" connected to her. Some of Jiyong fans found out the activity of Instagram liking of "peaceminusone", Jiyong Instagram private account.

The Applers, as they know the most fanatic fandom who always paired them is the fandom that they should put more attention, some of them is too loud and it caused all YG family members gets trouble. The second is Jiyong fanatic fans who doesn't like the idea that Dara and Jiyong is in a relationship. The third is Dara fanatic fans who has the same vision as Jiyong fanatic fans, the rest are Bigbang and 2ne1 fanatic fans who never want to hear anything about pairing things except their music, Dara and Jiyong put much respect to them more than anything that's why Dara and Jiyong always spend time to discuss about their problem about dating issues.

"They're crazy!!!" Jiyong raise his hand in a dramatic way

"Yes... Totally" Dara sit in front of him and cross her leg lazily 

"But... How come?? I made a private account so that I can free do anything I like! How they do that??"

"If some Applers don't mention it on my twitter I would never know that they found your Instagram likes"

"Geezzz... How can I live in peaceful ? God!! "

"Don't worry Jiyong, we can handle this. Just as usual"

"Yeah.... Just as usual,by the way Thanks for telling me Dara"

"No problem, just promise me be careful "

"Arrasseo  ."

"Good then"

"So.. When will Crush Japanese version come out?"

"Couples day ahead, maybe. Well I don't know exactly, you now sajangnim right?"

They both laugh, not only because the troll papa YG but also their fate. The fact that they never state any relationship, hence people already took their private life. After a long pause Jiyong finally stand up and ready to go 

"I'm going home Dara, thanks for everything"

"Okay, oh.. Wait!" Dara took her purse and opened it, he took a beret and give it to Jiyong

"Here.. Thanks for borrowing me this, say thanks to Gee eun too.."

"Oh okay, waaaah... I can't wait to see your crush music video with the girls"

"It's cool... You will like it, thanks for the beret though"

"Yeah I know, my fashion taste is the only reason people watch our music video"

"Boo... Get lost! We're doing it because we can't find any beret that suit Japanese style"

"Arraseo... Arrasseo.... I'm leaving then" Jiyong left Dara and put his beret on his bag, waving without seeing her.

Dara just sit there and smiling, wondering what kind of problem that will come in the future, just imagining about that Dara got stomachache.

And now, after Japanese crush music video release, and Jiyong accidentally wear the beret at Chengdu they finally make an appointment again at the recording room right after Jiyong arrive at Seoul.

Dara just can't wait to throw tantrums at jiyong.

Dara fasten her steps and going to the recording room, she knows that Jiyong already there, waiting for her.

"Hello Daraaa... I miss yo-"

"Are you crazy?!?!?!"

"Yah! No welcome hug? I just got here!"

Dara shook off Jiyong's hand and take a seat to the nearest couch

"Oh.. Sorry Dara ... I' m so sorry"

"See...the problem is almost all because of you!"

" I know I made a mistake, I don't know that I forgot to bring my cap so when I checked my bag it's only the beret that you give back to me couples day ago, I have no choice! I need the beret though"

"That's not the only the problem Jiyong, why don't you tell me that you already wore that beret many times? Arrghhhh... Lot of Applers mention me and you must be noticing it too, you wore that beret many times! God.."

"Yah.. That's not my fault, it's Gee eun and she's already ask apologize to me and to you if you notice that too"

"Oh my God, I'm so ashamed! That ing beret!"

"This Noona seriously!"

"What now?? Applers will gone crazy again, our fanatics fans gonna make war again, VIP and Blackjack will get irritated again! And hatred comments will gain so fast "

Jiyong change  his unbelievable expression into a pity one, he took a seat too near Dara and hug her gently

"I'm sorry..."

"It's already thousandth time"

"I know"

"I can't stand anymore"

"Why? I thought you were a strong woman! We already discuss this problem many times, we can faced this together"

"I'm tired Jiyong, Maybe it's because age factor, I'm weak now..."

"So.. How about me?"

"I think we should stop doing this Jiyong!"

Jiyong let off his hug from Dara and faced her

"Stop what?"

"I think we shouldn't meet secretly like this again in the future"

"But you know it's work right?After long this time, we made it! We can anticipate about what they're gonna do to us" Jiyong said merrily 

"No.. I give up, I don't even care if they want to call me anything they want. I don't care anymore. I don't care if they said I'm the only one who's crazy about you and you're the opposite. I don't care if they say we're in a relationship while the fact is not.. I .. Don't ... Care..."

Dara lean on the couch and rub his head, tears flowing down into her cheek. Jiyong staring at her and about to hug her again, to comfort her. Telling that they'll gonna make it again, but noticing that this is the first time Dara said give up, he know that Dara truly said that. He knows Dara well, he knows very well.

"So.. What you gonna do? I will following what you choose"

Dara back to her beginning position, still weak and wiping her tears

"Really?"

"Sure! After long this time, you're the one who suffered! I ... I can handle that but you, I want you to be happy"

"So, what do you think that makes me happy?"

"Me"

"No!" Dara then stand up and walks around in panic

"I told you this day going to happen"

"Not that way! I don't want to be in a relationship with you and tell it to public"

"God Dara!! Why it's so hard? We love each other"

"Was!! Remember was!!!"

"We know you're lying...we know that deep inside we're still love each other, we just never state the relationship but we know... Our love is bigger than anything" Jiyong also stand up and hold his head "!!"

"Stop it! Stop about your delusions that we still love each other! That is only your delusions just like Applers" Dara cross her hand and standing awkwardly 

"Let me tell you something that you don't get it. Do you think I care so much about our problem because of Applers or fans? Do you think I would meet up with you secretly and spend my precious time just because I want to talk about it?" Jiyong approach Dara closer, "the only reason I agree to what you suggested is because I have a chance to see you in private, because I can see your beauty by my own without no one there interrupt my visions, because my heart about to explode if there's no issue about us because it caused I can't see you for days, because how hard you try to ignore me I still happy to have a private moment with you, just because I love you so much and I know, you feel the same way too".

Dara just stand there, froze and tears falling from her eyes. Yes it's Jiyong the same guy who cries like baby when he tells her that he's not good enough for her, just because he don't want to hurt her. The man who always she loves day by day. The fact that she felt the same, that she likes about all the issues so she can meet him and hug her without stating about relationship, because she just love him.

"I want to give up too, I want us to be real.. I want the world know about us.. I want to marry you and have babies from you" Jiyong begged desperately 

"Ji ..." Dara cries a lot and hug him tight

Jiyong hug her tight and rub her back gently, he realise this feeling gives him strength more than anything. He pull him self and stare Dara's eyes, he wiped her tears and then crush his lips unto her gently, lovingly and finally full with desires. They spend all of their energy just because they can't hold it anymore, the fate that they have through because of famous. Seconds past and they stop when Dara back to her sane, Jiyong doesn't want to let go off her petit body

"Let me go Ji"

"I love you..so much, please.." Jiyong put his head on Dara's shoulder

"We still have an option, we can tell public that we don't have any relationship, I think that is better solution" said Dara in flat tone

"So.. You better choose that final option?" Jiyong anger covered his face

"You already in a relationship with Kiko and I already said many times that I'm single but they still don't stop! That's the only choice" Dara took her purse and start to leave him

"But I just end our relationship weeks ago"

"I'm out from here...." Dara start to step

"You still upset because I was with Kiko right?"

Dara took a deep breath and exhales

"Yes, I'm upset Ji, but... The fact that it still doesn't make people forget about us is upset me more."

"But you know I only loves you"

"Yeah... I know Ji"

Silence

"When we're gonna announce this lies to the public?" Ask Jiyong while rub his lips in desperately 

"When I'm ready.."

"So it's mean... That we can still meet each other secretly like this again? To anticipate our fans and haters?"

Dara's smile is enough for Jiyong to keep, he then doesn't care about anything else. The fact their relationship is complicated, meet her secretly is the only choice to get his vitamin, his energy to continue his miserable life of being famous. Dara, the one who always made him alive is always enough for him.

Dara closed the door and leave Jiyong there alone, smiling and keep wiping her cheek thanking to God that they still love each other, that no matter happened, they will always love each other.

 

The end