* PLEASE PLAY A SONG SOMETHING BY GIRLS DAY

*INSPIRED BY THAT SONG.

 

why i feel SO LONELY? im sure im not alone here. we sitting facing each other, without talking. i keep lay my finger on the top of wine glass, circle around and around.

 i took a glance  to u, but.. u still same. 

no words coming from your mouth. all u do is just keep looking around. i dont know why. dont know why u keep doing that when we always together. 

there must be something, right? 

"junhyung? 

*what?

i look into your eyes. u seem nervours... why? 

*mirae...i actually have something to do, i need to go first. love u! 

a kiss on my forehead then u just walk away.leave me alone here. i just watching from here, see u just walk leave me alone after 15 minute. 

i keep thinking...why u keep yrself buzy even we both know, there a lomited time to be together. i just sigh myself. 

my mind keep saying there must be something, but my heart saying, i trust u. 

STOP IT, HEART! stop doubting him. 

 

u not supposed come to see me, but... i wanna spend my free time with u. i know u are buzy person, so do i. it not easy to date each other. 

a smile appeard on my face see yr face, but...u? just a shades give a smile to me. why? why u always cool when with me? 

i keep talking to u, attarct a interaction from u to me, but... something disturing us. yr phone keep ringing. vibrating.

must be someone right? 

in the end, i just be silent. let the ringing phone talking between us. 

 

i keep looking on my watch. junhyung already finish the schedelu. why he so late? should i call him, saying im waiting him at his house? 

no! it a suprise. click! i turn my head aside, see u, a smile appear,but...u dont look so happy when see me. why?

what wrong with u? 

i walk towards u, slowly place my hand around yr neck. action that means i miss u, , put my head on yr chest, but... 

a strange scent perfume coming from yr whole body. and it not MINE. 

i push u slowly and look into yr eyes. im sure there must be something! 

a same scene happen. we starring each other on the couch. i took a glance to u, u just silent yrself. 

my mind flashing back all the time. when u with me, keep looking yr watch, looking around, u seem nervous eveytime u with me, 

u making yrself buzy than ever, there a time u only play with yr phone. 

someone? coming between us right?

i laugh a bit,i was the only one who didnt know about this, something? somehow i clearly can feel it, must be something. 

i doubting myself, i lied to myself, i know something but i close my eyes beause... i love u! 

i walk slowly leaving u... deep inside my heart, hoping u will grab me, hug me saying it not true. and the words.

I LOVE U, coming from yr mouth. 

but...i stop myself.turn my head, u just stand still behind me, just looking at me walking away. 

no words. nothing...a tears drop. i walk.....

 

no! no! no! saying it with a classy. u not saying like heartbroken but with much hating! like this...

"u deceived and make a girl cry, u only up till here, so bye bye bye out!

"but...uniie the ending sound something missing. it just not feel right. 

i look down to the paper n thinking by myself. yes! something missinh. 

i need to settle down the ending of this song. something missing. ending part missing. mumbles myself. 

i sigh myself. i walk slowly to the paino. start to remember the things happen last month if i recall corretly. 

my finger start to play with the half music and lyrics i made with my memory.. with u. 

"was the love i give to u it a joke? 
 are u sick and tired with the love i gave?
 i dont want to show the tears i held back

"was the love i give to u it a joke? 
 are u sick and tired with the love i gave?
 are we over? 
 are we really over? 

*yes, we over, mirae. 

a tears falling down, distrurb the smooth sound of piano. the only remian,memory. 

without hesitate, i recall yr name. 

"junhyung.....