Complete silence engulfed the packed room and he was determined to stare at the man sitting across him, watching every blink of his eye.

The said man blinked one last time as a resolve and released quite an audible sigh ; burying his face in the soft-warm palms of his hands.

It was unlikely for him to see the older letting his guard down, calm demeanor thrown away as if it hadn't been there since the very beginning.

"Are you really....." leaving?
The last word never made it out of his throat, instead he swallowed it as if it was a lump.

The reply was anticipated but the older never made one.
He glanced around the room to scan the faces of the others and he regretted the decision right away ; the definition of dejected surrounded him.

He walked over to the older, his said boyfriend, and pried away his palms.

“Answer me when I question you, Yi Fan.”
Yi Fan flinched back, the maknae never used that tone on him and he was quite startled but he was one to hold his ground.

“I have explained every bits and bytes of this matter to you, Oh Sehun. I’m sorry I have no choice.”
Yi Fan skimmed the younger’s face with his cold-slightly calloused hand and Sehun opted to close his eyes tight, reprimanding his own tears. It doesn’t take a genius to know and actually tell that he was hurt.

He wanted to accuse Yi Fan, blame everything on the said male, the selfish bastard but isn’t he as selfish?
He wanted Yi Fan to stay just so he would be assured that someone at least loved him more than the boundaries of friendship.
Someone to cherish, kiss and hold him.

But he should be fully aware that Yi Fan, his silly boyfriend is hurting way beyond.

Right there, his heart clenches so hard he had trouble breathing.

“Do you love me hyung?”
He had intentionally whispered, sounding a bit raspy against Yi Fan’s ear so that only the older could catch it.

“Of course. Of course I do.”
Yi Fan whispered back, forehead pressed against the younger’s.

“Then stay,” he paused, not trusting anything he would blurt out “I don’t care if you would not be in the company, just stay here, at the dorms. We will take care of you. We will find the cure, just please? Don’t leave. Stay.”

His voice gave out ; had passed way beyond desperation but Sehun didn’t mind.
He was more determined to make the older stay.

He had expected words but the older pressed his lips gently against his own, whispering a light ‘I Love You” before he stood up on his feet.

The sound of his luggage’s wheel sting Sehun’s ears ; He ignored it, willing it to stop but it never did.

“Stop.”
Yi Fan did as told and Sehun sprinted his way towards him, embracing the older’s bigger frame in a back hug, letting his head rest on his divine back.

Rustles were heard before the other members, who had firstly opted to keep their mouths shut, decided to rush their way and hugged the two.

He heard the weeps and cries from the deepest hearts of the members’ but it all seemed distant, the only thing he was focused on was Sehun’s tired-almost desperate pleads for Yi Fan to stay.

He smiled, rather bitterly at the irony.
If only he had a choice.

[Note : Idek wut is this but i have created this on the third day after the lawsuit issue was brought up. The day where we actually donno wut to believe anymore. But I never really had the heart to post this.
 

I think, today is finally the day where I have to share this with you guys.
This is purely my imagination]