They say the hate is a side effect of the fame.  

They say blocking out the hate is the only thing you can do.

But how can you ignore the monster in the closet that allways knocks?

How do you move on from the hurt?  How do you show them you are strong? How do you do it on your own?

Sitting on the bed, watching you sleep I wonder.  

I wonder how you move on, how you can still sleep with such a beautiful smile on your face. So peaceful.

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I feel your eyes on me as I feign sleep.  

I know what you wonder. 

I know how you feel. 

"I was frightened of every little thing that I thought was out to get me down
To trip me up and laugh at me"

You wonder why I am so strong, how I move on from the hate, the harsh full words

"But I learnt not to want
The quiet of the room with no one around to find me out
I want the applause, the approval, the things that make me go....."

Little do you know.

"I can take it from here.
I'll find my own bravado"

Little do you know.

You, are my bravado.