Promised Pain
Description
Not your typical love at first sight story, that's for sure. Kyoung-Mi is just an average girl, not an exceptional queenka, or a nerd, somewhere in between. She loves her friends dearly, but doesn't really bother about the queenkas and kingkas. Lee Jinki, or Onew as his close friends call him, however, is a much-respected kingka of the school, one who plays with girls just for the sake of keeping up his pridefully-attained reputation. What if there's an unnoticed loneliness deep down his strong semblance, and his wavering heart? The one thing they have in common is the sadness they feel, when snow falls. Angst/Romance/Drama! Specially dedicated for my dear "twin sister", or one of my best friends Emily~
Foreword
You promised.
I trusted your hollow eyes, those deep dark intelligent brown eyes that held your haunting loneliness.
But now you’re gone, Onew. Where are you… now? I can’t even feel your presence near me anymore, which is what’s causing me all this melancholy. Believe me, I don’t mean to sound like some “emo teenager” who slits her wrist, but this feels like a part of me has disappeared.
Because that part that has vanished, is you, Onew.
Can you hear this now? I wish our hearts were connected somehow, with the red thread of destiny, or some sort of magical telepathic powers, because I wish you knew how much I’m longing for you.
Will you keep your promise?
It may be destiny that sheds our tears… But… I wish you would keep your promise. Or is it just due to my impatience and impertinence?
Did you break your promise? Did you forget your promise? I don’t mean to sound angry because honestly speaking, I really am not, but this just hurts.
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me, and though you’re gone, I still believe that you can call out my name… am I being too naïve? I don’t want to think like that, to be pessimistic about our love… Because I’m still waiting for you to fulfill your promise, Onew. I know I sound extremely clingy and all, but really, just know that I love you.
I love you, and I’ll be waiting – because I believe in your promise.
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