I slowly opened my eyes to the bright white light that was shining to me. I took a few blinks before turning to the guy sitting by my side with his head on the bedside and his eyes closed. I stared at his sleeping look till something strike my mind, my baby!

I instantly looked down to my tummy and placed my hands on it. I can’t feel anything from inside and I don’t feel any baby bump anymore. He seems to been woken up by my movement as he instantly sat up straight, “You are awake! How do you feel now?”

“My baby… where is he?” I turned to look at him with my already reddened eyes as I had this bad feeling that my baby’s gone. His facial expression turned as he gulped and mumbled, “The doctor tried his best.”

Tears fell as the pain from losing my own flesh blood come over me. “Jinnie…” He spoke as he wiped my tears away with his thumbs. “Hyuk… I lost him. I did not protect him well. I am such a lousy mother.” I cried out loud.

He removed his hands away from my face and placed them at the back of my head. he wrapped his arms around my head. He then pulled my head to his chest, making it buried in his chest.

“No, it’s not your fault. You protected him very well. It’s just that there’s always accident isn’t it?” He coo-ed me as he pat my head with constant brushing through my hair. I did not reply him and continued crying in his chest.

“Jagi!” A voice yelled as soon as the door swang open. Hyukjae pulled back instantly and glared at him. He ignored Hyukjae’s glare and dashed over to me, cupping my face with his hands. “You worried me.” He said as his thumbs gently caressed my cheek.

I will wrap my arms around him, pulling him into a hug and feeling his warm that always make me calm if this happened in another way. However the photo of them hugging and the feeling of betrayer filled up in me. I glared at him with my teary eyes as I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him away.

He looked at me confused, not knowing why am I pushing him away. “I don’t want to see you.” I said coldly