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i'm a normal girl who have a normal life with a great boyfriend who is the same age as me . My boyfriend is Lee Byunghun . He is a CEO of biggest group of Korea now. And that company is my family's company .We loved each other for all most three years now. We are friend since highschool . Everything go well between us. Starting with friendship and end up loving each other untill now . We often hang out with some friends , we traveled together . life seem so wonderful when im with him . we shared alot of favorite things. He love Americano and so do i. he love dog and me too. he affraid of lonely , he doesnt wanna be alone and so do i. we seem like a perfect couple in other ppl's eyes with the boy is handsoem and have great future while the girl come from a wealthy family and also very talent. in school if he is the first i'll be the second, if i'm the first he will be the second. At that time , i thought nothing will change between us. We will have a great family with lovely children. Or exactly everybody thing like that . we had a great relationship. our family always support our relationship. we even talked abt wedding as soon as we feel like to do it .But since he start to become CEO , everything changed. We dont have much time together . He need to go to business trip. Even on my birthday he couldnt be with me. I feel like i dont have a boyfriend at all. It started 1 year ago

-one year ago-

*one day in Feb *
"Baby~ i'll become CEO start from tmr " he said while hugging me tight in his arm .
"Really? That's great really really great" at that time i felt really happy for his sucess . I dont know that day is the day that will start all this suffer of mine

*one day in March*
"Tmr is your birthday. I'm so sorry coz i cant be there with u" he said
"It's ok . Ur work is much important. I can understand after all u worked hard for it . I'm ok but promise me we will go out for dinner when u are back" i said
"Ofc . Thank you baby . I love u like always . U know that right?"
"Yeah~ i know that . I love you too Hunnie" i said with a sad smile on my face.
"Come on dont be like that. Dont cry ok dont cry"
"Mr. Lee, it's time . U need to go " his assistant said
"I need to go. I'll call u back later. Love u " with that he turn off his laptop
The reason why he knew that i have that sad smile is we talked by skype. After he turn his laptop off , closed our chat window. I cried . I cried really hard. i feel really lonely at that time.In  my birthday, his Omma sent me some flowers with that note " thank you so much for everything" i was happy coz of that but there is nothing can fill the hole in my heart now.

*one day in May*
He said he will comeback today . I was really happy . He needed to go to business trip alot these day and each time he will go abt half of month. And even he doesnt have to go we still dont have much time together . He needed to work at his office . Prepare this prepare that. It's not that i dont want he to have this success but how can i handle all this .
"I'll come and take u out for dinner ok?"
"Ok ~ when will you come ?" I said with happy tone. It's been a long time since we can go out for dinner together. I miss him and miss that moment.
"8 o'clock ok ?"
"nae"
I was really excited . I prepare myself carefully, i was wearing his favorite dress , putting on slightly make up and wait for him to come and pick me up . Suddently my phone rang
"Hello~ u already here " i jump up in happy
"Sorry baby . We cant go this time. I need to eat with some important guest . This is for my next project so we will go next time ok ? I need to go " with that he hang up. My bag fall on the floor and so do i . But i decided to just go out for dinner by myself since i already dressed up this much.  I wipe my tears away and stand up. I went to our favorite restaurant, order our favorite food - the set for 2 person and ate all of it alone with tears on my cheeks . I think he has changed . He didnt love me like always anymore.... I was crying and crying even when i walked home . Then everything when black around me. In my dream i saw a guy who has sweet and fresh scent was carring me but i couldnt see his face .I didnt know how long it took for me to wake up but when i woke up my Omma was there holding my hand
"Omma"
"How are you my dear? You made me worried" she said
"Im fine now .dont worried Omma" i said with a small smile on my face
"That's great. Your Appa went home to take some clothes for u . He will be back soon "
"Nae. Omma , how could i get here?"
"There is a boy carried u here. He already left. His name is Chanhee " Chanhee what a great name, his name made me feel comfortable
"Oh~ i see"
"It's ok now . Get some sleep . I already called Byunghun . He will be here soon after finised his job. I wonder why he didnt with u . You guys planned to have dinner together , werent you?" I just keep silence and pretent to sleep when my Omma asked . But there is a tears running down then land on the pilow......

*next day morning*
"How are you?" I dont know this guy. He is wearing white blouse
"I'm ok . U are my doctor?"
"No~ i'm a doctor but not your doctor. I'm not working in here i work in other place. I come here checking on you coz i brought u here. My name is Lee Chanhee " he replied while a bright smile and that sweet and fresh scent come again made me feel comfortable
"Oh~ i'm you nice to meet you and thank you " i replied with a smile

"no need to thanks and nice to meet you too . now take some more rest u'll be discharge soon " he said then wave his hand as a goodbye

"wait u are a doctor in this hospital?"

"yeah~ i'm pediatrician afn of course i work at pediatrics in this hospital . anythng else?" his asked with a smile

"no nothing . once again thank you "
After that i waited for Byunghun untill late at night but even his shadow wasnt showed up. He only came to visit me at my house when i already discharged and the onw who help my Omma in the day that i came home is Chanhee again. What kind of boyfriend he is? he didnt care abt me at all.While the person who isnt my boyfriend keep coming to visit me everyday.

*one day in September*
"Do u have time today?" I called Byunghun in the morning
"I have meeting today but it'll finish in afternoon . What's wrong?"
"You dont remember?"
"Remember what? Say it now ...... I need to go soon . I have to prepare for my meeting" at that time my heart drop out of my chest and broke into thousand pieces . He even doesnt remember our anniversary
"IT'S ENOUGH. TODAY IS OUR ANNIVERSITY AND U DIDNT GIVE A DAMN CARE ABT IT. YOU NEVER LIKE THAT BEFORE LEE BYUNGHUN " with that i hang up . I hugged my knees while crying untill i fell into sleep. I only woke up when my phone rang
"Hello" i picked up with my eyes still ose and my head is hurting now
"How are you ? Are you sick ? Your voice seem not normal at all"
"Oh~ Chanhee ya~ i'm ok . Why u called?"
"If you're ok , that mean u can go out right?"
"Yeah~ i......can"
"So go out now i'm at your front door now" i rushed to the window and here he is waving his hand phone. I rushed down stairs  to come to him
"What is this?"
"A gift for a good girl " he said why give me a slice of chees cake
"Why u know i like it?"
"Coz i like it. I just bought the favor that i like but fortunatly you like it too "
"Such a sweet liar" i smile
It happend like that . The time that i spend with Chanhee keep growing . He is always be there for me whenever i need a shoulder to lean on . My boyfriend keep sticking with his job. Chanhee and i hang out together a lot . He is a sweet guy . He know how to take care of other ppl . I love the way he care abt me , not too much but enough.

*Chrismas Eve*
"I'm here now baby" my boyfriend is now at my front door with a boutique flowers. I dont know why i dont feel happy at all . Actually i got used to it . I got used to living without him
" are u happy? I'm sorry i was too busy these day. I dont have much time for u i'm so sorry. Can u recieved those flowers and forgive me ?" He said with puppy eyes and with that i forgave him. I know i was too easy to him but i wanna give him one more chance . I never thought that decision of mine will hurt me again someday

*Valentine's day "
"Hello?" I said while my eyes still closing
" happy Valentine's Day. Are you still sleeping?"
"CHANHEE? Why did u call so early in the morning ?"
"early in the morning? sorry madam but it's already noon now . i just wanna wish u a best wish for today"
"Oh~ thank you "
"So you had plan with your boyfriend right?"
"Yeah~ ofc ^^ anyway thank for yor caring" i was lying
"I guess i dont have anything to do today since i'm single . I will just stay at home "
" oh~i'm sorry abt that . I...." He cut me off
"Dont be like that . It's fine. So enjoy your day , young lady" with that he hung up and leave me there dumbfound. I felt like i lost something. After a long time sitting on the bed thinking abt everything i rushed to the bathroom prepare myself. then went to the kitchen to eat lunch and then went straight to Byunghun's office. I dont wanna wait anymore i'll go find him by myself.
"Hunnie ya~ i ......" My purse fell on the floor . Everything is bluring around me . My belove boyfriend is making out with a girl now and he even close his eyes and it's not seem like she was forcing him it's seem like he was so into it and.... I cant handle it . I cant ... With that i run out the office and when i stopped running i founf out that i already at Chanhee's front door . I have been there a few time before for some party . Ofc there is not only us in those party. I knocked at the door and it took a few minute for him to opend the door. I immediatly hug him and crying my lung out
"Ho.....w could .....he do this....... to me?"
"What's wrong?" He said while patting my back
"My ....boyfriend ....was making.... out with a girl.... in his ....office"
"What?"
"Dont ....make ....me say .....it again"
"Have u heard his explain?"
"No ~ i ....jus...t run..... away " at that time my phone rang and it's him . I was planning not to amswer it but he took my phone then said while covering my mouth
" come pick her up at the coffee shop near X park "
"Why u did that?"
"Go and talk with him . Go and let him explain" he said with a smile on his face
"U .....dont ....like me ....at all ? Do u ....wanna stay..... with me ?" I said. I dont know why i said something like that. We just meet and i think he just think abt me like a friend . And i'm not sure abt my heart too. Do i like him or it 's just something seem like love but not
"I like u or i can tell u that i love u . But i'm a man . I cant let myself do something like stole another ppl's girl. I 'll take u there . Talk to him , let him explain everything . If in the end u still cant accept it come to me i'm always here waiting for u " he said whild hugging me . I start crying again . He is a great man

*in a cafe a few hour later*
"I'm sorry i didnt wanna do that i just my mistake . Can u give me another chance? " my boyfriend is sitting in front of me now with his head hang low. I feel my heart beat fast. He now is looking at me with his eyes are full with tears now . He is crying . Lee Byunghun is crying now just for me .
"I'm..... sorry . I wont...... never done........... that agai...n. I'm so s.orry . Dont .....leave ......me please . I cant...... live... wit....hout u" he said while crying . I cant bring myself to leave him . I love him for almost three years now . I wipe off his tears with my thumb
"Ok~ i'll give u a chance " after that he hugged me tight. I could see Chanhee is outside now . Look at us with a smile . How is his feeling now ? I feel there is something fell down inside of me . I like him . Now i love two man in the same time . After five minutes looking at each other like that. He turn his back and go away...... This is the worst Valentine's day ever

*my birthday*
My birthday come again this year . Like always i'll spend it with my boyfriend and family . Last year he couldnt stay with me so this year we already planned it for a long time ago . After the day we almost break up. My boyfriend tried to take care of me more . He text me everyday and call me to check on me . He is still very busy . He doesnt have time for me at all . I know if i love him i need to bear with it . He just try to do everything for our future. But i still have a feeling that we are not belong together . i keep thinking abt the thing that Chanhee said before. like i said i'm loving two man in the same time. i cant leave my boyfriend and i cant stop missing Chanhee. Chanhee and I hang out alot before but from that day Chanhee didnt contact me often like before . He just call me sometime to check on me . Each time he call he just ask abt my health , my job and my relationship with my boyfriend. He didnt ask me to hang out with him . I feel sad abt that . Even we cant be a couple we still can be friend right? Ppl may think i'm a bad girl . I already had a boyfriend but still think abt other guy. I feel like i'm cheating on him now even i havent met Chanhee anymore .
"Where are u now ?"
" i'm at home prepare for our night" he said

"no need to rush Oppa. u worked later last night again right?"

"yeah~ i'll have an important meeting tmr. wait for me ok i'll be there soon"
"That's really great. Call me when you're here " i said with a smile on my face . After all i love him.

I looked at the wall clock. He needed to be here one hour ago. Is there anything happended? . I pick up my phone and dial his number. Nobody answer it. I tried more than twenty times but no respone. I decided to come to his apartment. I knock at the door untill my hand got hurt but nobody appeared "what 's again?" I enter my key in the key hole . He gave me this key when we celebrated our first anniversary. The door is now open realeased some ppl who are sleeping on the sofa. they are all nake and cover themselves with some blanket. boy and girl and boy and girl. some boy is holding two girls now.Can of beer everywhere. " he said he worked for his important meeting last night but what is all of this ?" i asked  myself .i walked into the bed room . there are two girls on the bed but Byunghun is no where to be found . I heard somebody talking in the bathroom but the water sound made me couldnt hear what they talking abt .i started calling him
"Byunghun ya~ are u in there ? U already late for abt one hour now "
There is no respone but those ppl already stop talking . Then Byunghun said
"I'm taking a shower now. Wait for me in the car ok ? I'll be there now. After u call me before i fall in to sleep again. Sorry "
" ok " i said while my eyes already watering . He is cheating on me again right? He held a party last night but i had no idea abt it . And there are two girls on the bed and i dont know how many girl in that bathroom.with that i walk to the front door but then stop and hidding . I heard ppl talking
"I need to go. I'll be with u tmr ok? we will go to Japan together next week after all"
"No~ i want u to be here with me . We have been like that for almost 3 years. I dont wanna be a lover anymore . I wanna be your girlfriend. Why u have to stick with that girl?"
"Come on baby. She is my girlfriend now .i cant let her go. I need her and we are perfect couple after all. And the most important thing is she is the heir of that company"
"How abt me ? U said i'm your soul mate"
"But she came first . Now i cant leave her . I need to go"
"I'm pregnant"
"What? Pregnant ? Are u kidding me?"
"Pregnant.....pregnant.... " That word keep repeating in my head . After listen to that word i immedately stand up and run away. I runned as fast as i can and keep crying. Everything around me seem like all in water . i fell deeply in blank ocean where the "pregnant" and "3 years" word keep knock me down. in my heart there is nothing left for him .After that Byunghun keep calling me but i just keep my phone in silence and let it's out of battery by itself. I locked myself in my room. Crying by myself. I always keep everything inside . My Omma tried to ask me a few time but i refused to talk abt it . I will just suffer alone . I will move on i'll get over this thing soon . I talk to myself but there is nothing better . I still feel hurt i cant breath i cant even sleep . I just lying there crying like a crazy girl. Now after 5 days havent eaten anything just cry and cry i dont have any tears to cry anymore. I just lying there looking at the ceiling. The one question that keep repeating in my head is " have he ever love me from the beginning?" . I even gave him my all , my everything . I thought we are soul mate . I .... I did everything for this relationship. I even felt guilty coz i love Chanhee at the same time when i love him. But he love an other girl at the same time he love me for 3 years. How did he feel? He didnt feel guilty at all ? I keep asking myself abt that. There is knock at my door
"Omma~ i dont wanna eat. Just leave me alone " after said that i heard the door open
"Why u come in ? I'm ok i'll eat later " that person didnt say anything and i can smell sweet and fresh scent again. The only image appeared in my head is Chanhee's warm smile . I pull the blanket to cover all my body i 'm sure this is him. That person come closer to me and i can feel that smell become stronger. He slowly lying on the bed , using his arms to holding on me outside the blanket and said
"Sorry i shouldnt do this . But i cant hold it back anymore. There was something happended between you two right? I shouldnt let u go that time . I should hold u back and keep you by my side" i can feel his breath on my neck . He tighter his hands around me while sobbing . He is crying ? He is really crying now . I slowly pull out the blanket and he let me go. I reach my hand to turn on the light. I wanna see his face or exactly i miss him
"Why u always appeared when i  need a shoulder? Why u always be there for me even u know i have other man? Why u alwasy can come in the right time ? Why u always know how to comfort me and make me feel i'm the most important girl in this world ? Why u can make me fall for u while i already had a boyfriend ?" I said while crying
"Coz i stalked u , coz i love u , coz i always looking at u, coz to me u are really the most important girl in this world, coz we are mean to be together it's just we met too late " he said while hugging me
"I.....i......" He cut me off
"You dont have to say anything. Now u just need to eat and stay strong . That's all i want from you" he said while using his thumb to wipe away all my tears.
"To be honest u look terrible now . Should i just leave ? I cant handle this ugly girl " he teased
" go away , u are a bad boy " i said with a small smile while hitting him
"See ? Like this u are prettier "
"Such a cheese guy. How can u are like this?"
"Coz i love u" he said and kiss my cheeks
"Who said u can do that? " i widen my eyes
"I think i need to have that reward since i tried to endure with this ugly girl "
"Go away~"
"I wont go anymore. So u are my girlfriend now"
"No... I cant"
"Why ? U still wanna comeback to him ?" He said with a low tone.
"Dont be like that. I mean i havent broken up with him yet so i cant be your girlfriend now. Give me some more time ok?" I said while caressing his face. He touched my hand and look in my eyes
"I understand . I'll wait for u and wait for our love" i can see his love in his eyes. He really love me so much

*afew day later*
"I'm sorry i ......i......"
"No need to talk anymore. I just wanna know since when there is no butterflies flying in your stomach when u with me? Answer with your heart Byunghun ya~"
"Since....since... I start loving her"
"When?"
"Abt six months after we became lover" he said refuse look at my eyes
"Have u ever love me with all your heart?"
"Yes of course i love u but i dont have enough brave to break up with u when i had other girl. I'm so sorry abt that "
"I think u just affraided that i'll told my Appa to fire u "
"No.....it...just...i..."
"It's ok . I need to tell u something too . Butterflies stopped fying into my stomack abt one year ago at my birthday . I started loving other man . And i feel guilty abt that. I keep pushing him away just bcoz of u . Now i knew everything . We should set each other free. One more thing , this is our own problem so it wont affect to your job . And try to taek good care of her . after all she is a brave girl and love u so much that why she  can wait for you this long . See you around Byunghun." with that i leave the cafe left Byunghun there. I walk on the street alone and thing abt everything that happended . This time i chose the right person right? I'll have wonderful family right?

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while i'm falling deeply into my own wolrd my phone suddently rang. i picked it up 

"hello?"
"Hey little girl ~ how are you? "
"Im fine how are u Mr.Doctor"
"I'm ok . So my cheerful you is back now . Shall we go out for dinner to celebrated it ?"
"That's a great idea. So we will meet at 7pm  ok ? "
"Ok i'll pick u up now i got think to do "
After  that i keep walking. I saw a cake shop. We will celebrate right? so i should buy a cake for that. With that i come in to the shop. After bought a cheese cake i went out with a happy smile on my face . I keep walking to my house . Actually i can take a taxi but i wanna walk ^^ suddently i saw a familar person . "Chanhee" but why he is kissing a girl now . I tried to look at them again and they are kissing each other passionately now
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME??" I shout at the scene and he just smirk
Sorry" "with that i run away............what will happended to me? . it seem like i cant meet a right person in my whole life 

*THE END*

 
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