“I can wait. If you are still unsure or not ready to let me fill your heart, then I will be waiting until you are ready” I admitted it. Her words keeps played on my mine but as much as I remembering her words, I also think about Sooyeon. 5 years ago, right a month before my wedding was my last time saw her. Up until today I never saw her again and she’s like hiding under the earth until I cannot find her. I walked back to my chamber and I saw my eunuch, Hyungsun, smile from ear to ear. “What is so funny, Hyungsun-a?” “I just so glad that now you can open your heart for Jungjeon-mama. I’m sure that there will be day that you can fully forget about Miss Han” He said. “No. you’re wrong! I’m still trying to let her stay in my heart. And Sooyeon she’s definitely still in my heart.” I walked to my couch and told Hyungsun. “I always wonder how’s she look after all these years. Where’s she live now, what’s she do for the living, who’s accompany her because I knew she is afraid living alone. And above of this I wonder does she still missing me like I do” “But Jeonha, don’t you feel guilty to Jungjeon? I mean she’s really shows us that she is love you” “I do. I really do. Yet, what should I do? I felt so relief that I have her in my side in other side I keep thinking about Sooyeon”       Second turned into minutes, minutes turned into hours, hours turned into days, and days turned into weeks. That’s how long since the last time I saw Jihye. Actually it is always like this, I’m busy and so does her, this is the reason why when we met we always spend it as much as we could because we didn’t know when we will see each other again. And today finally, after almost 2 weeks, I could see her. I was waiting her at my dining on my chamber. “Jeonha!” I heard she called me with her sweet voice. “Oh? Are you sick? You look so pale?” “Aniya, I’m fine” I said and reach her hand. “Omo! Your hand so hot! Are you sure you ok?” She asked me and put her hand on my forehead. “I’m ok! Have a sit. I’m so hungry that I can die if I’m not eat right now. Here I told them to make Japchae. You are really like Japchae right?” I tried to shift the conversation. “You must keep skipping your meal since I’ve been away right? Didn’t I told you not skipped your meal, Hwon-a” I just laughed when I heard she called my name. She must really worry