Weeks had passed.

Until one day, he walked to me and asked.

”Dee, why are you like that? Why do you always distance yourself from me … from us?”

Isn’t it obvious Ji? Isn’t it obvious that I’m freaking jealous to your girlfriend??!!  

I want to shout that for him to know what I wanted him to know but I don’t have the courage to say it in front of herd of students.

“Why Am I what? And why would I distance myself from my ‘friends’? We just miss the old days Ji, I … we missed you” I asked in a monotone voice and gaze my eyes away from him too scared that if I met his eyes, I won't handle it and break myself from crying.

He laughed, guilty enveloped me, and then he asked 

“Why?”

“It’s just like, you spend less time to me … to us … you spend more time to your girlfriend” He grinned

“Is that a jealous Dee I am seeing?” he laughed and attempts to pinch my nose but I avoid my head away from his touch.

I saw his face saddened then he smiles again – a fake one.

“You know what, she broke up with me yesterday, she said it’s over between us and I don’t know her reason why she broke up with me :(. But it’s okay, I want you to be the first person to know for you are my bestfriend” I smiled; my heart filled with happiness.